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when flowers grazed the mountains

Summary:

In which Morgan, a businesswoman used to a simple routine, meets Lorelei, a flower shop owner who looks as gentle as she is pretty, and discovers what fits between the mixed life of working for the city and living near the mountains.

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Jane and Alin in another universe as Morgan and Lorelei.

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Morgan did not notice when her life became a pattern.

 

It happened quietly—like the way fog settled over the mountains each morning, soft and unannounced until everything was already wrapped in it.

 

She woke up at six in the morning. Always six—not because she had to, but because her body had learned the rhythm and refused to forget it. She would sit up slowly, hair falling into her face, and listen to the sound of the earth. The province was never loud. There was no distant traffic or overlapping conversations from condominium walls. There was just the occasional crowing of roosters from the farm Mr. Sawat owned just a few meters from the end of her property. There was the soft rustle of leaves, and the wind slipping through the gaps of her jalousie windows like it knew the house better than she did.

 

After sitting for five minutes and waking herself up, she would fix the bed before going to the shower.

 

Then coffee would come next. Black, no sugar. She would stand by the small kitchen counter, looking out at the spans of green and brown of the mountains visible through her window. They never changed, and maybe that was why she liked them. They were predictable and steady. They were always there.

 

By eight, she was working in her home office. A decent sized room with two-meter-high jalousie windows that she kept open most of the morning, activating a mechanical brise soleil only when the sun became too hot. Her job—remote and structured, took most of her day. Numbers, reports, projections, and systems that behaved exactly the way they were supposed to if managed correctly. There was no need to read between the lines and guess what people meant because everything was usually backed up by numbers. From time to time, she would fly back to Bangkok for meetings and negotiations that needed her presence, but she had managed to bring the majority of her work to the province.

 

Her desire for a quiet environment had been the topic of dinner conversations and private talks with her parents, but Morgan had never been a bad child. She was thoughtful, disciplined, and exceptionally capable—qualities that made her family take her decisions seriously, even when they seemed unconventional.

 

So, when she showed up one day at her parents' office carrying a laptop with a complete presentation outlining the logistics of living in the province while continuing to oversee the operations of the hotel subsidiary where she acted as managing director, her father did not object. He listened as she detailed travel schedules, reporting structures, communication systems, and contingency plans with the same thoroughness she brought to every important decision.

 

There was silence when she finished. Then her father leaned back in his chair and laughed wholeheartedly.

 

"Book the ticket," he told her, genuinely amused. "Scout your property and make sure the logistics of your Mama and me visiting are also well thought out."

 

Morgan smiled. "I'll make sure you have a room, Papa, and I'll keep an Xbox."

 

It was more a recognition than permission. Her family had always understood that Morgan rarely asked for something unless she had already thought through every consequence. If she wanted this life—one built among mountains and quiet mornings rather than traffic and boardrooms—then they trusted that she had designed it carefully enough to succeed.

 

Music, though, was different. A quiet indulgence or maybe just something that filled her extra time. It was never treated as a duty in the way business was, nor was it approached with the same sense of obligation that shaped Morgan's childhood. It existed in the in-between spaces of their household, where it was encouraged. It was one of the things in their family that wasn't useful, but was still beautiful.

 

The piano lessons began early, the same as language and swimming classes. A part of their weekly schedule between school and family dinners. Morgan liked it because it asked for patience rather than performance, where she lived in moments completely unguarded. It didn't exactly demand perfection, but feeling. Unlike the others, it didn't really turn into something demanding. Her great-grandmother made sure of that—made sure they understood instinctively that its value lived in the experience itself, in the way the notes became fluid beneath her fingers. To her, music was not a talent to be displayed, but a language they happened to speak in common.

 

Morgan wasn't outgoing either. She never had been.

 

Friends existed in her life the way constellations do—visible and important, but a bit distant. She met them sometimes for lunch whenever she had to check in at the company headquarters or during a planned home visit. Morgan would laugh and catch up with stories she hadn't participated in, which often made her listen more than speak. It was nice and enough.

 

Then, after a few days, Morgan would return to the house by the mountains. Back to the quiet and fresh air.

 

Her house was a three-bedroom, two-storey contemporary home with elements of traditional architecture, situated on a small property at the foot of the mountain with a private driveway, a garden, and a terrace that gave a perfect view of both sunrise and sunset. It was a prime location she had scouted a few years earlier.

 

In the late afternoons, when work was done and the light softened into gold, Morgan would make afternoon tea and sit on one of the wooden chairs on the terrace that Mr. Sawat had helped her build. She had insisted on doing it herself at first, sanding each piece of wood and attempting to hammer the frame together until she nearly bruised her fingers badly enough that Mr. Sawat simply ushered her away, took the hammer from her, and told her to prepare tea and wait until it was time for the finishing touches. So, Morgan stained the wood instead, complaining lightly about the smell while carefully running the varnish along the grain until the chairs gleamed warmly under the afternoon sun.

 

Now, they sat on the terrace facing the mountains, worn smooth by weather and use.

 

Morgan would tuck her feet beneath her, her hands wrapped around a cup of warm tea and look out to watch the sun disappear behind the ridges. At that hour, everything seemed to exhale.

 

The stillness gave her peace.

 

For most of her life, she had been surrounded by motion—deadlines, meetings, expectations, and the unspoken understanding that her time should always be used well. She didn't resent it. In many ways, it shaped her discipline, but there was something profoundly comforting about this place where nothing required her to be more than simply present.

 

But there were moments, quiet and uninvited, when loneliness slipped in. It was never loud nor sharp. Just present—never cruel. Like an old acquaintance that sat beside her, one she rarely acknowledged but did not fight either.

 

Morgan let it pass through her like wind through open windows. She had learned long ago that some feelings were better acknowledged than resisted. She would sit with it for a while, listening to the wind move through the trees and watching the last light disappear beyond the mountains. Eventually, as it always did, the feeling would pass.

