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Hyunjin had been starving.
Sometimes, the fact that his boyfriend was so incredibly successful filled him with an astronomical amount of pride. He couldn't help but smile whenever he saw an advertisement, caught a glimpse of his face while ordering an iced Americano… in a bubble tea shop—despite having judged Seungmin in the past for doing the exact same thing—or when he walked out onto the street and the entire city seemed to be plastered with his boyfriend's face. The sheer number of events he had been forced to attend over the last few weeks, almost without a break—after the Pop-Up, filming for Adidas, attending Gentle Monster, and then Louis Vuitton in New York before heading straight back to Korea, all sandwiched between rehearsals and group schedules—meant they hadn't had a single moment to just be together, alone. But he couldn't entirely blame Felix's schedule; his own calendar had been just as packed. Because of that, he couldn't even fully celebrate when Felix was free, knowing he would likely be busy himself.
His own schedule with Dior, photoshoots for GQ Korea, and group recordings left them with virtually no downtime. In fact, the very last time they had managed to catch a moment alone was right after the FANS live stream Hyunjin did at the end of May.
For some reason, he had accidentally let it slip during the broadcast that his studio was entirely soundproof. So soundproof that he could scream.
He didn't really know why he had dropped a piece of information nobody had asked for. But he had said it, and to his misfortune—or rather, his absolute luck—Felix had been resting back at the dorm, watching the live. He didn't let him off the hook; the exact minute the stream cut off, Felix was standing right outside his studio door, and they tested every single register of Felix's deep voice to prove just how soundproof the room actually was.
Right after that, their schedules did what they always did, tearing them apart for a little over a week. With Hyunjin’s schedule in Los Angeles, he had to jet off to the United States ahead of the others, attending the Guess event, greeting Stay, and having a good time.
But he was dying without his Felix. They had spent longer periods apart before, but for some reason, this specific separation was driving him insane. It hadn't been that long, but after the event, he managed to lock himself in his hotel room and text his love while the blonde prepared to take off for New York.
And Hyunjin had spent that time telling him every single thing he wanted to do to him the second he arrived.
my angel 💛: but baby, we won’t be able to do nothing before the festival… :(
you: wdym we won't 😔
my angel 💛: hyunie, you know that we must rehearse and save energy to give everything at the festival🥹
you: yes, baby, I know how much you like festivals, but I miss you so much...
my angel 💛: I miss you too, after the festival, okay? What will you do to me?
you: God, Felix... I want to eat you whole.
my angel 💛: Do you want me in all fours? That's how you get so deep, hyung.
you: oh my God, lix, don't do this to me when you're so far away 😩
my angel 💛: have you touched yourself thinking about me?
you: do you want me to do it? because as I'm imagining you, I'm already hard.
my angel 💛: yeah, i love your hard cock so much… will you let me suck you off once i arrive?
you: you can suck me off whenever you want, you take me too well in that pretty throat of yours baby
my angel 💛: i can't wait. 🙈
Following that text exchange, Hyunjin locked himself in the shower, letting the raw memories of that last time in his studio completely take over his mind
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The rest of the members arrived in New York shortly after Hyunjin, and everything blurred past in a flash with how little time they had leading up to the Governors Ball. They rehearsed a bit the night before and did their wardrobe fittings.
Felix's stage outfit left him completely breathless, but he did everything he could to just keep his hunger at bay, knowing that once the festival ended, no force on earth would be able to stop him.
The festival kicked off, and they had an incredible day. The fans outside were screaming with pure excitement, and the boys even jumped on a video call with Seungmin to show him all the love from the crowd, who hadn't stopped carrying around endless PuppyM plushies to keep his presence alive at the venue.
Hyunjin slipped up behind him, wrapping his arms securely around his waist.
"Are you excited, baby?" he whispered against Felix's ear. Felix melted into the embrace instantly, his hands immediately finding the long arms holding him close.
"So excited," he relaxed, pressing his spine firmly against Hyunjin's chest. "You look incredibly sexy. Stay is going to lose their minds."
"Mhm, I think you're the one who's going to steal the show in that top. It's driving me insane," Hyunjin murmured, tightening his grip on his waist.
"Just for this afternoon," Felix tilted his head back, letting it rest perfectly in the crook of Hyunjin's neck, turning just enough to press his nose against the exposed skin. "You smell so good. I can only imagine how you're going to smell when this is all over."
