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Heyyyyyy
Can I ask you a question??
Hey (Y/n)!
Yeah of course, what’s up?
Okay soooooo
Do you remember what we talked about the other night?
About my ex?
Uh, that he was a bastard who didn’t deserve you??😠
Well, yes…
But also
That other thing👉🏼👈🏼
OH😳
You mean what he said about how you…
Give bad head? Yeah that part.
Look (Y/n) I told you not to worry about him, he was such a douche
I know but what if he was right???
What if I actually don’t know how to suck dick😩
I’m sure that’s not true
Okay but…you can’t really be sure
Unless…
(Y/n)
What are you asking me
Can I suck your dick🫣
For science🔬
Pls be serious 😭
But I am being serious, really
You’re the only person I can ask who I know will be honest with me
If I’m bad at it
(Y/n) you’re my best friend
I don’t know
No, you’re right
I’m so sorry
It was totally wrong of me to ask you
Of course you don’t want me to
Please can we forget I ever brought it up?
I never said I didn’t want to
But I don’t want to do anything that could ruin our friendship
You’re too important to me (Y/n)
It won’t be weird, I promise!
Wait, you really want me to?🫣
Is that a yes?
Yes I really want you to
🥺
👉🏼👈🏼
Sooooo
Come over tonight?
I’m making brownies for you
Okay🥰
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You felt giddy and nervous the rest of the day until it was time to go over to see Felix. You couldn’t believe you’d actually asked Felix to judge your dick sucking skills. What had gotten into you?? But after that night where you’d both gotten drunk and had the deep conversation about your recent ex and all his flaws, the subject had come up and you’d been thinking about it ever since.
You debated for a long time about what to wear. Should you dress sexy? Or just go with your usual look? You were leaning towards sexy at first, but then you remembered that this was just an experiment. You just needed Felix’s opinion on your skills, this wasn’t a date or anything. He didn’t like you like that. You simply offered to suck his dick ‘for science’ as you’d said. And what man would turn down a free blowjob (even if you really weren’t great at it. A mouth on your penis was better than no mouth at all, regardless.)
Your ex had a lot of opinions on you and your body. When you’d first started being intimate, it was fine. Not particularly great or crazy sex, but it was good. But the longer you were together, the more he would complain about your performance in bed. You weren’t loud enough, then you were too loud. You wouldn’t tell him what you wanted, then he got annoyed when you asked for something different. And he always seemed bored and uninterested when you’d give him head. When you finally asked him about these issues a few weeks ago, it blew up into a big fight that ended your relationship. He’d made it very clear that the problems you’d been having in bed were your fault, and that maybe if you’d been in better shape and had more experience you wouldn’t be so unappealing in bed.
This had crushed you, truly. When you’d told Felix the other night, you’d left out most of the details. It was embarrassing, and the only reason you’d even said anything was because you’d both been drunk and Felix had been asking why you’d really broken up. He’d never liked your ex to begin with, and he couldn’t hide his distain anymore after the split. The reason you’d asked Felix for his help was because he’d been so sweet and kind and understanding when you’d been dumped. He’d made you feel so safe and worthy, and it opened that door in your heart to ask him for his help. You really needed to know if the breakup truly was your fault.
Eventually you picked out a simple outfit, something you wore often when spending time with Felix, a matching cotton set of shorts and cropped tank, with your favorite white sneakers. You put your hair up in anticipation for the task ahead, just a messy bun. You did however spend a bit of time on your eye makeup. There was nothing wrong with wanting your face to at least look pretty for him, if he wanted to watch.
You showed up at Felix’s apartment on time, but stood outside the front door for a moment, suddenly afraid to knock. What were you doing? Why had you asked Felix to suck his dick? What if you really were awful at it? That would be even more embarrassing. Oh god…but it was too late to take it back now. Finally you took a deep breath and knocked on his door.
Felix answered the door in a white t-shirt, grey sweatpants, and damp hair.
“Hey Noona! Come in. I just got out of the shower.” His smile and eyes were his usual sweet and friendly expressions, but his ears and freckled cheeks were dusted pink.