 

The moon would replace the sun. Her tea would grow cold, and she would rise from her chair to prepare dinner in the quiet warmth of the house she had built for herself.

 

It was a good life. She believed it with the calm certainty of someone who had spent years learning what she wanted and building it.

 

Until something crept in.

 

*****

 

The first time Morgan noticed the flower shop, she thought it had always been there. It was a chilly Sunday morning, and she was on her way to buy a couple of things she needed to refill her supplies from the grocery store in the town proper. She opted to ride her Japanese bicycle instead of her car.

 

The shop sat along the small road leading to the town, with its front open to the street, squeezed between a bookshop and a small café. The façade was bright—not the kind that hurt the eyes, but the kind that felt like it was inviting the world in. Buckets of flowers spilled color onto the pavement—soft pinks, reds, shades of yellow, and vines that curled around the wooden frame of the entrance. A tall window, two meters in width, and the French wooden door gave a view of the inside, where more bouquets of flowers were arranged on a shelf and a long counter held unfinished arrangements—messy, but still crafted with enough care to make the space feel less like a store and more like an extension of someone's world.

 

Morgan stopped right at the front, one foot still on the pedal and the other planted on the ground to keep her balance.

 

She had no intention of buying anything.

 

Sunday mornings were reserved for the same route she followed almost every week since moving to the province. She would leave the house shortly after sunrise, when the air was still cool and the roads were empty. Her bicycle, which she had purchased in town from a Japan surplus shop, carried her down the winding road from the foot of the mountains toward the town center, past Mr. Sawat's farm, past the rice fields, and past small stores opening their shutters.

 

The ride itself was one part of her routine she treasured. She moved without urgency. It was a quiet transition between the solitude of her home and the slightly noisy activity of town. She usually went to the public market to buy goods and occasionally stopped at the bookstore to get a new book. She would also buy a few pastries before cycling back to the mountains.

 

The flower shop, however, was new—or perhaps not new. Just newly noticed.

 

Morgan had never been the type to purchase flowers for herself. To her, they were beautiful and temporary. They wilted. They died no matter how carefully they were tended, and they required attention she wasn't sure she knew how to give. There were occasions when she would bring flowers to her mother, but she had never thought to bring them into her own home. Their impermanence always made her admire them from a distance.

 

But still, she paused.

 

"Looking or thinking about looking?" the voice came warm and easy, carrying a hint of amusement.

 

Morgan turned toward the sound.

 

The woman stood not more than a meter away from her, carrying a paper bag likely bought from the cheap bakery across the street. Her sky-blue striped long sleeves were rolled up, and an apron covered the front of her clothes, lightly stained with green that Morgan assumed came from stems and leaves. Her dark hair—almost raven black—was gathered loosely at the back with a simple claw clip, though a few strands had escaped and framed her face.

 

She was tall—the same height as Morgan—with fair, smooth skin and an ease about her that drew attention even without asking for it. Her smile was unguarded and warm, as if it were offered freely without calculation or reservation, and her eyes—big and dark—shone with the unmistakable brightness of curiosity.

 

Morgan realized she had taken a second too long to answer. "I..." she hesitated, then gave a small shake of her head. "Just looking."

 

The woman's smile widened slightly. "That's how it starts," she said lightly, as if it were an open secret. "No pressure. You can stand there as long as you want."

 

Morgan nodded, accepting the uncomplicated permission as it was. Her eyes lingered on the woman for another moment.

 

She was accustomed to conversations that served a purpose. Meetings were structured, and social interactions followed familiar scripts. Even friendly exchanges often carried an invisible expectation to reciprocate with equal ease. But there was something disarming in the way this woman seemed perfectly content to let her remain exactly where she was—quiet, observant, and a little undecided.

 

She was confident—that much Morgan noted. Not the confidence of someone trained to command attention, but the confidence of someone who was simply comfortable in her own presence.

 

Morgan didn't know what came over her. Maybe it was curiosity, or something less definable, but she knew she couldn't possibly leave without knowing her name.

 

"Your name?" she asked.

 

The woman shifted the paper bag to one arm. "Lorelei." She smiled, dusting out her hand and offering it.

 

"I'm Morgan," she said and took it. It was warm and unexpectedly soft, but her grip was firm and certain.

 

"You live around here?" Lorelei asked after a while, her hand dropping to her side. The question was not intrusive. It was simple, touched only by genuine curiosity.

 

Morgan nodded. "A bit further up. Near the mountains."

 

"Oh," Lorelei said, her eyes lighting up slightly. "That's a good view."

 

Morgan blinked. "You've been there?"

 

"No." Lorelei laughed softly, the sound carried by the breeze that moved through the street. "But I can imagine."

 

And for some reason, that answer lingered longer than it should have. For the first time, Morgan stood outside the boundaries of her routine and felt the unmistakable sense that she had arrived at the beginning of something she did not know she had been waiting for.

 

*****

 

Sundays had their own rhythm.

 

Lorelei had always thought of it that way long before her life began to take new turns when her grandmother's last wish for her was to take over the small struggling flower shop.

 

She had lived in the province her whole life and over the years she already learned that the town slowed differently on Sundays. Not in the abrupt way of closed signs and empty streets but in something softer, more deliberate. It's quieter than Fridays where people usually eat dinner outside and Saturdays where people wander in town. People linger longer, stopping from store after store. Conversations among friends and neighbors stretch. Families stroll through town without urgency. Even the air seems to settle instead of moving, as if the world has collectively decided there is no need to rush.

 

The flower shop followed that rhythm.

 

The front remained open, as it always did, letting the outside drift in without resistance. Buckets of flowers lined the entrance, their colors spilling into the streets. The sunflowers are catching the light while pale roses are carefully tucked beside them. Sprigs of eucalyptus thread quietly through everything. Inside, the space carries the layered scent of the petals, stems, water, and paper—something alive but never overwhelming.