"Guys! We're up!" Chan walked into the room, raising his voice so everyone could hear, completely ignoring the two lovebirds.
Everyone began heading out toward the stage, buzzing with adrenaline since they hadn't been with Stay since their last anniversary fanmeeting.
The show started heavy, just like it always did. Every single one of them poured their entire soul into it, though Hyunjin's eyes never stopped tracking across the stage, constantly seeking out Felix. The way he moved in that cropped top that bared his abs the second he lifted his arms, the way he smiled and joked around with Stay. But Hyunjin also tried to ground himself, focusing on his own performance and just enjoying the sheer energy of the crowd.
But then came Thunderous. The atmosphere at the festival was electric, and they performed the track with every ounce of power it demanded. Right after, it was time for an outfit change before Divine.
"What do you think?" Felix asked, gesturing to his new outfit right before they headed back out.
"Is there seriously nothing underneath that?" Hyunjin stared at him, trying his hardest not to devour him with his eyes, but it was physically impossible.
"Jesus! Get a room!" Changbin shouted.
"They already have one, thank god my room is like two floors below theirs," Jeongin chimed in, laughing.
The room erupted into laughter while Felix threw provocative, teasing glances at Hyunjin, who was desperately trying to think about literally anything else so he wouldn't walk out onto a massive stage completely hard.
The real problem was that this outfit change seemed to completely shift Felix’s attitude. He kept brushing past him, whispering about how sexy Hyunjin looked, as if he wasn't currently standing there being the sexiest thing Hyunjin had ever laid eyes on. A few songs in, Hyunjin was so drenched in sweat that he ended up stripping down to just his tank top.
And then Felix unfastened the single button holding his jacket together, leaving his sharp, toned abs completely on display. Hyunjin tried to play it cool, waving to Stay, throwing water into the crowd, and running around the stage just to burn off the energy. But Felix was sweating, Felix was laughing and doing TikTok trends for the fans while flashing that bright smile, and Hyunjin was just hopelessly, deeply in love.
After watching him from across the stage for a long stretch, an undeniable impulse finally drew him close. He reached out and pulled the jacket open further to expose more of his abs, actively trying not to let his fingers brush against his skin. It wasn't because of what the crowd or the staff might think—it was because a single touch against that skin would leave him tenting his pants right then and there. Felix laughed, flexing his core to make his abs cut deeper, and in that exact split second, Hyunjin caught sight of the faint freckles dusting those toned muscles.
Felix immediately mirrored him—a little habit that always made the dark-haired boy's heart ache with fondness—and reached to tug up Hyunjin's tank top. He didn't pull it up too high, not just because he knew Hyunjin tended to be a bit more reserved about showing his body, but because he preferred to keep that specific view entirely to himself. Hyunjin flushed like a teenager, turning around with a shy smile and receiving the butt smack as he did his absolute best to hide the vivid image running through his mind of the blonde pressed flat against the glass of their hotel room window.
After their final ending ment, they said their goodbyes to Stay. But Hyunjin's mind was already miles away. The other boys decided to stick around for a bit to network and meet some of the other artists who had performed that day.
But Hyunjin and Felix went straight from the stage back to their hotel room. Hyunjin’s hands were itching to grip him by the waist and take him right there in the elevator, but he forced himself to maintain control until they finally crossed the threshold into the room they were sharing, just like they did in every city they visited as a group.
The exact second the keycard unlocked the door to the suite, Hyunjin let himself be entirely consumed by the insatiable hunger he had been harboring for his boyfriend.
He slammed him against the door the moment it clicked shut behind them.
"Hyunjin…" Felix breathed, his eyes blown so wide that the dark-haired boy could see his pupils dilating in real-time.
"What the hell was all of that out there, mhm? Are you trying to kill me?" Hyunjin demanded, crashing his lips against the blonde's in a desperate, bruising kiss.
Felix gripped his arms, burying his small fingers into the dark-haired boy's toned biceps, sliding slightly against the sweat that still coated his skin. He let out a breathless, choked laugh when they broke apart, letting his head thud back against the wall. His blonde hair, damp at the temples, fell in a messy fringe over his dark eyes. He was completely exhausted, but the look he gave Hyunjin was one of pure defiance.
