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Shu didn't like letting himself go, always keeping control, even now. Mika was panting into his neck and ear, thrusting slow and deep, pausing to whine and gasp every few moments as Shu held onto him. His fingers were tangled tightly into his dark hair, using it to pull and let him know if he needed to speed up or slow down. Mika served as a tool, an extension of his lust, of his wants and needs. Loyally, the other boy obeyed, willing to do anything to satisfy his partner.
“Stop.” Shu panted, feeling close as Mika whimpered and nuzzled at his neck. Despite wanting to continue, he stilled at once. Shu would always be impressed by his self restraint in these moments, showing excellent control all for his sake. “Okay… Just keep going… Slow.” He sighed and loosened his hold on Mika's hair, causing the younger one to nod as he pressed a kiss into his neck. Shu shuddered involuntarily, feeling himself tighten up around him. He knew all his weaknesses.
“Mmm… Oshi-san…” Mika breathed out, sweaty hands gripping at his hips and keeping him steady as he continued thrusting into him. Shu felt like he was going insane with each one, losing more and more of his rational mind. As if it was being fucked out of him each time Mika entered him. The heat and pleasure made him dizzy, shivering before biting his lip to keep from moaning. He couldn't let such embarrassing sounds escape him.
“Kagehira.” His voice was strained, tight and low as Mika pressed into his neck. He was flustered too, in his own way. Overwhelmed by how hot Shu was, the way he sucked him in. He wasn't sure if he'd ever get over the intense emotions he felt whenever Shu wanted to have sex and be so intimate with him. He felt so lucky, struggling to hang on. He could feel how worked up Shu was too, wet and constantly spasming around his cock.
“Still… Hah… Still slow, Oshi-san?” He asked, searching for confirmation as Shu groaned and involuntarily bucked his hips back against Mika’s. He knew it. He was getting close. There was a pause as Shu pulled at his hair again, causing him to stop again. He always put his orgasm off, as if he couldn't allow himself to simply climax.
“Yes. Deeper.” His voice was strangled, tinged with lust that he kept dreadfully restrained, but barely. “Grind your hips against me.” He demanded, tugging at Mika's hair insistently until the shorter one nodded and moaned into him, following as ordered. At least he knew exactly what he wanted. “Hah…” He panted and curled up into Mika's body, legs coming to wrap around him as Mika cried out from the way he clamped down. He didn't usually do that. Maybe he really was pent-up?
“Ahh!? O-Oshi-san?!” He almost panicked, scratching at his hips accidentally as Shu just hissed and closed his eyes, squeezing them shut. For just a moment, he let go. He let Mika have the reins, loosening his hold on his hair, releasing him from his leash. It was scary, but he could allow it for a moment.
Despite control being handed over, Mika didn't abuse the newfound freedom. He maintained the pace Shu desired, just held him closer and slowly increased the speed. Shu moaned louder and clung to him harder, prompting Mika to go on, moving harder, delivering rougher thrusts. They were both hitting their limits. Despite Shu letting go of his reins, Mika was much closer than he was. He knew what this meant, being allowed to take the lead. Shu couldn't hold back anymore, couldn't take anymore.
“K-Kagehira!” Shu nearly yelped, need overcame him, temporarily freeing him from any shame or embarrassment. Mika huffed into his ear, kissing at his jaw as he pounded into him, no longer able to restrain himself. Pure animalistic lust fueled them both, instincts and pleasure mixing together as Mika mewled and suddenly came inside him.
Shu's eyes widened at the sensation, one he'd only felt a few times and had always resulted in a harsh scolding and a firm talking to. However, in the heat of the moment, he could only tremble and grind back against the smaller one's hips, as if demanding more. Mika whined noisily into his neck, almost overstimulated, burying his face into him as he rolled his hips slowly, riding out his orgasm right as Shu hit his.
It was embarrassing, causing Shu to moan against Mika's neck and cling to him, trying to practically meld their bodies together into one. Mika groaned and nuzzled into him, shaky hands running over him and whispering sweet reassurances until Shu's high subsided, leaving him sweaty and dazed. His own hand found the back of Mika’s head again, running his fingers through his hair to ground himself.
“Shh, you're okay, Oshi-san. I gotcha.” Mika was still mumbling to him, flustering Shu just as much as it comforted him. He flushed and took a moment to catch his breath before pulling back from his partner.
“Kagehira, you... You idiot…! What were you thinking!?” He scolded him at once as Mika looked down at him guiltily. He gave a goofy smile and tilted his head.