 

Lorelei moved through it all with practiced ease. There were only a few orders she needed to prepare that morning. She was behind the counter working out of habit rather than focus. Her motions were familiar—cut at an angle, strip the lower leaves, and place them into clean water. Arrange the flowers and wrap them in simple brown paper. It was work that she didn't have to think about, woven into her bones by years of watching her grandmother move through the same motions with patient hands and unwavering dedication.

 

But throughout the whole week, her mind kept returning to the specific spot outside the shop where Morgan stood. She didn't really come in that Sunday. She went into the town center to do her errands and Lorelei never really saw her bicycle pass through again.

 

Lorelei would be lying if she said she's not intrigued. She had met a lot of people already. Regular customers, charming strangers, tourists, and people who filled the room effortlessly. But no one really caught her attention the way Morgan did.

 

Morgan was beautiful, certainly, but her beauty was almost incidental—something she seemed entirely unaware of. She assumed she wasn't ordinary with the way she dressed. Simple, no loud colors or prints, and she stood with quiet restraint—as if everything around her needed careful attention, never taking up more space than necessary.

 

Lorelei found herself wondering about her far more often than she should have.

 

The bell above the door didn't ring—it rarely did when the front was open, but Lorelei felt the shift anyway. It was subtle, almost imperceptible, the way the air changed when someone crossed the threshold instead of lingering outside of it.

 

She looked up and saw Morgan standing just inside the shop, dressed in a plain knitted sweatshirt and jeans. Her hair was down and a sunglass was perched fashionably on it. Her posture still carried the same composed restraint Lorelei remembered, though there was something softer about her now that she stood within the shop instead of observing it from the street—where her memories of her were stuck.

 

Lorelei paused her arrangement and watched quietly as Morgan's gaze moved slowly across the space, taking in the bundles of flowers, the finished bouquets, buckets filled with water, and the way the light filtered through the windows and touched the wooden floor. She didn't speak.

 

Morgan turned toward her, a soft small smile breaking in before she carefully walked around. The distance had changed—not dramatically but enough to be felt. Enough to matter.

 

"You made it in," Lorelei said at last, her voice warm and lightly teasing.

 

"Yes," Morgan said as her smile deepened just slightly. "Would it be alright if I just look again?"

 

Lorelei didn't answer immediately—not because she was offended, only unhurried, only wanting to savor the simplicity of the question.

 

The shop held its silence around them, the distant sounds of the town drifting in faintly but never intruding. A breeze moved through the open front, brushing lightly against the petals, shifting them just enough to catch the light differently.

 

"There's a chair behind the counter," Lorelei smiled. "Just in case your feet get tired from standing."

 

Morgan glanced toward the chair, then back at her. And somehow, the words so ordinary they might have gone unnoticed by anyone else opened another threshold for both of them.

 

*****

 

Lorelei began to expect Morgan every Sunday. Not intentionally—at least that was what she told herself. Morgan had a routine and Lorelei's shop just happened to be on the way but still, she greeted her every time. It became both the end and beginning of her week.

 

Sometimes Morgan would stay a little. Sometimes longer than she planned while their conversations grew slowly—like something being built without urgency. Lorelei would talk easily—telling her stories of her childhood, her grandmother. Sometimes she told Morgan about the meaning of the flowers she was arranging or what seasons they bloomed. Facts about them—sometimes scientific that she used to think was boring but Morgan listened intently and she never felt that way again. But despite that, Lorelei never tried to overwhelm. She learned to ask Morgan a few questions when she noticed that she was never really much of a talker but she never demanded answers. She just filled silences without making them feel gaps.

 

Morgan started asking to help. It started without much of a discussion.

 

One Sunday, Morgan stayed a little longer than usual, watching Lorelei work through a series for arrangements. Lorelei could feel her gaze following her, the careful trimming of the stems and the way she adjusted pieces until it became balanced.

 

"Can I try?" Morgan asked, almost casually—already standing up from the stool that time had decided belonged to her now.

 

Lorelei glanced at her, smiled a little and nodded. She showed her how to cut the stems—where to hold and how much pressure to apply, how the angle mattered more than it seemed. She taught her techniques with the roses. And Morgan listened—focused. She moved precisely even if unfamiliar—occasionally pricking herself. But there was something in the way she approached it—deliberate—as if the task mattered and she wasn't afraid to show that she cared about it because it was Lorelei's work that made Lorelei step back sooner than she usually would.

 

Lorelei trusted her, more than she expected to. It became part of her Sundays.

 

Morgan would also carry buckets of water without her asking, her shoes occasionally catching stray droplets but not really minding it. She did her own arrangements with Lorelei guiding but often just watching and allowing Morgan to discover the feeling of it on her own.

 

There were also Sundays where Morgan would arrive with coffee and pastries from the bakery across the street, set them down on the counter and nudge Lorelei lightly telling her to take a break. She would hesitate out of habit more than resistance but would give in anyway. She would sit, the coffee warming in her hands while Morgan moved through the shop—cleaning up and organizing or just doing things that weren't her responsibility but did them anyway.

 

Sometimes, Lorelei would ask her not to, but Morgan would just look at her with a neutral face while still doing the work until Lorelei rolled her eyes and let her continue.

 

It was easy with Morgan—not in a fleeting way or something that could be described as coincidence but something steadier. Morgan fit herself into her life like she was shaped specifically for that.

 

Somehow, they created their own rhythm.

 

It was a particularly rainy Sunday afternoon when a black Genesis SUV parked in front of her shop, its presence cutting cleanly through the softened haze of the rain. Morgan stepped out of the driver’s side, her umbrella unfolding above her in one smooth motion. She was dressed simply—another sweatshirt, jeans, white shoes that immediately caught the evidence of the rain as she moved. Small splashes marked the fabric, darkening it in uneven patterns as she crossed the short distance toward the shop.