"You love it when I'm like that… and oh God, I love it when you're so sweaty…" Felix whispered, dragging his small hands down the length of the dark-haired boy's damp arms.
"Don't you want to shower first?" Hyunjin asked, cupping the blonde's face with both hands.
"Are you kidding? I almost never get you all sweaty like this just for me," Felix slid his hands up to Hyunjin's shoulders, burying his face in his neck and dragging his tongue from his throat all the way up to the sensitive skin just beneath his earlobe. Hyunjin choked out a heavy groan. "Now let me. You promised."
Hyunjin had fully intended to take total control from the start, but seeing Felix look at him like this turned him on a thousand times more.
Felix dropped to his knees, his hands moving with frantic haste up Hyunjin's thighs, tearing at his belt and unbuttoning his white stage pants with clumsy, eager fingers. His white Guess boxers came into view, straining against the massive erection trapped beneath the fabric. Felix cupped his length through the material, opening his mouth as wide as he could to suck him through the cloth, making the weight of him twitch instantly.
"God…" Hyunjin let him do whatever he wanted, his eyes locked onto the freckled face that was completely destroying his resolve.
Felix finally yanked the boxers down, coming face-to-face with the dark-haired boy's impressive length, which, no matter how long they had been together, never failed to leave him a little breathless.
The stark contrast of Felix's warm mouth suddenly enveloping him all at once tore a deep, gravelly groan from Hyunjin's throat that echoed through the quiet room.
Felix wrapped one hand around his base while using the other to grip his hip for leverage. The tip of his tongue toyed lazily with his head, lapping up the salty taste of his pre-come. When Felix took him entirely into his mouth, pushing forward until his small nose pressed firmly against his pubic bone, Hyunjin tangled his fingers deep into that damp blonde hair. He began to dictate a deep, heavy rhythm, reveling in the tight, bruising heat of the blonde's throat.
Saliva began to slick down his lips, and small tears pooled at the corners of Felix's eyes when it became too much to take. Yet Felix take him completely without ever breaking eye contact, and that view alone was pushing Hyunjin right to the edge.
When Felix pulled back with a wet pop for a split second to catch his breath, Hyunjin delivered a sharp, stinging slap across his cheek that stole a soft whimper from the blonde's lips, and then a lusted smile.
"Enough, baby. I want you on all fours, right here," Hyunjin ordered, his breath utterly ragged as he pulled him away before he lost his mind completely.
Felix obeyed instantly; he hadn't stopped thinking about having his boyfriend behind him ever since they had talked about it over text. He dropped to all fours onto the heavy, plush carpet of the suite.
Hyunjin moved over him to take off the Louis Vuitton bandana and unbuckle his belt and black pants, yanking them down along with his Calvin Kleins, exposing the smooth ass he had been losing his mind over during their week-long drought. Grabbing him by both cheeks, he pulled him open and buried his face in his heat, dragging his tongue heavily over Felix's flushed entrance. Felix shrieked with surprise, his spine arching wildly.
The dark-haired boy stood up just long enough to rifle through his bag, pulling out the small bottle of strawberry lubricant. Slicking his fingers, he dropped back down behind the blonde, who was now propping himself up on his elbows. His finger stroked the tight entrance for a few torturous seconds before burying itself entirely inside, catching a low moan from the blonde.
"Mhm, I missed your fingers so much, Jinnie…" Felix whimpered in that deep, gravelly register of his, sending a violent jolt of electricity straight to Hyunjin’s still-wet length.
He prepped him thoroughly with three fingers, knowing exactly what it took for the blonde to take him comfortably. With one hand anchoring his waist to pull him back, he lined himself up and pushed his head slowly into the heat. Once he was buried completely inside him, he locked both hands onto Felix's hips, establishing a heavy, relentless rhythm that steadily climbed in intensity. His long fingers dug deep into the blonde's freckled skin, and it felt like absolute heaven to feel those tight, scorching walls clamping down around him again.
"Mhm, Lix, is this what you wanted? For me to give it to you right here on the hotel floor? Mmh?" he growled as he leaned completely over him, his hand catching one of his pretty nipples to pinch it hard while his hips kept hammering.