“Oh cool, cool…” You trailed off, following him inside and kicking off your shoes to leave by the door.
“Do you want a brownie? They’re still warm.” Felix asked over his shoulder as you got to the living room.
“Yes please.” You nodded, taking a seat on the couch, your heartbeat accelerating. You looked across the room at the flat screen TV and saw he’d been playing a video game, his controller discarded on the couch next to where he’d been sitting.
“Milk?” Felix asked as you took a bite of the warm brownie from the coffee table. You nodded, mouth full, and he smiled at you. “Coming right up.”
When he turned to head to the kitchen, your gaze fell to his sweats, and you noticed with a shock that the bulge in the front was much more prominent than usual. Wait, was he…hard? You swallowed thickly at the thought, and the saliva that filled your mouth had nothing to do with how good the brownies were. Your skin started to tingle and you felt yourself getting turned on…maybe this wasn’t going to be so embarrassing after all.
Felix came back with two glasses of milk, his hands holding the glasses at chest level, clearly not attempting to hide his boner at all. But really, why should he? You both knew what you were here for. You were planning to see it soon anyways.
His sweats were concealing nothing. You found it hard to tear your eyes away from his crotch as he joined you on the couch. He drank his milk and ate his brownie as if nothing was different then your usual hang outs. But the energy around you was charged with anticipation and sexual tension.
“Were you playing before I came over?” You asked him, gesturing to the TV while finishing the last bite of your brownie. You had no idea how to start this.
“Yeah, I’ve been…trying to distract myself.” He cleared his throat then, his face flushing even deeper.
“Distract yourself from—OH.” You cut yourself off as soon as you realized he was talking about his erection. Well, that was one way to get this thing started. You took a breath and dove in. “You mean, you’ve been h-hard since this afternoon?”
Felix swallowed thickly before nodding and leaning back into the couch, spreading his legs wider. “Pretty much.” His voice seemed deeper to you now than it had been just a moment ago. Was that just in your head?
You let yourself scoot a bit closer to him, your hand reaching for his thigh. “Just from thinking about…this?”
Felix let out a deep chuckle, at such a low octave you felt your body shiver, and he smirked at you in an uncharacteristically cocky way before countering in a significantly lower pitch, “Wouldn’t you be wet if you thought about getting head from me all day?”
You audibly gulped, meeting his suddenly intense gaze as your face burned with desire. This was a side of Felix you’d never seen. After a moment you admitted, “Probably.”
“Well then.” He watched your hand as you tentatively moved it up his thigh. “How do you want to do this?”
You swallowed then cleared your throat, getting ready to make the speech you’d prepared. You sat back a little and stared into your lap as you got it all out in a rush. “Okay, so, like I said, this is strictly business. After everything my ex said, I just need to know if he was right. You’re strictly testing my skills. And I know you’re not into me like that, so if you don’t want to, like, watch or whatever, you can play your game and just pretend that I’m someone else. Whatever makes you comfortable. I don’t want the fact that it’s me to turn you off or—”
Felix cut you off with a huff, reaching for your chin and tilting your head up to meet his gaze. “(Y/n) I have no idea where this is coming from, but please stop putting yourself down. Now, if you want me to play games while you do it, I will. Like you said, this is for you, so you can go about it however you want.”
You swallowed and nodded, trying to find words in your muddled brain. “Y-yeah, I think that would help.”
“Cool.” He smirked again and leaned forward to kiss your forehead. “Do your worst, Noona.”
You giggled nervously and slapped his arm as he reached for his controller. “The point of this is I’m supposed to do my best.”
“Oh, you’re right, my bad.” Felix laughed too, turning the game back on and giving it his concentration.
You took this as your cue to get started. You looked around for a moment before getting up and grabbing a throw pillow off the couch to drop on the floor between Felix’s spread legs. He’d already started a new game, and wasn’t paying attention to you like you’d asked, but when you came to kneel between his legs, he put a foot up on the edge of the coffee table and pushed it back a foot, giving you more space to kneel down.
