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Walburga and Orion looked at their youngest son. Orion looked uncomfortable: he wasn’t used to spending time with his family. He would much rather stay in his study, like always. Walburga looked angry, but she always looked angry, so nothing was “unusual” per se.
Regulus looked at his parents. They told him to come to the living room after dinner for a “talk” but nobody said anything.
It has been 40 minutes already.
Walburga coughed.
“My darling, as you may know, me and your father support dark lord. He is a powerful wizard and he will bring us the new, better world without mud-bloods.” Started his mother, already getting regulus annoyed.
“He will also make us very rich” muttered Orion, what made his wife poke him, with angry look at her face.
“I know.” Said regulus, still confused.
“The thing is….Dark Lord doesn’t like faggots. They don’t have any purpose. They cant create a heir. They aren’t natural. Do you understand what I am trying to tell you regulus?”
His face didn’t showed any emotion. “I think, I do mother. Is that everything?”
Both of them looked relived.
“That’s not all son. You still didn’t tell us when do you want to join…”
“Look at the time! Sorry, mother, father, I need to go study before bed! Good night!” Regulus quickly stood up, and left the room.
When he was behind door, he sighted in relief.
“What did they want?” his older brother was standing in the corridor, already in his night gown.
“Siri! It was…it was nothing….”
“The Dark lord bullshit, right?” His voice was rough. Regulus just nodded.
“You know you don’t need to join him, just because our parents are blind idiots right?” asked Sirius, after a moment of silence.
“Siri..I….I have too. It’s my responsibility. “
“Bullshit!” whispered older brother “You know that’s bullshit! After everything he has done? After what they did?”
“They are still our parents!” whispered (aggressively) Regulus, getting closer to Sirius.
“It doesn’t matter.” Sirius voice was cold.
“I wish it wouldn’t, but it does.” Regulus looked down on his older brother. “Good night Sirius.” After that he tried to pass by his older brother.
“I’m running away.” Regulus stopped.
“…What?”
“I will. I am. I don’t know when, yet. But I am going to run away. As far as I can.”
“With who? With your stupid friends?”
“They are smarter than our parents.”
“You’re full of shit Siri. You will run away, and then what? You know what dark lord do to blood traitors” His voice was trembling a little.
“He don’t even know I exist.”
Two brothers, standing next to each other, in silence. Separated by their own choices.
“Run with..”
“Don’t!” regulus stopped him. “Just….don’t. You know I can’t.”
The light in Sirius eyes faded a little bit.
“They will kill you one day.”
“Then they will kill me. I know the risk. But that’s our family Siri.”
“Not mine.”
“So I’m not your brother?”
Sirius looked at his younger brother. “Not, if you support that nose-less bastard.”
Regulus took a step back.
“So we’re not brothers anymore.” He said.
They spited ways, without any world.
The next day, Kreacher found empty, cold bed in one of the brothers bedroom.
Sirius was still in his.
…
“Soo…why did you call me at 6 at the morning sunshine? Not that I don’t like this bed-look, but its too early for me to be sexy.” Said James, rubbing his eyes.
“It’s….James…I..” Regulus looked at the small café that they went to. There were other people in, adults who were rushing to work. “Sorry.” He looked down, grabbed his cup harder to stop the trembling.
“hey, baby… There is nothing to be sorry for. Tell me, what happened? Something with your parents?” the worry in his voice, made regulus to tear up a bit.
“hey, hey, hey! I’m worried for real, real now! What happened? Reg?”
“It’s just….the past year was wonderful. You made it wonderful. The time we spent together was the best time I had in my entire life.” James smiled, but the worry didn’t leave his eyes “And I will never forget it! Like, I don’t think I can ever forget that one time when we went to the kitchen, and Madam Pomfrey and Dumbledor were there, kissing!”
“That was disgusting!” laughed James.
“Or that one time when we went to the library at night! Or when you took me to that one shop with candies!”
“It was fun. But Reg…why are you bringing it now?”
“Because….Oh, Merlin…. I think we should break up.”
James looked like somebody stabbed him. Right into his heart.
“W-what!? Why? Reg, did I do something?”
“No! No, no! You were perfect! More perfect then I could ever imagine! Well, you bullied Sev for years, but you stopped, and changed, so I cant blame you for that….”
“Then why?” James was panicking.
“I just….have too. “ tears showed up in his eyes. “I’m sorry.”
“Bu…But I love you….”Said James, but Regulus had already left.
-8 years later-
“Thanks again with helping me with my stuff.”
“No problem mate. Just remember, pub this Friday!” Said Sirius before leaving James new flat, leaving him alone with all the boxes and bags.
“Let’s start!” said James while rolling up his sleeves.
With magic, everything went smoothly. Soon, all his stuff was on their place. James for 30 minutes was debating with himself if he wanted the table next to the window or bed. Window won.
