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Jimin stood in front of the tall mirror in his room, fingers smoothing down the crisp collar of his school uniform. The fabric was still slightly warm from the iron; Mrs. Jeon had left it folded neatly on his chair last night, the way she always did. He tugged the sleeves a little, making sure they sat just right against his wrists, then ran a hand over the front to flatten any invisible wrinkles. The boy staring back at him looked put-together, composed—dark hair parted neatly, tie knotted perfectly, the same polite half-smile he’d practiced until it felt almost natural. Almost.
The room itself hadn’t changed much in four years. Same pale blue walls, same wooden desk pushed against the window where afternoon light used to spill across his textbooks. Mrs. Jeon had offered to repaint or rearrange when he first moved in, but Jimin had shaken his head. It was already too much, taking up space in their house, in their lives. He didn’t want to ask for anything else.
He glanced at the small photo tucked into the corner of the mirror frame—his parents on their last vacation together, all three of them laughing at some silly joke his dad had made about the overly sweet mangoes they’d bought from a roadside stand. Jimin’s thumb brushed the edge of the frame once, a quiet habit, before he turned away.
Downstairs, the smell of breakfast drifted up: rice, a bit of grilled mackerel, the faint sweetness of kimchi jjigae warming on the stove. Mrs. Jeon always cooked too much. Jimin knew it was partly for him, even if she never said it outright.
He picked up his bag, slung it over one shoulder, and headed down the stairs. The house was the same one he’d visited countless times as a kid—wooden floors that creaked in the same spots, the big family calendar on the fridge still covered in Mrs. Jeon’s neat handwriting, marking appointments and Jungkook’s random soccer practices. But it felt different now. It remembered things. The way the front door used to slam open with two boys barreling in after school, covered in dirt and laughter. The way his mom and Mrs. Jeon would gossip over coffee while their dads grilled meat in the backyard. The way everything used to feel safe.
Now it was just… quiet.
At the bottom of the stairs, the front door flew open with a loud bang. Jungkook stepped in, uniform jacket slung over one shoulder, hair still messy from sleep or maybe from whatever trouble he’d found this morning. He kicked off his shoes without looking up, muttering something under his breath. A crumpled pink slip stuck out of his pocket—another detention, probably.
Their eyes met for half a second. Jungkook gave a small nod. Jimin returned it, the same brief, careful movement they’d perfected over the last couple of years.
“Morning,” Jungkook mumbled, already heading toward the kitchen.
“Morning,” Jimin replied softly, following a few steps behind.
The kitchen table was set for three. Mrs. Jeon stood by the stove, humming an old trot song under her breath as she spooned rice into bowls. She looked up when they entered, her smile warm but carrying that familiar undercurrent of worry she tried to hide.
“Ah, both my boys are here. Sit, sit. Food’s getting cold.”
Jimin slid into his usual chair, the one closest to the window. Jungkook dropped into the one across from him, legs sprawled out like he couldn’t be bothered to sit properly. Mrs. Jeon set bowls in front of them, adding extra banchan for Jimin the way she always did.
“How did you sleep, Jimin-ah?” she asked, brushing a strand of hair from her face.
“Well, thank you,” he answered automatically, picking up his spoon. “The rain last night was nice. Helped me fall asleep.”
She nodded, pleased. “Good, good. You’ve been studying so late these days. Don’t push yourself too hard, okay? Senior year is important, but health comes first.”
Jungkook snorted quietly into his rice, though he didn’t say anything. Jimin caught the sound but kept his eyes on his bowl, mixing the jjigae in slow circles. He could feel Mrs. Jeon’s gaze linger on him a moment longer before she turned back to the stove.
Breakfast passed in its usual rhythm. Jungkook ate quickly, shoveling food like he was in a race against the clock. Jimin took small, measured bites, smiling when Mrs. Jeon glanced over. The rice felt heavy on his tongue today, but he managed. He always managed.
Four years ago, this table had felt like a lifeline.
The memory came without warning, the way it sometimes did on quiet mornings.