"J-Jinnie, hhnnng," Felix cried out, his groans clipping with every heavy hit of the older boy's hips slamming against his ass. He arched his back as much as humanly possible, feeling Hyunjin's length stretching him so deeply it made his head spin. "Yes, j-just like that, harder, please, Jinnie…"
"Look at you, fuck, you're so tight, baby," Hyunjin said, shifting his weight back up, he reached the bandana left on the floor and grabbed both Felix's hands to improvise a loose knot on his wrists, Hyunjin wounded the remaining fabric around his hand to tug backward, causing Felix's back to arch and lift up slightly.
Tugging at that grip, he brought one leg up, planting his foot flat against the floor, and began slamming into him with so much force that Felix could only let out broken, stuttering gasps with every thrust. The angle allowed Hyunjin to drive incredibly deep, ruthlessly battering his prostate with every single motion.
Hyunjin had absolutely no intention of stopping there or letting it end yet; the weeks of built-up desperation left him in a headspace that was far more animalistic than human. He tugged Felix's wrists by the fabric, making him almost kneel while still being penetrated, and snaked his free hand around the younger boy's torso, wrapping his fist tightly around Felix's slick length and jerking him off in perfect sync with his heavy thrusts. The dual stimulation proved to be entirely too much.
"Hhhnnggg, Hyung!" Felix shrieked, his voice pitching high as his spine arched impossibly further, throwing his head back to rest in Hyunjin's shoulder, his hips stuttering blindly in search of the crushing release of an orgasm. He came violently all over Hyunjin's hand and the carpet beneath him, his internal muscles seizing and clamping around Hyunjin's cock with a desperate tightness that nearly forced the older boy to come right along with him.
But Hyunjin just realeased the grip, freeing the blondes wrists as he fell on all fours again, and then pulled out of him abruptly right before he hit his own limit. With his lungs burning and his skin glistening with fresh sweat, he grabbed Felix by the waist and, before the blonde could even recover from his climax, flipped him roughly onto his back against the carpet.
The stage jacket fell completely open, revealing the breathtaking view of a heavily flushed, undone Felix trying to catch his breath, his core trembling, and his freckles scattered beautifully across his toned skin. His legs were still shaking, and he swiped his tongue over his lips without even opening his eyes, entirely spaced out from the pleasure.
"I'm not done yet, Lix… " Hyunjin whispered, settling himself firmly between his thighs and planting his hands on either side of the blonde's head. He kissed him desperately, even if the younger boy couldn't completely match his frantic pace. He mapped his mouth down his jawline, his collarbones, dropping down to his nipples to bite and suckle until the blonde writhed beneath him. "When I saw you out there… these little freckles…"
Hyunjin left his right nipple to claim the left, sucking and biting just as harshly before tracing a path down to his stomach, leaving a trail of wet kisses over the golden skin he loved so deeply.
"I want to come right here, baby… I want to mark you so badly. I wish everyone out there knew you belonged to me," Hyunjin continued, pressing hot kisses into his lower abdomen. "You're mine, Felix. Sometimes I still can't even believe it…"
"I'm yours, Jinnie… all yours," Felix whispered, his core twitching from the intense tickle of those full, wet lips against such sensitive skin.
Hyunjin pulled himself up, staring down at Felix with eyes entirely clouded by love and heavy lust. Felix licked his lips as Hyunjin finally ripped off his damp tank top, exposing his striking, narrow waist that offered such a beautiful contrast to his broad shoulders. The visual alone wired the blonde's brain so intensely that his length, still coming down from the shock, began to harden all over again. The dark-haired boy swiped a tongue over his own lips and drove straight back into Felix without a single word of warning, pinning himself completely over him as his hands locked onto the inside of the blonde's thighs, pinning them flat against his chest.
Felix cast his eyes downward to watch the exact point where they were joined. But the sheer sight sent a violent wave of pleasure crashing straight up his spine when he saw the distinct outline stretching against his lower stomach every single time Hyunjin bottomed out inside him. The exact shape of his cock being hugged by the freckled skin of his abdomen.
Felix pressed a trembling hand against the spot, his vision blurring from the overwhelming sensation. He could feel Hyunjin so deep inside him it felt completely unreal.
"Look at you, baby… look at how completely I fill you up. You were made for me, my angel," Hyunjin panted, his eyes locked dead on his boyfriend's, completely losing all control of his breathing. "I'm close… ah… I'm going to come all over every damn freckle of yours, do you hear me?"