 

Lorelei was just waiting by the counter, nursing a takeout coffee. She watched as Morgan stepped inside, closing the umbrella just enough to keep the rain from trailing in with her. The air shifted—as it always did with Morgan. The faint coolness and the scent of rain carried briefly into the space.

 

"Ready?" Morgan asked softly as she approached.

 

"Hmm," Lorelei nodded but her gaze was half focused on the car outside. Morgan always gave a quiet wealthy vibe with the plain clothes, and the car was a bit of a statement for her. "I was hoping I'll get to experience being soaked under the rain while we ride your bicycle."

 

Morgan laughed softly. "Not today."

 

"Shame," she murmured. "Can I bring my coffee inside the car?"

 

"Of course." Morgan nodded.

 

Lorelei quickly scanned the place again—a quiet last minute check in as she walked to get her bag and slipped it over her shoulder, her movements fluid and familiar. There was no rush in her movements—she never had to when it came to Morgan. When she reached the door, Morgan opened her umbrella again and angled it against the rain as Lorelei fiddled with the locks. Her back briefly touched Morgan's arm yet neither of them commented on it, neither adjusted.

 

The rain was steady, persistent but not harsh. It tapped softly against the umbrella, against the pavement, against the surface of the SUV waiting just a few steps away. Morgan moved ahead slightly, opening the passenger door.

 

Lorelei gave her a brief look, something between amusement and quiet acknowledgment. Morgan moved ahead.

 

"You're consistent," she commented.

 

Morgan shrugged lightly. “I like knowing what I’m doing.”

 

Lorelei huffed a soft breath that almost resembled a laugh, then stepped inside.

 

The door closed behind her, muting the rain into something distant, contained. The interior of the car held a quiet warmth, the faint scent of something clean and familiar—coffee, maybe, or fabric that had settled into long use. Her eyes followed Morgan as she circled around to the driver’s side, slipping in a moment later. She shook a bit of rain from her sleeves before reaching to start the engine, the low hum filling the space beneath the softer rhythm of rain against the roof.

 

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

 

"You're not secretly a serial kidnapper, right?" Lorelei asked, voice serious but her eyes were shining with amusement.

 

Morgan’s lips curved faintly. "And you're not a willing victim?"

 

Lorelei laughed softly at that.

 

The drive stretched on, the town gradually giving way to wider roads, then to open stretches of green that deepened in color under the rain. The farther they went, the quieter it became—not just in sound but in presence. The kind of quiet that felt more like undisturbed rather than empty.

 

And Lorelei found herself watching Morgan more closely.

 

The car was not going fast near speed limit. Morgan drove steadily—controlled, her movements minimal but deliberate. She didn't rush even when the road opened up and Lorelei realized that she was mindful not just of the road—but of her with the way Morgan’s will flicker quickly to the side to check on her.

 

"You've done this route a lot," Lorelei said, her eyes never leaving Morgan. She shifted slightly, relaxing her head against the seat. "Don't you get tired pedaling?"

 

"The view helps." Morgan said softly. "I might take you back using my bike if it's not raining."

 

"You got me not wanting to stay now," she teased.

 

"The rain's on my side."

 

The road narrowed eventually, trees lining the sides in uneven patterns, their leaves heavy with rain. Morgan slowed, guiding the car with the same quiet focus she carried into everything else to a private driveway.

 

And through the softened haze, the house appeared.

 

It wasn't imposing—it didn't try to be.

 

A two-storey house that blends with the landscape with a big terrace that faces outward, though the mountains beyond were only faint outlines now, partially obscured by the lingering rain.

 

It was the kind of house that felt intentional. The kind that feels like it was built by people who don’t just design recklessly.

 

The garage doors from the side opened automatically—probably sensors with proximity detection, Lorelei thought. Then the car pulled to a stop—engine quieted, leaving only the muffled sound of the rain against the roof. She chose not to comment on anything.

 

They entered the house via an access door to the kitchen. And just like everything else, everything felt calm and structured. It wasn't pristine. It was lived in—just quietly.

 

"Do I get to have my own room?" Lorelei asked as they settled back on the kitchen while Morgan prepared tea for both of them.

 

Lorelei rested her elbows lightly against the kitchen counter, her fingers loosely wrapped around the edge as she watched Morgan move. There was a quiet ease in everything she did. Not the kind that came from performance or intention, but something settled—lived in. Morgan reached into the cabinet without hesitation, pulling out two mismatched mugs as if she had never needed to think about where anything belonged. The teaspoons followed, a soft clink against ceramic, the small, ordinary sounds grounding the space in a way that felt unexpectedly intimate.

 

It struck Lorelei how deeply domestic Morgan could be.

 

Lorelei was never innocent of affection. There had been a boy in university with a charming smile and an instinct for saying the right things at the right time. She had known the kind that came with gestures that felt rehearsed but convincing enough to be mistaken for sincerity. Later, there had been a woman who moved through the world with the magnetic confidence of an athlete, someone who drew admiration effortlessly. She had known the kind that burned brighter—intense, magnetic, impossible to ignore, the kind that pulled her in with force and left just as deeply when it unraveled.

 

She had learned both the hard way. She had learned to respond accordingly.

 

But Morgan is different. She didn't try to impress her. She was quiet and present. She never said her intentions badly—didn’t try to win her over with anything grand or overwhelming. She was direct with words, intentional in actions but never pushing. Not retreating—just offering. She listened with full attention and remembered small details without being asked.

 

Morgan showed up exactly when she said she would and when she cared, she did so with a steadiness that left no room for doubt. There was no game to decipher or signals that shift that requires interpretation. She was reserved but she was never ambiguous. She doesn't hesitate with her now and her affection revealed itself through consistency.

 

And it lingers especially now.

 

The kettle clicked softly behind them and Lorelei remained quietly observing as Morgan poured the hot water in the mugs, her shoulders relaxed, her movements as calm and deliberate as ever.

