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Edward’s cool lips traced the curve of Devi’s jaw, leaving a trail of pleasant shivers in their wake. The dim yellow light from her bedside lamp cast long shadows across her bedroom walls, transforming the familiar space into something more intimate and charged. Outside, rain pattered against her window in a rhythm that seemed to match the beating of her heart: a rapid drum as his mouth found the sensitive spot beneath her ear.
“Is this okay?” he whispered, his voice rough with restraint. Even now, after weeks of increasingly bold explorations, he still asked permission for each new territory he dared to claim.
“More than okay,” Devi answered, threading her fingers through his bronze hair, marveling at its softness beneath her touch. “You don’t have to check in quite so often, you know.”
His laugh rumbled against her throat, the cool breath raising goosebumps. “Forgive me, this is uncharted territory.”
“Well, you’re making up for lost time admirably,” she teased, running her palm along his forearm, feeling the smooth coolness of his skin through the thin fabric of his button-down shirt. “Though you could stand to be a little less... careful.”
His golden eyes darkened slightly. “Careful is all I know how to be with you.”
Devi reached for his hand, guiding it to the curve of her waist where her t-shirt had ridden up, exposing a strip of bare skin. “I won’t break, Edward.”
He sucked in an unnecessary breath at the contact, his long fingers hovering against her heated skin. The temperature contrast sent another delicious shiver through her body.
“Here,” she murmured, pressing his hand more firmly against her. “You can touch me. I like feeling the weight of your hand.”
His eyes widened, pupils dilating until only a thin ring of gold remained. His marble lips parted, the tip of his tongue darting out to wet them as his gaze dropped to where his pale hand pressed against her skin. His cool touch mapped the dip of her waist in slow, deliberate circles that made her skin pebble beneath his hand. She shivered, not from cold.
“Like this?” he asked, his voice barely audible.
“Mmm, yes,” she encouraged, arching slightly into his touch. “But you can apply a little more pressure. I’m not made of glass.”
His smile was wry. “Compared to me, you might as well be.”
Nevertheless he complied, his cool palm flattening against the warm curve of her side, the pressure more definite now. Devi rewarded him with a kiss, her mouth finding his with a confidence born of growing familiarity. They had discovered through careful experimentation that while his teeth remained dangerous, his lips could be remarkably pliant against hers, cold marble warming slightly with prolonged contact.
“Open your mouth a little,” she instructed between kisses. “You don’t have to keep your lips so tight.”
Edward complied, though she could sense his hesitation in the rigid set of his shoulders. She pulled back to look at him, finding his expression caught between desire and apprehension.
“What are you afraid of?” she asked softly.
“Losing control,” he admitted. “My teeth—”
“—are deadly sharp, yes, I’m aware,” she finished for him, her tone light despite the seriousness of the subject. “But I trust you to be mindful of them.”
She traced his lower lip with her thumb. “Try again. Think of it like a dance where we both need to respond to each other’s movements.”
When their lips met again, the difference was immediate. Edward still maintained his careful control, but there was a new yielding quality to the kiss, a willingness to follow her lead rather than holding himself apart. His hand at her waist grew more confident, fingers splaying to encompass more of her skin, thumb tracing the ridge of her hipbone.
Devi made a sound of appreciation low in her throat, her body shifting instinctively closer to his. The movement brought her leg against his thigh, cotton pajama pants against the denim of his jeans. She felt rather than heard his responding groan, the vibration passing from his chest to hers where they pressed together.
Growing bolder, she traced the seam of his lips with her tongue, a request rather than a demand. For a heartbeat, he froze, before cautiously allowing her entry. The cool silk of his mouth sent a jolt of sensation straight to her core, unexpected and overwhelming in its intensity.
Edward’s response was immediate and visceral. The hand at her waist tightened, fingers pressing with enough force that she knew she’d find marks tomorrow, a smudge of purple imprinted on her skin. His other arm slid beneath her, pulling her body flush against his with a strength that momentarily stole her breath.
The kiss deepened, his initial hesitation dissolving into something more primal. Devi matched his intensity, her hands moving to the buttons of his shirt, fingertips brushing against the marble planes of his chest beneath the fabric. She felt the exact moment when the atmosphere shifted: the subtle tensing of his body, the slight change in the pressure of his lips, the barely perceptible growl building in his throat.
Then suddenly he was gone, the space beside her empty, the loss of his coolness leaving her skin burning with phantom sensation. Edward stood across the room, his back pressed against her bookshelf, chest rising and falling rapidly, eyes darkened to obsidian.
“I’m sorry,” he said, his voice strained.
Devi sat up slowly, deliberately keeping her movements unhurried, her expression calm despite the racing of her heart. “For what? Giving me the best makeout session of my life and then doing exactly what you should when things got too intense?”