After 2 hours, the only box left, was small, wooden box. Regulus box-that’s how james started to call it. Call him obsessive ex, but he kept everything. Their tickets to train, the first ride to Hogwarts after they became boyfriends. Ring, regulus once left at Gryffindor’s Tower, after very risky meet up. One of the candies they stole from the kitchen at one of their dates.
James sat at the floor and just looked at the box.
“Woah…it has been so many years, and I still can hear his voice in my mind” thought to himself.
“No, I don’t fucking want your weird cups! I didn’t order anything! I just wants to get to my flat!”
“Woah, that felt very real. And from when my mind Regulus curses?”
“Get off!”
“it’s kinda hot. More yelling mind regulus. “ Thought James, while getting up from the floor and looking outside the window. At the building in front of his. At the Postman with a box of cups in his hands, and fear in his eyes. And very handsome, hot, attractive, but also tired and angry man.
“Fucking postmen…” cursed regulus.
James jumped from the window.
Or he would, before he noticed how many people are on the streets. Normal people.
So he quickly ran, from his flat to next building, up and up. Until he stopped at the third floor, where still angry Regulus was opening his door.
James panted, but he still managed to yelled.
“I finally found you....you…you bastard!”
Regulus turned back.
“James!?”he yelled, as he went pale.
“We…we…why do you live on third floor?...We need to talk!” Yelled james, but regulus was already in the middle of his doors.
The door was a seconds from closing, but then, James sticked his fingers in the middle.
Regulus brutally slammed them.
“Oh, FUCK!” Yelled James.
“The hell?!”Regulus opened the door.
“Quiet for god’s sake!” regulus angry, neighbor also opened his door. “Master Ciel is trying to sleep!” then he slammed the door.
“You won’t run again honey”
“Why not?”
“Because you totally fucked my fingers.” James smiled as he showed his crushed fingers. “You need to heal me, I can’t do magic in this state”.
“…..Damn you.”
“Soo….Master Ciel?”
“His cat. He has some weird obsession with cats, but he only has one. I think its because the one he has, doesn’t want to share. Sit.” Ordered Regulus. James sat on the couch, with pleased smile on his
face.
“How did you find me?” asked regulus, while fixing James fingers.
“I actually moved in. I live against this one. “
“Done. Now, go.”
“I don’t want to.”
“James, we broke up 8 years ago.”
“I still love you. And I know that you still feel something for me. If you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t help me.”
“What do you want?”
“Your heart.”
“Be serious, please.”
“I have never been more serious in my whole life, Reg.”
“We broke up!”
“Remus and Sirius broke up multiple times, and are still together and very happy!”
“That’s different! I had reasons! I still have!”
“Just…let me try? Please?”
“James I…I can’t….”
“Then just allow me to take you for dinner. This Saturday. 5 pm, in this Italian restaurant “Sylvios”. As compensation for my fingers”
The hope in James eyes was too strong. Regulus folded over them, as he always did.
“Just dinner, okey?”
“Time will show!”
“get out.” Regulus stood up, and grabbed James arm. He dragged him to the door.
James muscle memory kicked in and he leaned over for a kiss.
He kissed the door.
James spitted with disgust, and a bit of shame. Then he turned back and with big smile on his face went back to his flat.
Regulus sat behind the door, with heart beating too fast, cheeks blushing too much and hands trembling too much.
…
“I still don’t understand why you canceled our meeting just to pick clothes! That is so lame!” yapped Sirius, laying on James bed, with his head on Remus laps.
“I think its sweet that you want to look good for your date.” Remus didn’t even looked up, too busy playing with his lover hair.
“The beer is in the fridge, help yourself. Now, tie or no tie?”
“Tie makes you look more elegant.”
“No tie makes you look like a whore” Sirius of course chose the opposite of Remus choice.
“Sexy whore or messy whore?”
“Sexy one”
“No tie then. Argh, I still don’t know what boots I will wear!”
“Should I call Lily for help?” asked Remus finally looking up.
“No, don’t do it, she is on her little “platonic” date with Mary! She will kill us all if we interrupt them!” Sirius finally leave James bed to go get a beer.
“Remind me, Why they aren’t together?”
“Because Lily is taking things too slow, and Mary is blind”
“Right, right…Still, what shoes!”
“Go barefoot!”
“That’s….and idea..”
“James, no, don’t listen to him. You can’t go barefoot.”
“Here you go babe” Sirius gave his boyfriend a beer.
“Good boy…” Remus patted his boyfriend.
“Don’t do that weird-kink stuff at my bed!” Yelled James “And where is beer for me?”
“You have legs.”
“That’s my beer!”
“What’s yours, that’s mine, my friend.”
“So Remus is mine too?”
“…I will get you beer.”
“Thank you.”