“I guess I really wasn't…? It was just…” His smile faded as he looked away, eyebrows furrowing slightly as he flushed. “Ya felt really good, and it seemed like ya were enjoyin’ it, so…” Shu flushed and felt himself twitch around him. If only he could prevent his body from responding so scandalously to his provocative words.
“T-That’s no excuse to-…!” He fumbled with the words as Mika looked back at him sheepishly. There was no hiding it, especially not when Mika was still inside him. The older one was still aroused. Admittedly, Mika was impressed. Normally Shu only needed - or wanted - one round.
“-To come inside ya?” He supplemented for him, watching Shu groan and glare at him. Unfortunately, it was more of a pout than anything, causing Mika’s face to soften with affection. He thought he was being cute!
“Y-Yes!” He hissed and shifted, squirming under him until Mika sat up and slowly pulled out of him. The mess already started leaking out as Shu grumbled, glancing down before looking back at Mika, sitting with his back right against the headboard. “You… Keep still.” He huffed, reaching out as Mika looked at him in surprise. His wrists were promptly snatched up and held above his head, pushing them against the headboard before being tied there by tenderly crafted restraints meant for this exact thing.
“Uh-ahh…? Oshi-san?” Mika mumbled and shifted, length beginning to stir again as Shu moved closer, straddling his lap with his knees on either side of him. The man just kept his lip puffed out, glare on his face as he kept staring at him, situating himself over him until he was comfortable.
“Non! Don't speak! This is your punishment for acting so rash!” He insisted, even as Mika saw through his thinly veiled attempt at a ‘punishment.’ Honestly, he was a terrible liar sometimes. He kept his smirk to himself, which wasn't difficult when Shu began slowly lowering himself down onto him.
“Ahh…! Mmm! Ngh-!” Mika was always plenty vocal, making Shu feel much better about his own moans that slipped out as he closed his eyes. He sank down, sighing and breathing the whole way until he was sitting on Mika’s lap fully, looking down at him and letting his hands rest on his shoulders. He didn't move until Mika opened his eyes, meeting his and whining.
This was what he craved, this deep connection. The fullness inside him, as if Mika completed something he lacked, like two puzzle pieces. He always had such mixed emotions about it, body loving this, but head always two steps behind and battling a lifelong mindset of repression and denial. He wanted to embrace it, to simply enjoy it, but it was hard.
“This position is always…” He sighed as he raised himself up, pausing before dropping down. “Hngh-!” A little too much. Mika moaned and tugged at the restraints, arms flexing in a manor Shu found very appealing at the moment. “…Good.” He purred, focusing on Mika's expression of lust and need, worn so earnestly and freely. He envied that about him. How unabashed he was in his sexuality. How easily he could let go and relinquish his control.
“Oh God… Oshi-san…” Mika cried weakly and pulled at the restraints again, still fighting his meaningless capture as Shu groaned deeply and rolled his hips. He continued slowly, rising and falling at his own pace. The angle was just right, nudging at his sweet spot as Mika throbbed inside him.
“Maybe… Maybe this will teach you, hmm?” He panted, already becoming breathless again as Mika pitifully lifted his hips up, begging for more. Shu quickly stopped, eyes narrowing in disapproval. Didn't he know better by now? He couldn't rush this. “No? You still insist on disobeying me?” He asked, keeping himself in place as Mika's eyes became teary, shaking his head, closing his eyes and squeezing them shut. It felt so good it nearly hurt, especially when he could tell Shu was enjoying himself.
“N-No! I'd never disobey ya, Oshi-san!” He cried, and Shu felt that sense of control boost his confidence. In an instant, he resumed riding him again, moving a bit faster and dropping down a bit harder. “Ngah!?” He figured he deserved a reward for his honesty and commitment.
“You say that… And then you go and… And let your animalistic impulses control you…!” He hissed, almost snarled as kept his eyes on Mika's face, watching him closely, taking in every twitch and reaction, even the slightest change. He could feel how ridiculously hard he was, which was something he had half a mind to mock if he wasn't just as wound up. As if he wasn't just as much of an animal as he was at the end of the day.
“‘M sorry, Oshi-san! It won't happen again!” He sobbed, apologizing even as his hips jerked and bucked upwards. Shu moaned in spite of himself, digging his nails into his shoulders as his own pace faltered for a moment. His desperation was bleeding through, affecting him. “Please?!” Shu's eyelids fluttered, looking at him through half-lids. “I can make it up to ya! I swear!” He pleaded, writhing as best as he could with the larger one on top of him. He weighed more too, adding to the overall domination factor.