Rain hammering against the hospital windows. The sterile smell of antiseptic. A doctor’s voice, gentle but final, explaining about the car accident on the slick highway. His parents had been coming back from a weekend trip to see relatives. Jimin had stayed home with a cold, curled up on the Jeons’ couch watching cartoons while Mrs. Jeon made him porridge.
He remembered the numbness more than the tears at first. Like his body had simply shut down. He’d sat in this same kitchen that night, staring at the bowl in front of him without eating, while Mr. Jeon spoke in low tones on the phone and Mrs. Jeon cried quietly in the next room. Jungkook—twelve years old then, all wide eyes and clumsy limbs—had sat beside him, shoulder pressed against his, not saying anything. Just staying.
They’d taken him in without hesitation. “You’re family,” Mr. Jeon had said, voice thick. “You’ll always have a home here.”
At first, Jimin had been a ghost in the house. He spoke only when spoken to, helped with chores without being asked, and spent hours in his room staring at the ceiling. Grief sat on his chest like a stone, making it hard to breathe some days. Jungkook tried—bringing him video games, dragging him to the basement to play, sharing snacks from his own allowance. But Jimin had pulled inward, terrified of being a burden, terrified of losing the only people left who cared about him.
Eventually the shell had hardened into something useful. Perfect grades. Perfect manners. The kind of boy any parent would be proud to call their own. He smiled when expected, studied until his eyes burned, and kept the messy, aching parts locked away where they couldn’t trouble anyone.
Across the table, Jungkook finished his breakfast in record time and pushed his chair back. “I’m heading out. Got practice before class.”
Mrs. Jeon sighed. “Jungkook-ah, you have detention again? What happened this time?”
“Nothing serious,” he said, shrugging as he grabbed his jacket. “Some guys were messing with the freshmen. I handled it.”
“By punching them?” she asked, though there was no real heat in it anymore. Just tired fondness.
Jungkook flashed a quick, crooked grin—the kind that used to make Jimin laugh when they were kids. “Maybe. A little.”
He paused at the door, glancing back toward the table. For a second their eyes met again. Something flickered there—recognition, maybe, or the shadow of old memories—but it passed. Jungkook lifted his hand in a half-wave.
“See you at school, hyung.”
Jimin nodded. “Yeah. Don’t be late.”
The door slammed shut behind him, the sound echoing through the house.
Mrs. Jeon lingered by the sink, wiping her hands on a dish towel. She looked at Jimin with that quiet sadness she wore more and more these days, the one she thought no one noticed.
“You two used to be inseparable,” she said softly, almost to herself. “Running around the yard, building forts in the living room… Now it’s like you’re polite roommates.”
Jimin offered her a gentle smile, the practiced one. “We’re just busy, Eomeoni. Senior year. Exams. You know how it is.”
She nodded, but the sadness didn’t leave her eyes. “I know. Still… this house feels bigger when you’re both floating through it like that.”
Jimin stood up and brought his bowl to the sink, rinsing it carefully. “I’ll try to talk to him more.”
It was a small lie, but a kind one. He didn’t know how to bridge the gap anymore. The boy who used to tackle him into piles of autumn leaves felt like someone from another lifetime. Jungkook had his own world now—fights in the hallway, late nights blasting music from the basement, that restless energy that seemed to fill every room he entered. And Jimin had his walls. They were safer that way. Cleaner.
He grabbed his bag again and headed for the door.
“Jimin-ah,” Mrs. Jeon called after him. “Eat something at lunch today, okay? You’re getting too thin.”
He turned back with the same reassuring smile. “I will. Promise.”
Outside, the morning air was cool and damp from last night’s rain. Jimin walked the familiar route to school, shoes scuffing softly against the sidewalk. Somewhere ahead, he could hear the distant sound of students laughing, scooters buzzing past. Normal life moving forward.
He adjusted his bag strap, fingers brushing the spot where his uniform felt a little looser than it used to. The house behind him kept its memories close—the laughter that used to echo through it, the warmth that had once wrapped around a grieving boy like a blanket. It remembered the old Jimin and the new one. The perfect student. The quiet ghost.
And somewhere in the distance, Jungkook was probably already causing another scene, living loud and messy the way he always did.
Two boys under the same roof, orbiting each other like distant stars.
Jimin exhaled slowly and kept walking.