Remus drank another sip of his beer.
“You know, I think its good. That you go on dates again. I can’t remember if you ever went on a date after 6 year of Hogwarts.” Remus looked at James with serious face.
“Really? I can’t really remember that….”
“Yeah, You also started to disappear a lot after we started seventh year.”
“I was studying. Last year, and all.”
“Sure… I’m just happy for you mate.”
“Thanks moony.”
“Yea, Jammie, we are feeling like a proud parents right now!” Black gave James beer “It’s amazing. Our little virgin is finally going on a date!”
“Shut up!” James opened his beer. “We will see how it will go.”
-The date night-
James sat at the empty table for 2 hours before leaving. And going straight to the Regulus apartment.
It took 15 loud knocks, 2 “OPEN UP REG!”, and only one “OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR BLACK, YOUR BOYFRIEND IS MAKING MY CAT ANGRY” and, again, only one angry cat with eye patch, hissing
“Why you didn’t show up?” James didn’t even said hello, before storming into Regulus flat.
“I was…busy. Sorry, I should have gave you…”
“Bullshit! You weren’t even going to do anything! Dammit, Reg!”
“James, I…I can’t go on a date with you. I just can’t.”
“It’s because of your parents right? For merlin’s sake, Reg, you don’t even live with them! You are an adult! You can make your own decisions!”
“It’s complicated okey!” Regulus looked sick. He practically fell on the couch.
“Then talk to me” James knelt down, next to the couch. “Please. You disappeared after we broke up. I can’t lose you again. So talk to me this time.”
Regulus looked at James. He looked miserable. Skinny and pale, not in sexy-vampire way, but in a sick way.
“My parents…they want me to join Dark Lord. To really join him.” Regulus clenched his fists.
“Merlin, Reg….. How can I help? Do you need to disappear? I know for sure Dumbledore would help…”
“Why do you think I live here? I’m hiding from my parents for 2 years already. I lied, they think I’m at some college in Spain. But in every letter they sent, they always talk about me joining Dark Lord. Every
single one.” Tears showed up in his eyes.
“That’s horrible. I’m sorry Reg. I’m so, so sorry.” James held out his hand to brushed off the tears.
“Don’t be. I’m the asshole, remember?”
“Reg, don’t. Please. Just…argh…”James was confused. He didn’t know what to do.
“I’m sorry. I’m just so scared James. What if they find out I love you? They hate gays. They would kill you and make me watch. I don’t think I could survive that.”
“You love me?” asked James.
“Did you really ignored that part where I talk about your death?”
“Answer me Reg.”
“Of course I Love you, you idiot. I tried not to, but how could I not? Your perfect.”
“I love you too. After all these years, I never stopped.”
Regulus sobbed.
“I’m so sorry James….I shouldn’t ever disappear like that…” James stood up and hugged crying regulus.
“I know. I love you.” Said James hugging Regulus even harder.
“I love you too.”
They stayed like that for another 15 minutes.
….
“You sure, you’re okey?”
“Yes James.” They both sat on the couch. Regulus was wiping the last teras away.
James hasn’t let go of Regulus hand.
“Just…what now?” Asked Black.
“Now? We are going to still hide you from your parents and this nose-less bastard. I will write to Dumbledore, he will know what to do. As for us…. A real date this time? Where you would actually show up,
and I would feed you my dish so you could try it? And then calm walk, so I can walk you to your doors?”
“That sounds good.” Regulus squished James hand. “You have to sleep here now.”
“I’m not opposite it at all, but why?”
“If we wake my neighbor, he will most definitely kill us with butter knife. And he has a lot of them.”
James snored. “Are you making an excuse to seduce me to your bed?”
The pillow hit him straight in the face.
“Your sleeping on the couch.” Said Regulus as he was getting up from the couch.
Epilogue:
“So how that date went?” Sirius was eating chips, again on James bed.
“pretty good.”
“That’s good. And how is living here?”
“Pretty nice. Neighbors are a little bit extravagant, but they chill most of the time.”
“Hmm…”
“Why? Are you and Moony thinking about moving in together?”
“Kinda? Yes. And i know that one of the flats in the building against this is on sell.”
James got pale.
“R-Really?”
“Yea. How crazy it would be if we would be neighbors?” Sirius laughed.
James took a deep breath.
“Mate, I need to tell you something, but you need to stay calm….”
-2 minutes later”
“WHAT!?”scream from James building could be heard on the whole street.
“Fucking neighbors, am I right master Ciel? ”muttered Sebastian , patting his cat.
“I guess Siri finally found out.” Regulus took a sip of tea.
“He took his time.” Remus, sitting on the opposite side of the table, in regulus flat, also took a sip.
“You, on the other hand, found out the same week James moved in.”
“I have my ways.” Remus smiled, before taking another sip.