“Fine. But not right now…” He let him off too easily, but they weren't in any position to keep this up. Shu could feel it, heat stirring low in his stomach that only increased with each drop onto Mika's lap. He leaned forward, panting heavily as closed his eyes. He tried not to think too much, let himself get lost in the sensation. That's how people enjoyed this, right?
“Whaddya want me to do? Whaddya want me to say to ya, Oshi-san?” Mika asked eagerly, noticing the furrow of Shu's brows as he worked to drive himself over. The older one huffed and looked up, meeting his eyes before glancing up to his wrists, still tied together above his head. Mika followed his gaze, then met his eyes again. “Ya want my hands on ya? Do ya want me to touch ya?” Shu felt himself flush. God, how embarrassing to admit what he wanted - what he needed to get off - was his partner to embrace him. Nothing made him come faster than simple romantic gestures like that.
“Y-Yes…” He still stuttered on his response as Mika nodded. Shu reached up and quickly undid the tie, letting Mika's hands come loose. As soon as they did, the boy's hands found themselves on his hips, and Shu immediately felt himself rocking harder and faster. The sensation bloomed, magnifying as he felt his peak creep closer.
“Mmm! Feels so good, Oshi-san…!” He slurred, getting a better grip on him, trying to pull his hips down against him as Shu growled and worked to time his thrusts down with Mika's hips bucking up. “You feel so good~!” He moaned freely and Shu gasped, back arching as he spasmed. He was getting close, tears threatening to gather in his own eyes now. He probably looked a mess, but it was better to shove his thoughts away for now.
“K-Kagehira…” He choked out his name, breathing heavily and tilting his head back as Mika looked up at him. He could hear his limit in his voice, close to breaking and shattering like glass. Mika only needed to press him a little further, and he would be free from his cage.
“Ngh… You can come, Oshi-san…” He reassured, rubbing and massaging circles into his hips, eyelids lowered with an intoxicating mixture of warmth, desire and affection. “‘S okay.” The man whined and looked back at him, teetering on the edge as Mika leaned closer to him, pressing his chest against his, face inches away. “Come for me, Oshi-san. Please? I wanna see it.” Shu lost it. The pure tender emotion in his voice and eyes swept him away. He let his head fall back with a strained cry, orgasm causing his whole body to tremble as Mika groaned. “O-oh… Oshi-san… You're so beautiful…” He cooed, struggling to hold himself together as Shu nearly collapsed into him, hips still jerking slightly on his lap with the last of his release.
Shu felt faint, still breathing heavily as he felt Mika’s arms wrap around him. He was able to calm his breathing after a few moments, hugging Mika back. For a minute, they just held each other, not saying anything. Shu probably would've stayed there for another minute, but Mika's hardness inside him was very distracting.
“Kagehira…” He paused and pulled back, voice slightly hoarse as he cleared his throat. “You're still…” He looked down and Mika giggled, flushing and keeping his hands on Shu's waist. He loved to touch him, before and after sex.
“‘S okay. Ya don't gotta worry about me~ Ya can just consider it part of my punishment if ya want.” Shu flushed at that and frowned, looking at him before shifting, feeling stiff from the exertion before tugging Mika down and pushing his back against the bed. “Uh-ahh?” He looked up in confusion with wide eyes until Shu slowly lowered himself back down onto him, even as his stiff muscles in his thighs complained. “W-Wait?! Oshi-san!?” He cried out, tilting his head and squirming against the sheets as Shu sighed and placed his hands on his chest for extra leverage.
“Just… Keep still.” He mumbled, rocking slowly back and forth on him. Mika whined and closed his eyes, continuing to writhe and struggling to listen. Shu let his hands run up his chest, feeling his shudder, feeling his skin. He was beautiful, perfect. And best of all, all his. His admiration for him would never dull. “My Kagehira… My lovely, perfect Kagehira.” He murmured, watching as Mika's mouth fell open. That was all it took. He arched his back sharply off the bed and gasped, with a pitiful whimper escaping him as he came.
Shu didn't move, keeping himself seated on his lap and letting himself take in the sensation of Mika flooding him again. It was warm, almost hot, but it was good. Undeniably so. He sighed and closed his eyes, sweating and shaking, but filled with a deep satisfaction. Under him, he heard a chuckle, reopening his eyes to look down and meet Mika’s spent and tired expression. He wondered if they both wore that same look.
“Eh…? Does this mean ya liked it when I came inside ya?” Shu just scowled, flush breaking out across his face as he shakily lifted himself up and off him. More cum escaped from him, much to his annoyance, running down his thighs and legs and dirtying their sheets.
“Non! Look at this mess! I demand you join me in the shower and take responsibility!” Mika just laughed, bright and pure, as always. In time, he hoped Shu would continue to let himself go.