 

“I was hoping you’d insist on sleeping in mine,” Morgan said softly, almost casually. No second-guessing or quick retreat to soften it. She said it the way she did everything else. Sure, but without making it feel like a demand.

 

Lorelei exhaled softly, her gaze dropping briefly to the counter, suddenly aware of the warmth spreading through her chest. She looked back up and found Morgan watching her with the same steady expression she wore the day they first met outside the flower shop.

 

Lorelei smiled, her voice softer than she intended. “Only if you promise not to steal the blankets.”

 

Morgan’s mouth curved immediately, a genuine smile that transformed her composed features into something unexpectedly tender. “I own several,” she said. “I’m willing to share.”

 

The answer was so characteristically Morgan—practical, sincere, and quietly affectionate—that made Lorelei laughed under her breath.

 

And as she stood there in Morgan’s kitchen, watching her prepare tea as though inviting someone to share her bed was the most natural thing in the world, Lorelei felt something inside her settle. Not dramatically, but with certainty that it made everything around her safe.

 

*****

 

Days came and the Sunday stay over became a routine—until it happened on Wednesdays, then Fridays. Until at some point, neither of them could clearly identify, Lorelei's presence stopped feeling like a visit.

 

Morning arrived gently in the bungalow, not with noise, but with light. It slipped through the thin white curtains Morgan preferred, with soft layers lightly brushing the wooden floors, tracing the edges of the nearby reading chair and settling against the bed where Morgan lay half-awake. As if her body refused to break its rhythm, she sat up but didn't open her eyes fully. There was a kind of stillness in that in-between state of the world waking up and her mind slowly catching up.

 

From beside her, Lorelei shifted. A small movement—barely noticeable but Morgan noticed it in the way she noticed most things. The right side of the mattress dipped slightly when Lorelei turned onto her side, facing her. The sheets rustled softly with the movement followed by a hand blindly reaching and falling on her abandoned pillow. She saw how a frown formed on Lorelei's face before her arm moved again, finding Morgan's body despite not being awake.

 

Morgan exhaled when the arm draped loosely over her waist—unhurried and familiar.

 

It became part of her routine too. Lorelei became someone that was woven into the spaces she used to own alone. She was someone she had not planned for yet couldn't imagine removing without destroying everything else.

 

"You're awake," Lorelei murmured, her voice still laced with sleep.

 

Morgan shifted, laying back down again with her head propped in her hand. As if the shift is an invitation, Lorelei moved closer, burying her face on Morgan's chest—her arms tightening around her waist. There was no urgency in it, no expectations—only comfort so natural it felt inevitable.

 

"I always am at this time." Morgan said.

 

"Five more minutes," Lorelei said, though it doesn't really sound like a request but more of a quiet decision.

 

Morgan allowed herself a small nod and let Lorelei cling to her as the minutes stretched. Not in the restless way of measured and optimized time but in a way that felt held. The kind of stillness that did not demand anything from her except being present and letting herself be held.

 

Eventually, though, her body followed its usual rhythm. She shifted slightly, untangling Lorelei's arm on her waist and placing a soft kiss on her forehead. "Bath."

 

Lorelei let out a soft amused breath but let go of her anyway. "Of course."

 

Morgan only looked back once, smiling softly when Lorelei buried her face on her pillow—a temporary replacement for her absence. She went on with the routine of making coffee after bath, moving through the kitchen with practiced familiarity—reaching for the kettle, measuring coffee grounds and setting up everything into motion with quiet efficiency that came from repetition. When the coffee was ready, she still stood by the kitchen counter and let the cool air of the mountain carry the faint scent of earth inside the space but not without leaving an empty mug on the countertop.

 

Behind her, she heard Lorelei's familiar footsteps against the tiled floor. A sound that was slowly making its own identity—soft and unhurried. Morgan did not turn immediately but she was aware of her presence the same way she was aware of the morning light—constant and gentle.

 

"I made the bed." Lorelei announced.

 

"Thank you." Morgan said, turning to face her.

 

She watched as Lorelei pulled out the wooden stool. It creaked slightly as she sat down. Her legs dangling a bit from the floor.

 

"You know," Lorelei said after a moment, resting her chin on her hand, "I used to think routines were boring."

 

Morgan hummed as she moved to pour coffee into the mug she set aside, then placed it in front of Lorelei—her other hand still carrying her own mug. "And now?"

 

Lorelei hummed thoughtfully as she reached out to take it, hands wrapping around the warmth. "Now I think they just depend on who you're sharing them with."

 

Morgan only hummed in response. Then she stepped closer until they're only inches apart. She looked at Lorelei, whose eyes are bright and soft—still softened by sleep and something deeper, something that never failed to warm Morgan in ways she still found difficult to articulate.

 

"Good morning, baby." Morgan said quietly.

 

The words settled softly between them, warm in a way that had nothing to do with the coffee still steaming in their hands. Lorelei answered with a kiss on her cheek and an easy smile that shows how she feels about the endearment.

 

There were mornings where Morgan still found herself caught off guard by that look, not because it's unfamiliar but because of how easily it reached and warmed her. Lorelei had big expressive eyes, she realized early on—on their first meeting even. Not dramatic but honest. They show how Lorelei feels things fully and Morgan already listed it as one of her favorite things.

 

Back in the city, Morgan was structured. She was trained to be. Negotiations required her to be tough steel that doesn't bend easily but flexible enough if given the right force. And societal expectations molded her mask but with Lorelei, who hummed when she arranged flowers, who folded blankets absentmindedly while talking, who cleaned up beside her without being asked, who started leaving hair ties in Morgan's bathroom and bringing flowers every Wednesday, pastries on Fridays and preparing it for her as she sat through her Friday meetings, had a way of dissolving that armor without effort.

