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The Florist and the Flower

Summary:

"Can I tell you something?" she asked quietly.
"Sure."
Sakura stared at the horizon.
"If you were a guy, you'd be the love of my life."
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This hurt so badly to write, happy lesbian Apocalypse and happy pride month ya'll.

also I haven't written proper fanfic in like months so sorry if this is absolutely horrid

Notes:

I advise listening to Casual and Good luck, babe! ON LOOP for this one T_T

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Sakura had always hated the meaning of her name.
Not because cherry blossoms weren't beautiful—they were. Every spring, pale pink petals drifted through Konoha's streets, catching in people's hair and gathering along the riverbanks. The village loved them. People celebrated them. They admired how beautiful they were while they lasted.

Maybe that was the problem.

Cherry blossoms never last.

Sakura thought about that every time she stepped into the Yamanaka flower shop.
The familiar bell above the door chimed as she entered, and immediately she was greeted by the scent of fresh flowers. Roses lined the shelves closest to the windows while bouquets of lilies and hydrangeas sat in neat arrangements throughout the shop. Behind the counter stood Ino, carefully trimming the stem of a sunflower.

"You'r staring again."

Sakura blinked. "I'm not staring."

Ino raised an eyebrow. "You've been standing there for almost five minutes."

Heat crept into Sakura's face. "Maybe I just like flowers."

"Maybe you like florists."

The smug grin on Ino's face made Sakura groan.

Some things never changed.

No matter how many years passed, Ino always knew exactly how to make Sakura flustered. It had been that way when they were children, back when Sakura followed her around the Academy like a lost puppy. It had stayed that way when they became rivals. Somehow, it had survived missions, wars, adulthood, and everything else life had thrown at them.

Sakura often wondered if Ino knew.
She probably did.
Ino always seemed to know everything.

"Most people buy flowers for someone else," Ino said casually while arranging a bouquet.

"Maybe I'm buying them for myself."

"That's kinda sad."

Sakura grabbed a loose leaf from the counter and tossed it at her.

Ino laughed.
The sound settled somewhere deep inside Sakura's chest.
It wasn't fair how much she loved that laugh.

The years passed quietly after the war. Their friends grew older. Lives began moving forward. Naruto chased his dream of becoming Hokage. Sai spent more and more time around the flower shop. Sasuke returned to the village more frequently.

And Sakura continued finding excuses to visit Ino.

Sometimes she bought flowers.
Most times she didn't.

Neither of them ever acknowledged that.

One evening, after closing, they sat together outside the shop. The streets were nearly empty, painted gold by the setting sun. Sakura rested her elbows on her knees while Ino leaned back against the wooden wall behind them. For once, neither of them felt the need to fill the silence.

Then Ino shifted closer and rested her head against Sakura's shoulder.
It was such a small thing.

Friends did things like that.

Friends sat together.

Friends trusted each other.

Friends leaned on each other when they were tired.
So why did Sakura feel like her heart was being torn apart?

"Can I tell you something?" she asked quietly.

"Sure."

Sakura stared at the horizon.

"If you were a guy, you'd be the love of my life."
The words slipped out before she could stop them.

For a moment, everything became still.
The breeze stopped.
The distant conversations faded away.

Even Sakura's breathing seemed too loud.
Ino didn't pull away. She didn't laugh immediately, either.
Instead, she sat there in silence.

Then she let out a small laugh that sounded far sadder than Sakura had expected.
"Yeah," Ino said softly. Then a long A pause. "Probably."
That was all.

No confession followed.

No dramatic declaration.

No promises.
Just an understanding neither of them could put into words.

The conversation ended there, but neither of them ever forgot it.
Life moved on anyway.

Years later, Sakura stood at the altar beside Sasuke.
The ceremony was beautiful. Everyone smiled. Everyone celebrated. Sakura smiled too.
And she meant it.

She loved Sasuke.
Maybe not in the all-consuming way she once imagined love was supposed to feel, but she loved him. She loved the quiet trust between them, the years they had spent finding their way back to each other, and the future they would build together.

Across the crowd, Ino watched.
For a brief moment, their eyes met.
Then the ceremony continued.

A few years later, Sakura attended another wedding.

This time, Ino stood at the altar in a white dress while Sai looked at her as if she had hung every star in the sky herself.

Sakura had never doubted that Sai loved her.
Ino deserved that kind of love.
She always had.

So Sakura smiled. She applauded. She hugged Ino afterward and told her she looked beautiful.
Because she did.

After the celebration ended, Sakura found herself wandering into the flower shop once again.
Some habts never disappeared.

The bell chimed softly above the door.
Ino emerged from the back room carrying a box of supplies. She looked older now. They both did.
But she was still Ino.

Still bright.
Still beautiful.
Still impossible.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then Ino reached for a nearby arrangement and pulled out a small branch of cherry blossoms.
She held it out.

"Thought these suited you."

Sakura accepted them carefully.

The petals were delicate, already beginning to loosen from their stems.

"Thanks."
Ino smiled.

"Take care of them."
Sakura almost laughed.

They both knew cherry blossoms never lasted.

Nothing did.

Not spring.

Not childhood.

Not first loves.

Not the future they might have imagined for themselves.

As Sakura stepped outside, a breeze caught the petals and carried a few of them into the air.
For years, she had hated what her name represented.

Something beautiful.
Something temporary.
Something destined to fade.

But watching those petals dance across the evening sky, Sakura realized she had been looking at it the wrong way.
Cherry blossoms weren't beautiful because they lasted forever.
They were beautiful because they bloomed at all.
Behind her, Ino returned to arranging flowers.

Ahead of her, a home and a family waited.
And somewhere between what could have been and what was, Sakura finally learned how to let go.

Notes:

Listened to Mitski while writing this TwT