You got down on your knees between his legs, your eyes glued to his erection. Felix had his controller in both hands in his lap, but as you leaned forward, moving your hands up his thighs, he reached for the hem of his shirt, pulling it up and tucking it under his arms, leaning back into the couch more. Your eyes were immediately drawn to his happy trail, which started at his belly button and spread down his abdomen, inviting you to pull down his pants and discover more.
Felix was in amazing shape. Even relaxing back on the couch, his abs were defined. You bit your lip, sneaking a glance up at his face as you reached for the edge of his sweats, but he kept his eyes on the TV.
When you reached for the hem of his pants he lifted his hips up for you, grunting slightly at the effort, and you quickly pulled his pants down all the way to his ankles before sitting up again and taking in his cock.
It was flushed red and solid, sitting pretty against his abdomen. He wasn’t the thickest, but he was longer than you’d been expecting. His balls were full and tight at the base of his cock, dusted with hair that looked clean and trimmed for you. His head was almost purple with desire, the underside wet from precum that was leaking out as you watched. The veins spreading up the shaft were full and pulsing, begging for you to touch them.
When you were finally done ogling his cock, you sat forward on your knees, running your hands up his strong thighs, which jumped under your fingers as you got closer to his crotch. You brought your mouth down over him and breathed out over his length with your hot breath, eliciting your first sound from him, a sort of deep, grumbly exhale that sounded involuntary. When your lips got to the tip, you puckered them and placed a chase kiss on the base of his cockhead. Your hands, still on his thighs, felt his body jump again at your touch.
You wanted to take your time and go through all the things you usually liked to do when giving head, wanting to give Felix an accurate representation of your usual methods. The first step was teasing. After the first kiss to his head, you proceeded to place several all the way down his length to the base, taking your time and trying to enjoy the softness of his skin. You let your tongue out next, wetting your lips before laying your tongue flat against the base. This time as you licked slowly up the shaft to the tip, you looked up at Felix’ face. He had his eyes closed, and he was biting his lip, his brows furrowed. Well, that was a good sign.
You slid your hands up his thighs to the base of his cock, leaning back so you could stand it up straight and wrap both hands around it. You kept your grip light at first, licking up and down, trying to make sure it was nice and wet to ease your movements. You brought your mouth back down to lick the head, tracing all around it in a circular motion. You kissed the tip again, but this time you licked into it, like you would if you were going to give him a hickey. You slurped the head of his cock into your mouth and sucked up his precum, which was now flowing out continuously. This fascinated you. You’d never sucked a cock that leaked so much before, and the taste was also unique in that Felix was almost sweet. Tasting him was quite pleasant, and you hummed happily around the head.
“Fuuuuck.” The curse came from above you, Felix letting it out in the deepest bass yet. It was the kind of moan that felt completely involuntary, When you glanced up at him again, he was watching you with hooded eyes this time. His mouth was slightly agape, and the gaming controller was loose in his hands, momentarily forgotten.
“Is this okay?” You asked him, sitting up slightly and letting your hand pump him a few times.
Felix blinked like he was coming back to reality, then swallowed audibly, his prominent Adams apple bobbing up and down. “Huh?”
You smirked. “Am I doing okay so far?”
“Uh huh, yeah.” He nodded, his face flushed, pushing’s hair back off his forehead.
“Lemme know if you don’t like something.” You encouraged him as you leaned back down to spit on the head of his cock before taking it back into your mouth.
“O-Okay.” He stuttered, brows furrowing again as you started to suckle, this time adding your hand to pump him up and down.
You began concentrating on gradually sucking more and more of him into your mouth. It started to get a little messy, your saliva and his precum mixing and dripping down onto his shaft and your hands. You were starting to get into it, twisting your hands as you pumped and making little noises as you sucked, licked, and stroked. Felix’s breathing was coming more rapidly, letting out little gasps and cut off moans as he tried desperately to concentrate on his game, but when you finally took him all the way to the back of your throat and gagged, he hit his limit.
“Fuck this.” He growled in his deep voice, throwing his controller away and bringing his hands to your head, lacing his fingers into your hair. As you looked up at him he met your gaze, his eyes smoldering deeper than you’d ever seen before. “I can’t fucking concentrate with your mouth on me like that.”