 

She had never imagined someone staying so often that there had been a time when she feared it would feel invasive. The city exhausted her in ways she can't easily explain and the silence had become essential for her survival. The province gave her a chance without noise pressing into her skin.

 

And Lorelei filled the space in the quiet where loneliness used to occupy in passing. The difference is, Lorelei doesn't pass.

 

She stays in the way Morgan also found herself unconsciously adjusting to her. She buys the coffee Lorelei likes without thinking about it. She has her own coffee mug in the house now. There's a space in the bathroom cabinet for hygiene and beauty products that Lorelei prefers. And a quarter of her walk-in closet has been filled with affordable and quality sweatshirts and pants instead of pricey luxury brands.

 

"You're thinking too hard again," Lorelei said softly. "Talk to me."

 

Morgan blinked, turning slightly. She meets Lorelei's careful gaze. She looked at the lingering softness from sleep and the ease in her posture. How she looked completely at home sitting in her kitchen wearing one of Morgan's expensive cashmere sweaters.

 

"I like you in here." Morgan said, her voice quiet but no less sure. "In my kitchen. In my bed. In the living room, even occasionally in my office. Walking around like you've always belonged here."

 

“That sounds dangerously close to attachment.” Lorelei said, her thumb brushing slowly against the ceramic mug she held. "You know, when I first came here, I thought the magic of the flower shop would be gone. In there, there's anticipation. But here? I thought with how often I came now, you'd get tired of me eventually."

 

Morgan's brows pulled together faintly. "Why?"

 

Lorelei shrugged one shoulder lightly, though her grip remained steady. “You liked quiet so much and I'm not always that. You like being alone.”

 

Morgan looked at her for a long moment after that. The statement wasn't wrong.

 

She did like being alone. She liked the quiet mornings and predictable routines and spaces only touched by nature's noise. There's safety in solitude.

 

But Lorelei had never arrived like noise. She arrived like warmth—like something that settled carefully in the in-between without demanding they change shape.

 

Morgan stepped closer until Lorelei had to tilt her head back slightly to keep looking at her. "I still like being alone," Morgan admitted softly, continuing before doubt can even creep in Lorelei's eyes. "I just realized I like being alone with you more."

 

*****

 

The rain had a way of changing the house. It never transformed into something entirely different when storms rolled through the mountains. It remained quiet, and steady in its solitude, but the rain softened it a little. It blurred the edges of the world outside and wrapped the inside with a muted warmth that made every sound inside gentler.

 

Lorelei noticed things now. She noticed a lot of things now since the occasional visits turned permanent when Morgan offered.

 

She thought it wasn't practical at first. The flower shop sat conveniently on the way to the town center and her grandmother's old house—which now belonged to her older sister after the inheritance, was much closer. Staying there made more sense. She didn't have to drive in the morning.

 

Morgan never really pushed the idea. It wasn't her thing. She simply told Lorelei, when she was folding laundry and Lorelei was setting down the tea she prepared for her because Morgan was a bit restless that night, that she could stay in the house.

 

Lorelei remembered the mug almost slipping and staring at her afterward—at the concentration on her face as she folded one of her expensive sweaters that she doesn't get to wear anymore because it became Lorelei's favorite. Then she folded one of Lorelei's old university shirts that was in the laundry every week because Morgan wears them at night when it is cold and she doesn't want to wear satin pajamas.

 

Her things already existed everywhere in the house. A quarter of her wardrobe, her hygiene kit, hair ties everywhere and books stacked beside the bed—a routine she herself built to occupy herself whenever Morgan stays up late playing piano or in her office playing games. There are flowers from the shop sitting permanently on the kitchen counter because Morgan liked watching her arrange them while she made them coffee.

 

That made refusing hard because she realized too that she no longer packed a bag when she came over.

 

Lorelei looked at Morgan who was playing soft tunes on the small grand piano by the window. She looked at ease, as if the rain washed out the exhaustion of the week that night.

 

"You're too talented for your own good," Lorelei commented, closing the book she was reading to give her full attention to the woman who was half focused on the piano and half on her. She could feel Morgan's eyes from time to time despite the sounds not pausing.

 

The melody beneath her fingers shifted as she spoke, becoming lighter somehow, touched faintly by memory. The rain continued—its own rhythm against the windows merging with the notes.

 

"You should've seen my brother," Morgan said, smiling softly. Then she paused entirely. "Come here, baby."

 

Lorelei dropped the book on the couch and complied, dragging the wool blanket she was using with her. Morgan, instead of scooting over, just reached over, carefully pulling Lorelei to sit on her lap.

 

"You have a brother?" she asked.

 

Morgan nodded once before bumping her nose against her temple. "Older."

 

There was fondness in Morgan's voice. Understated but unmistakable and Lorelei, wrapped the blanket around them, her hand settling on Morgan's nape, playing with the baby hairs that came out of her messy bun—a gesture she does when they have moments like this. A silent urge for Morgan to continue.

 

Lorelei liked hearing Morgan talk about the people she adored—mostly family. She doesn't do it often—she rarely volunteered personal things without reason. A behavior learned early because their name needed a different kind of privacy. She kept every story carefully before offering it away. Lorelei never minded. She never pushed it—understood it's not a lack of trust but simply a necessity.

 

"He plays too?" she asked.

 

"He does violin and cello. Plays a bit of guitar too." A pause. "He used to join competitions when we were younger."

 

Lorelei's brows lifted faintly. "And you're saying this while we sit in front of your piano, your guitar and cello sitting there like it's waiting for its turn?”

 

Morgan laughed softly. "He does football and golf too."

 

Lorelei smiled despite herself. She noticed Morgan has a habit of minimizing herself without false modesty—just genuine inability to recognize how extraordinary she was.

 

"How did you guys find the time?" Lorelei asked. "You mentioned before you're exposed in business at an early age.

