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Our Precious Little Darling
Chapter One
Author’s Note: Hey everyone, it’s JessikaTheInsane. I know I haven’t been active in a looong while, but I’m back. I just recently became addicted to The Freak Circus, and I immediately fell in love. Fair warning; this fic will involve: Reverse Harem, Poligamy, Protective Yandere, Heavy smut, and of course; Isekai. So, enjoy.
Second Author’s Note: this story was inspired by a few fics I have read a bit recently. Please know that these fics have given me this plot bunny, so please; don’t be mad at me… (T_T)
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You were crying.
Crying because of what you had just done to yourself.
“I'm sorry."
You had sobbed out, tears flowing like down your cheeks like flooded rivers.
You had just ended your life, on your twenty first birthday.
Why?
You were tired of being alone. Tired being unloved, tired of being constantly heartbroken, tired of being…
Worthless.
So, you took out your knife from your small kitchenette, and placed the sharp blade onto your neck.
And slit your throat from left to right.
Chocking on your own blood, your crumbled onto the tiled floor; and soon your life faded away.
Only to open your light chocolate brown eyes as you found yourself in a dimly lit room. That’s when you began to loudly sob your heart out.
“I’m so sorry! I-I didn’t want to end my life! I j-just wanted it all to stop. The l-lonelyness, the pain, everything!” you cried out, breaking into another fit of heart-retching sobs.
“My dear child.”
A disembodied voice spoke out, coming from all around you, gentleness filled in the beings voice.
“I know of your sorrow, I know of your pain. Tell me, my child. What do you want? What do you truly want to be in your new life? Your new beginning.”
“M-my new life?”
You had asked the voice.
“Yes.”
A new life? A new beginning?
You could… start over?
“I want… I want to be loved. I want to feel… adored. To feel safe, protected. I want to be truly cared for.” You told the voice softly.
“That’s all I want.”
The voice hummed softly, already knowing what you wanted. The Voice would give you all of everything, but not from just one lover.
But by five lovers.
Lovers who are not human, lovers who have been around for centuries, knowing that the five would give you what you truly needed.
“I will give you what you truly need, my child. The ones who will show you their love for you, their protectiveness, their adoration, and their care for you. But, you must let them. Let them come into your life, give them the chance to show you everything. At first, you will feel apprehension. Afraid, thinking that they are just pretending. But your five lovers will help you, they will take amazing care of you, my child.”
Brushing you chin length chocolate brown hair out of your matching eyes, you nodded.
“…I’ll do it. Please God, I accept your offer.”
You told him.
“Then, my dear Saffron, close your eyes. And once you open them, you will live in your second chance.”
God had smiled softly, knowing that you would enjoy your new life.
“As a parting gift to you, I shall give to you immortality. Also, your appearance will slightly change.”
You felt his hand rest upon your head, he added:
“I love you, my daughter.”
And with that, everything faded away.
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You woke up in your bed. Groaning, you sluggishly sat up; rubbing the sleep from your eyes.
…
“I need to pee.” You mumbled out. Yawning, you got off from your warm cozy bed and headed to your en-suite bathroom to do your business.
Once done, you stopped in front of your bathroom mirror to tame your bed head.
Only to nearly lose your balance.
The young woman in front of you looked different.
You looked different.
Your once chocolate brown eyes were now a bright ember, with your once normally round pupils were now vertical slits.
What really made your appearance stand out was the now two black small curved horns.
…
Is this what he meant by changing your appearance?
Feeling something moving from your deep lower back, you glanced behind yourself only to widen your eyes even more.
You had a tail.
A thin devil-like tail with the signature spade at the tip.
Blinking a few times, you returned your gaze back towards the mirror.
Hmmmm.
Tucking your hair behind your ears, you could see that they were pointed at the tips.
Covering them with your hair, you then opened your mouth to reveal two sets of fangs.
Fangs that looked like they could rip flesh apart.
…
You shuddered at the mere thought.
Turning off the bathroom light, you walked back into your room. Slowly scanning around, you took in your new surroundings.
…why did everything look so familiar to you.
Back before you ended your life, you became interested in this new Yandere SIM computer game. The name of the SIM game was called “The Freak Circus”.
You pretty much fell in love with it.
The love interest was a cute character named Pierrot, who in your opinion; was sweet as you developed a crush on. When you heard his voice, you know you were hooked.
Then there was Harlequin.
He was really something. You crushed on him as well, even though he and Pierrot were rivals. But, you loved his sultry voice that sent good tingles down your spine.
Then you had encountered Ticket Taker, who kinda gave off something nice about him; which was fine.
Even if he was a bit ominous.
Then came the Doctor. He gave you a feeling that made you feel sorta comfortable.
…Maybe it was his Russian accent.
And finally came last was Jester.
The way he spoke, oh my God did it do things to you.
Blinking back into reality, you walked over to your bed and just sat there. Glancing over to your bedside table, you saw that you now had a new cellphone. Picking it up, you unlocked your device and noticed that it had everything you had from your previous life’s phone was all the same.
Curious, you tapped your contacts.
Mmm.
Your parents weren’t on your contact list.
Maybe… that was a good thing? After all, you weren’t really close when you moved out of their house and left your old hometown and into a brand new city in a different state.
Sighing softly through your nose, you closed the app and swiped to the left, scanning the rest of your many apps.
Raising a brow, you noticed you had your bank app. Tapping onto it, you placed your pointer finger onto the sign in; your eyes nearly bugged out of your head.
“Holy shit.”
That was… a lot of money..
Looking up, you watched nature breeze by from your balcony window. You furrowed your brows slightly.
…It couldn’t be.
Could it?
The room, which had a small desk with a small lamp, a laptop, some art supplies, and with a comfy looking office chair tucked underneath. Across from your bed was a good sized flat screen TV that was on top of your clothes dresser that also had some figurines and other random stuff on it.
Then lastly, the balcony doors.
The very balcony that both Pierrot and Harlequin would both enter through while your character was either awake or asleep.
Then you remembered everything.
Your death, you chat with God himself, and how he said that you would have five lovers.
‘Did he Isekai'd me into NekoBoyDreams “The Freak Circus”?’
You swallowed your own saliva.
Five lovers.
Pierrot, Harlequin, Ticket Taker, Doctor, Jester.
Were they the ones that would love you? That would protect you? That would care for you? That would absolutely adore you?
…
Would they even know about you?
Will they know who you even are?
Will they recognize you?
So many questions.
Honestly, you felt… apprehensive.
Checking the time on your phone, you noticed that it was early afternoon. Sighing, you’ve decided to get dressed for the day and head out.
You were hungry for one, and two; you wanted to walk around your new hometown to become more familiar with.
But first, you needed to find a way to hide you new… features.
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Third Author’s Note: Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I wrote all of this from my phone, so yeah.
Love you all! JessikaTheInsane