"Hnngg, it's too much…" Felix arched his back, biting his bottom lip raw as his fingers buried themselves deep into the plush pile of the carpet.
"Isn't this exactly what you wanted when you were showing yourself off out there, love?" Hyunjin hissed. Without breaking the brutal rhythm of his hips, he let go of one thigh to wrap his hand securely around the blonde's throat, squeezing just enough to distort the breathless whimpers tearing out of his mouth. "You were so slutty, babe… I almost got a boner looking at you."
Hyunjin accelerated his pace, his length making loud, wet sounds from the lube as it buried itself and pulled out of the blonde over and over. With his free hand, he delivered another sharp slap across Felix's cheek before cupping his jaw tightly, Felix was so entirely lost to the pleasure that the sting of the slap sent a raw surge of electricity straight to his pretty cock, making it twitch against his lower belly. He absolutely loved being slapped.
"Mhm, I love this so much, Lix…" Hyunjin let go of his neck, leaning down to devour his mouth, biting at his lips, actively searching for a spot somewhat hidden to leave a deep mark. At the same time, his hand found the blonde's length, stroking him rapidly to chase a second climax. "I love you, baby."
The exact moment the words left his mouth, he pulled out of the blonde with a deep, primal growl, throwing his head back as his hands worked both lengths for a few frantic seconds before he came heavily across the blonde's abdomen. He painted his skin, right over his freckles, exactly where his own shape had been stretching the skin and making them move moments prior. And Felix, feeling the intense heat of Hyunjin's come pooling over his skin, combined with the extreme overstimulation of Hyunjin's big hand stroking him, he went completely over the edge for a second time. He came wildly against his own stomach, his heat mixing entirely with the dark-haired boy's.
Hyunjin collapsed heavily by his side, his chest heaving violently. It had been a long time since he had forced himself to edge for that long just to make sure he could take Felix in every possible way. And as far as Hyunjin was concerned, the night was still incredibly young.
📱
A little over half an hour later, they had migrated to the bed. Felix was drifting in and out of sleep from sheer exhaustion, but he was still lazily scrolling through his phone while Hyunjin checked his Bubble app.
"What are you doing, baby?" Felix asked, peering over sleepily.
"I'm going to send this picture," Hyunjin turned his phone around, showing him the screen, his chat on Bubble. It was an angled selfie he must have snapped just a few minutes prior.
In the photo, he was throwing a casual wink, his hair falling damp and messy around his face, with his bare shoulders still fully visible.
"Oh my god, who are you and what did you do to my boyfriend?" Felix teased, since those kinds of —somehow— explicit photos were definitely not his usual style to send out.
"You're the one who made me like this," Hyunjin smiled triumphantly as his thumb hit the send button.
Their notifications exploded across the screen instantly. Felix curled his body tighter against him, burying his face directly in the crook of his neck while he continued to scroll.
"Te amou…" Hyunjin murmured into his phone, his butchered Spanish making Felix look up immediately with a soft grin. "Stay on FANS is asking me to say things. Since I'm in an incredibly good mood, I'll please Stay right after I finished pleasing my pretty boyfriend."
Felix smiled, pressing himself even closer to his side, if that was even physically possible.
"I already can't wait for you to do this to me in Latin America."
"Mmhm?"
"The energy out there is so vibrant. I feel like we're going to arrive completely full of adrenaline, and you're going to take me in every single country we visit, aren't you? I can even moan in Spanish…"
"I am going to fuck you in every single city we land on, I promise you," Hyunjin responded, his interest instantly piqued.
"We still need to do it in Brasil… and Colombia… and Argentina," Felix continued to murmur, his voice trailing off while Hyunjin typed out quick replies to messages on FANS.
"Do you want another round?" Hyunjin asked, his hand coming up to cup his jaw.
Felix didn't offer a verbal answer. Instead, he just hid his face deeper in the crook of Hyunjin's neck.
"It's just that you smell so good…"
"But I'm completely sweaty, Lixie."
"Exactly…"
"Oh my god," Hyunjin shot off two last messages before turning his entire body over, capturing his boyfriend's lips in a deep kiss.
"In the tub?"
Felix gave a tiny, subtle nod, and that was one of the things Hyunjin loved most about him—how incredibly shy Felix became right after they had already gone at it, yet still craved more.
The truth was that after all these years, they still could never seem to get enough of each other.