 

Morgan hummed, a thoughtful expression passing on her face. "Exposed but not tied," she said. "Music has always been part of the household. My great grandmother is Chinese. She used to play," Morgan continued. "Not professionally but constantly. Mozart always filled the house. It was fun."

 

Lorelei shifted slightly on her lap, still tucked comfortably against her, blanket gathered loosely around them both. Her fingers continued their absentminded movement at the nape of Morgan’s neck, slow and grounding, like she was anchoring the moment in place.

 

Morgan didn't seem to mind. If anything, she leaned into it more.

 

"It's a good thing your parents let all of you explore." Lorelei said.

 

She imagined it for a moment—Morgan’s family home, not this quiet mountain house, but something larger, layered with generations of expectation and discipline and talent that wasn’t accidental but cultivated.

 

"It was structured. Not in a strict way but understood," Morgan said. "If you had talent, you developed it. If you didn’t, you found something else you could be responsible for.”

 

“And you?” Lorelei asked. “What were you supposed to be?”

 

"I was supposed to be useful," Morgan said simply.

 

Lorelei's hand stilled for a second before resuming its movement. The answer itself didn't surprise her but the way it was said, casually—like it had been true for a long time and never needed to be questioned. She felt Morgan's arm around her tighten, noticing the start of a series of thoughts forming in her head.

 

"Not in a harsh way," she continued. "Like I said, it was understood. If you're given resources, you don't waste them. If you're capable of something, you learn it properly. Music, arts, languages, business—whatever made sense."

 

"And business?" Lorelei asked as she glanced toward the direction of the home office.

 

"We choose it. For ourselves, for the family," Morgan smiled. "It's not bad. If it is, I will not be living in a two storey house by the mountains," she added. "It's just give and take."

 

Lorelei hummed softly, understanding that more than she expected to.

 

Morgan shifted again, this time more deliberately, settling Lorelei more securely against her as if adjusting the weight of the conversation along with her body. Her hand rested at Lorelei’s back, steady and warm.

 

"You're brilliant, Morgan," Lorelei smiled faintly against her shoulder.

 

"And you talk like you're not," Morgan teased.

 

"I just sell flowers," Lorelei grinned.

 

Morgan let out a soft breath of laughter at that, low and unhurried, like it had nowhere else to go but into the room around them. Her fingers had stopped moving, but she didn’t let go of the moment entirely—one hand remained resting lightly at Lorelei’s back, the other absentmindedly tracing small, idle patterns against her arm.

 

“You don’t ‘just’ sell flowers,” Morgan said, still holding her close.

 

Lorelei tilted her head slightly, still half-curled on her lap, blanket pooled between them like something soft and familiar. “Oh?” she murmured. “And what exactly do I do, then?”

 

Morgan didn't answer immediately and that alone made Lorelei look up and search her eyes. There was a small pause where Morgan seemed to consider her, not in the analytical way she sometimes used when thinking through work or music, but in a quieter, more personal way—like she was choosing words that felt honest enough to carry what she meant.

 

For a few moments, she simply studied Lorelei.

 

“You arrange things,” Morgan said finally.

 

Lorelei smiled. “That is, technically, my job description.”

 

Morgan shook her head slightly. “No,” she corrected gently. “You arrange things, so they feel like they belong somewhere.”

 

"Oh," Lorelei’s expression softened before she could stop it.

 

“You walk into a room, and you make it softer without trying. You notice things other people don’t think matter. You take separate things—flowers, colors, spaces, even people—and place them together until they make sense. You make silence feel less empty,” Morgan continued.

 

“That sounds like something you’d say about a poet,” she said lightly.

 

Morgan’s lips curved faintly. “Maybe you are one.”

 

Lorelei gave her a look then—flat, unamused in theory, but undone slightly by the way Morgan said it so plainly, as if it was just a fact she had observed and filed away. “I think you’re biased,” she said.

 

“I am,” Morgan replied without hesitation.

 

The answer made Lorelei pause again. The words were never performative with Morgan. It didn't come wrapped in theatrics or hesitation or irony. It just existed and offered without apology. She stated what she felt with the same quiet certainty she brought to everything else, as though honesty were the most natural thing in the world.

 

Outside, the rain continued its steady conversation with the windows. Inside, the house had grown warmer, quieter, more intimate in that unspoken way it always did when neither of them tried to fill the silence.

 

Lorelei adjusted slightly on her lap, the blanket slipping down her shoulder as she settled more comfortably against Morgan’s shoulder. Her fingers resuming their gentle movement at the back of Morgan's neck.

 

“You know,” she said after a moment, softer now, “I used to think people like you didn’t really exist.”

 

Morgan hummed lightly. “People like me?”

 

Lorelei nodded faintly. “People who are just like this all the time.” She lifted her gaze to meet Morgan’s. “People who can discuss hotel projections in the morning, play Mozart in the evening, and somehow make tea like it’s an act of devotion.”

 

Morgan let out a quiet laugh. “That sounds exhausting.”

 

“I’m serious,” Lorelei smiled.

 

Morgan's hand paused briefly at her back then carefully shifted just enough to look at her properly. The rain cast shifting reflections across her face. Her dark eyes were steady, but Lorelei recognized the faint uncertainty there—the small instinct Morgan still had to minimize herself whenever praise lingered too long. "I'm not like this all the time."

 

Lorelei raised a brow. "Hmm."

 

“I can be difficult,” she admitted. “I get quiet when I’m overwhelmed. I overthink things. I disappear into work without noticing. Sometimes I need space and don’t realize how much until I’m already withdrawn.” Morgan’s thumb moved slowly along her side, as though grounding herself in the contact.

 

Lorelei listened, her expression unchanged.

 

"But you never ask me to be anyone else," Morgan continued, her voice quieter now. “You don’t compete with my silence. You don’t mistake it for distance. You don’t demand more than I can give, but somehow you make me want to give you everything anyway.” Morgan exhaled softly. “So no, I'm not like this all the time. I’m only like this so easily with you.”