“Mmmm.” You hummed around his cock in acknowledgement, not slowing your movements. You were gaining confidence at how into it Felix was getting. You were clearly doing well so far. So well that he couldn’t play his game anymore. His hands in your hair were turning you on so much, in an embarrassing way. Why were you so horny from sucking him off? Was it because he was also enjoying himself?
You started to bob your head up and down on his cock, the head reaching the back of your throat over and over again, making you gag on him. There was so much spit accumulating in your mouth that it was starting to spill out onto your hands and his cock, dripping down his shaft and onto the couch. When you realized this you pulled off him with a pop and Felix let out a whine.
“I’m sorry, I’m making a mess on your couch,” You frowned at the moisture pooling on the fabric, wondering if it was going to stain or something.
“Forget the couch Noona, please don’t stop.” Felix tilted your head back up to look at him, his pupils blown with lust. You smiled up at him, loving how desperate he sounded. When you wrapped your lips around him again he moaned so loud you wondered if the neighbors were going to hear him. “Your mouth is like velvet, holy shit.”
He threw his head back as you started to bob up and down again, his grip in your hair tightening by the minute. It didn’t hurt one bit. In fact, it was making you even wetter. After this was over, you’d have to excuse yourself to go get off in the bathroom, there was no way you would be able to wait until you got home. You were desperately pressing your thighs together already as it was.
You increased the pressure of your fist and tongue simultaneously, moving your other hand down to cup and fondle his balls. As you did so, Felix’s hips jumped up involuntarily, his cock hitting the back of your throat again.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum!” He cried, leaning forward and trying to pull you off of him, but you refused to stop, wanting him to cum in your mouth.
You reached for his hands and held then in your hair, not letting him go until you felt the hot ropes of cum hitting the back of your throat. You let go of his hands then, pumping his cock again to make sure you got every drop out of him. When the coming stopped and he started to wince, you finally let him pull you off his cock. You set it down gently before looking up at him. He had his head thrown back and his chest was rising and falling rapidly as he tried to catch his breath. When he lifted his head you caught his eyes and opened your mouth, showing him the cum you’d collected. After you were sure he’d seen, you closed your mouth again and made a show of swallowing. When you opened your mouth again, it was empty.
“Fuck (Y/n).” Felix groaned, still laying back and catching his breath. “The way you talked I thought you’d be shy, but you were fucking nasty with it.”
You giggled, giddy and relieved, wiping your mouth before replying. “Well I just did what I used to do for him…”
“You’re telling me you always suck dick like that? And your ex boyfriend said it was bad?!” Felix sat up slowly, pulling his shirt down enough to cover his crotch, probably a little insecure about his now softening cock.
“So…you’re saying it wasn’t bad?” You raised an eyebrow hopefully.
“I’m saying that’s the best blowjob I’ve ever had.” His eyes were again wide and shiny.
“Seriously?” You were shocked. “On a scale of one to ten?”
“A fucking eleven baby.” Felix chuckled, watching your expression at the pet name.
“Wow…” You slowly got up off your knees, using his thighs for leverage. “Imagine how you’d feel if it was someone you actually liked.”
Felix’s blissed out expression suddenly flew away. He reached for your wrist then, surprising you and pulling you down onto his lap in a quick motion. “I like you, you idiot.”
You looked down at him in shock, your hands braced on his chest. “…because I just sucked your dick?”
“(Y/n).” Felix grabbed your hips for emphasis. “I’ve always liked you. You’re a gorgeous woman who I just so happen to be very attracted to, so this wasn’t some chore or something I had to ‘get through’, okay? I wouldn’t have been hard for you all day if I didn’t want this or want you to be the one who did it.” He reached for your chin to hold your gaze, pushing a loose lock of hair behind your ear before continuing. “Now, I would very much like to return the favor, and make you cum on my tongue. Would that be okay with you?”
You gulped, nodding in his grip, not trusting yourself to speak. Felix pulled you down then, connecting your lips in a rush. You were in shock at first, but when his tongue came out to probe your mouth, you melted into his touch.