 

*****

 

It did not arrive like a storm. It unfolded softly, almost quietly. Like sunrises that don’t announce themselves but happen anyway.

 

Shared nights became part of the routine, where Lorelei would bring flowers to the house, placing them in random empty jars because Morgan still didn't own proper vases and Lorelei didn't ask for one because she said the jars reminded her how Morgan still refuses to buy flowers but lets them exist in the place anyway. And how the jars suited Morgan better—practical, understated, and unintentionally charming in the way they made room for beauty without ever planning for it.

 

There were afternoons on the terrace where silence became something they shared instead of endured.

 

Morgan's life did not change dramatically except for the noticeable spaces that used to be vacant but were filled now with Lorelei's presence. She still woke up at six. Still took five minutes before making the bed. Still drank black coffee and started her work at exactly eight in the morning. She still played piano and her games into the night when she couldn't sleep.

 

Her life remained quiet beside the mountains, but loneliness stopped creeping in because there was simply no space for it.

 

Morgan often used Saturday afternoons for lighter work. Not the demanding reports and sheets that required complete concentration. When it was vacant, she'd answer emails forwarded by her secretary, review schedules for the hotel properties, and skim through reports—familiarizing herself with the graphs.

 

That afternoon, the sky was bathed in orange. The mountain outlines were highlighted with the glow and softened by the clouds that moved slowly across the peaks. The air was cool enough that Morgan wore one of her old gray sweaters, the sleeves pushed to her forearms as she sat at the wooden chair, with her iPad open before her, skimming through a proposal from one of the investors they were negotiating with. She scrolled steadily on the screen, pausing on charts and making occasional notes with her stylus.

 

There was a mug of coffee on the coffee table, the steam curling up.

 

The house was still. Lorelei had fallen asleep in their bedroom after late lunch.

 

The flower shop closed at noon on Saturdays. During the week, Lorelei drove herself in her aging Toyota pickup—the same truck she used to collect flower deliveries when needed. It now sat in the garage beside Morgan’s Genesis GV80 and Audi A8, looking entirely at home despite the contrast.

 

On Saturdays, Morgan would drop her off and pick her up for lunch before taking her home—a ritual Lorelei had once declared "essential for emotional survival". While on Sundays, Morgan would help at the shop the whole day and they would leave with a fresh set of flowers for the kitchen.

 

Morgan was highlighting a clause on the proposal when she felt it—the gentle pressure of arms sliding around hers and encircling her chest before a weight settled on her shoulder. No warning—just warmth.

 

Morgan's stylus stilled over the device immediately. She felt Lorelei bury her face in her neck, her nose nuzzling the exposed skin with the unselfconscious affection of someone who no longer questioned whether she belonged there. She exhaled softly, hand automatically coming up to pat Lorelei's hair gently. A small smile formed.

 

"Hello, darling," she said, her voice lower, touched by contentment that always seemed to surface in moments like this.

 

Lorelei tightened her arms slightly. "Still working?"

 

Morgan leaned back just enough to rest against her fully. She could feel the softness of Lorelei’s sweater, the familiar scent of flowers and soap, and beneath it all the unmistakable comfort of being known. "A little."

 

Lorelei placed a soft kiss on the line of her jaw. “You’ve been out here for an hour.”

 

Morgan glanced at the iPad screen, considering whether it still held importance. It did but not enough anymore. "I was just skimming through a proposal."

 

The sound of Lorelei's hum vibrated gently through her, but her arms never loosened. Laughing softly, Morgan turned off the iPad and placed her now free hands over Lorelei's forearm, her thumb tracing slow circles against her skin. For a moment, Morgan allowed herself to simply sit there and be held.

 

There was a time, when she was living in the city, when being interrupted while working would have unsettled her. Routine had always been something she guarded carefully, a structure that kept her life orderly and manageable, but Lorelei had never disrupted them. She had entered them naturally and merged into them.

 

Morgan turned slightly. "You distracted me."

 

Lorelei loosened her hold before pressing another soft kiss on her shoulder. "That sounds like a you problem."

 

Morgan looked up at her. Lorelei's hair was still a bit messy, falling loosely around her shoulders. There was a light mark on her cheek caused by the pillow fabric, and she was looking at her with the familiar softness that always made Morgan's chest tighten with affection.

 

She smiled and put the iPad on the table. The action made Lorelei's eyes warm immediately.

 

"Done for the day?" Lorelei asked.

 

Morgan slipped her arms around Lorelei’s waist and guided her gently until she stood between her knees. “Yes.”

 

She felt Lorelei's hand rest on her shoulder, and she looked up, meeting Lorelei's gaze who was now smiling down at her with that same expression that still had the power to make Morgan feel both calm and entirely undone.

 

Morgan tilted her head upward and pressed a lingering kiss to Lorelei's stomach through the soft fabric of her sweater. She felt Lorelei laugh quietly before the familiar feeling of her fingers threaded through Morgan's hair.

 

The mountains stretched before them in silence. The wind moved lightly through the trees and from a distance, there was a silhouette of a man ushering a carabao towards a shaded open hut. And Morgan, sitting on the terrace of the house she once believed would always belong to solitude, looked up at the woman now standing at the center of her life and felt something wonderfully simple settle inside her.

 

Her routines were still intact. The house was still quiet. The mountains were still steady, but flowers were grazing them now.

 

And when she reached for peace, she found Lorelei there too.

 

 

end

 

Notes:

This is pulled from a dream rather than a memory, since I can only pull off something like this when I can’t speak about loneliness. I didn’t write the three words in this. Didn’t even mention them directly, but I hope everyone gets it.

Also, I listened to Lily of the Valley by DANIEL for three straight days as I developed this piece. It’s honestly the song that gave me the feeling. It was pretty.

Hope this heals you too. On to the next MiuLena agenda.

- nuriko yanagi xoxo

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