You’d always been attracted to Felix, but the two of you had never indicated to each other that the feelings were mutual. Now that you knew he liked you back, your shyness was completely erased. You couldn’t believe it’d taken this long for something to happen between you two.
“Lay back for me, love.” Felix breathed against your skin, making you shiver. You did as he asked, moving off his lap and laying down on the couch. He quickly got between your legs, reaching for your shorts without hesitation and pulling them and your underwear off together. When you opened your legs for him he moaned. “Fuck, look at you, you’re soaked.”
Felix dove in between your legs, leaving kisses along your thighs as he moved closer to your dripping core. When his lips closed around your neglected clit your back arched up off the couch. “Felix~”
He hummed into your core, taking a cue from you and getting messy on your cunt. He flattened his tongue out and dragged it up through your slit and across your bundle of nerves over and over, making your body tremble and your hips jerk. You laced your fingers in his long hair, pulling it tight whenever he sucked on you particularly hard. Your breath was coming quick and hot as your climax built more and more.
“Fuck, don’t stop!” You cried when he pulled your clit into his mouth, sucking and slurping on it back and forth, driving you crazy. “I’m close!”
“Cum for me Noona, want to taste you.” Felix spoke the words in his deep voice, sending vibrations through your whole body.
You gasped and moaned out his name over and over as he took you to the precipice, your body twitching and shaking as he slipped a finger inside you, curling it up into your g-spot and finally tipping you over the edge. You were coming with a curse, holding his face against your cunt as you rode out your orgasm on his tongue. You felt Felix moan and cry out against your skin, the whole couch shaking as your bodies twitched in pleasure.
When you were done, you released his hair and melted back into the couch, your chest heaving. Felix kissed up your body, across your tummy and up your chest, settling over you before kissing your lips again. You tasted yourself on his tongue and your body spasmed a few times in post-orgasmic waves.
Felix buried his head in your neck and started giggling. “Noonaaaa~”
You wrapped your arms around him and squeezed. “What Lixie?”
“I came again just now…” He admitted sheepishly.
“While you were eating me out?” You asked, shocked.
“Mmhmm.” He hummed, acting extremely cute and the exact opposite of the maniac who’d just devoured your pussy. “So I guess you’re not the only one who got the couch dirty.” You both fell into a fit of giggles before Felix picked up his head suddenly. “Noona?”
“Hmm?” You replied, brushing his hair out of his face.
“Did you lie about your ex just so you could suck my dick?”
You sat up, frowning deeply. “No! Why would you think that?”
“Well, because you’re such an expert at it. I thought you made up the story just to…” He trailed off, blushing.
“Get into your pants?” You scoffed. “Well as glad as I am that I did get into your pants, I didn’t make anything up. He really said I was bad at it. And…well, never mind.”
“What is it Noona?” Felix propped himself up too so he could look you in the eyes properly. “What did he do to you?”
You looked away from him, sighing heavily. “He just made it very clear it was hard for him to get turned on by me and my, uh, my body.” You gestured down at your large frame, feeling insecure again that he’d just seen your naked body.
“Are you serious?” Felix’s voice was full of venom. “He said that to you?”
You nodded, blinking back a few tears. “Yeah.”
Felix reached for your face again and kissed you with as much love and care that he could convey in a single moment. “Two things Noona. One, no more talking about that bastard. Everything about him pisses me off, and if we ever run into him again I’m pulling out my black belt in Taekwondo and absolutely annihilating his ass.” You smiled at him but he put a finger to your lips so he could continue. “And secondly, You are not only beautiful and smart and incredible on the inside, but I’ve always thought you were sexy as fuck as well. I love your curves and I think you’re my ideal type in every way.”
“Felix…” You tailed off, overwhelmed. You didn’t think this whole incident was going to end in a confession. “Do you really mean that?”
“Every word babe.” He smiled and pressed a few kisses across your face. He adjusted his position, moving back in between your legs, and you felt his cock nudge against your bare skin. Was he hard again?? “Now how about I show you again how much I mean it?”
By the time the two of you were done that night, Felix inevitably discovered that he was going to have to buy a whole new couch.
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