His laugh was short and without humor. “You make it sound so rational.”
“Because it is,” she countered, pushing her tousled hair back from her face. “You recognized your limits and respected them. That’s a good thing, Edward.”
The tension in his shoulders eased fractionally. “Your heart is still racing.”
“That’s not fear,” she assured him, the corner of her mouth quirking up. “That’s just what happens when an incredibly hot vampire gets to second base with me.”
Her deliberately crude terminology had the desired effect: the darkness in his eyes receded slightly, replaced by a flash of amusement and something like embarrassment, if vampires could blush. “I believe the technical term is ‘under the shirt, over the bra,’” he corrected primly, moving back toward the bed at human speed.
Devi laughed, scooting over to make room for him. “See? Decades of abstinence and you still know all the rules.”
He sat beside her, careful to maintain a small distance between them. “I’ve attended high school multiple times. The vocabulary changes, but the concepts remain distressingly consistent.”
She took his hand, lacing her fingers through his. “We’re figuring this out, you know. It’s okay if we need to take breaks or set boundaries.”
Edward’s thumb traced circles against the back of her hand, his eyes fixed on the point of contact. “I want to be normal for you,” he admitted quietly. “To give you what a human boyfriend could.”
“I don’t want normal,” she reminded him, squeezing his hand. “I want you. With all your complications and baggage and yes, even your limitations.”
His gaze lifted to meet hers, and the vulnerability she found there made her chest ache with tenderness. For all his supernatural strength and decades of experience, in this one arena, he was as uncertain as any teenager.
“We’ll find our own way,” she promised. “Our own normal.”
The smile that curved his perfect lips was small but genuine.
She leaned forward to press a gentle kiss to the corner of his mouth. “And for the record, I’m enjoying the journey so far.”
In the soft lamplight, with rain still tapping gently against the window, they sat hand in hand. Edward’s thumb traced idle patterns across her skin, his touch cool but no longer startling. Devi leaned her head against his shoulder and closed her eyes, listening to the absence of a heartbeat in his chest. A silence that had somehow become the most comforting sound in her world.
*
Edward guided the Volvo down the winding forest road toward the Cullen house, stealing glances at Devi in the passenger seat. She was humming softly to herself, fingers tapping against her thigh in rhythm with a song he didn’t recognize but assumed must be from one of the films they were about to watch. The anticipation flowing from her was almost palpable.
He’d spent the afternoon preparing for their Bollywood movie night with the same attention he brought to everything concerning Devi. A small mountain of snacks awaited them: popcorn in two varieties (buttered and curry), samosas that he and Esme had prepared early that morning, mango lassi chilling in the refrigerator, and an assortment of chocolate that Alice had insisted was essential for any movie viewing experience.
“You look pleased with yourself,” Devi observed, breaking into his thoughts as they pulled into the long driveway.
“I’m looking forward to being educated,” he replied, lips curving into the crooked smile he knew she loved. “Six hours of Shah Rukh Khan’s finest work, I believe you promised.”
Her delighted laugh was worth every minute he’d spent researching Bollywood cinema online.
The house stood empty when they arrived, exactly as Edward had arranged. Esme had taken Carlisle to an art gallery in Port Angeles, and his siblings had scattered to various hunting grounds with strict instructions not to return before midnight. For once, he would have Devi to himself without superhuman eavesdroppers or Alice’s knowing smirks.
He led her into the living room, where he’d transformed the space into something resembling a private theater. The massive flat-screen was positioned for optimal viewing, the leather couches rearranged to create a perfect nest for two, and a thick cashmere blanket lay folded and ready to combat the perpetual chill his presence created.
“Edward,” Devi breathed, taking in his preparations with widening eyes. “You did all this for me?”
He shrugged, suddenly feeling almost shy. “You’re sharing more of your culture with me. I wanted it to be special.”
Her warm fingers found his cool ones, squeezing gently. “It’s perfect.”
As she busied herself setting up the first film, Edward arranged the feast he’d prepared, placing everything within easy reach. He watched with fascination as Devi navigated the DVD menu, her excitement evident in the quickened pace of her movements and the flush across her cheeks.
“So before we start,” she said, settling beside him and pulling the warm blanket across her lap, “you need to understand that Kuch Kuch Hota Hai isn’t just a movie in India. It’s a cultural phenomenon. When it came out in 1998, it redefined Bollywood romance for a whole generation. The fashion, the music, the dialogues—everything about it became iconic.”
Edward wrapped his arm around her shoulders, drawing her closer against his side. “Tell me more.”
“It’s all about love and friendship and the blurry lines between them,” she continued, her eyes alight with enthusiasm. “There’s this theme running through it about how love comes from the heart, not the mind—that sometimes the person who seems like your friend is actually your soulmate. It’s cheesy and over-the-top and absolutely perfect.”
“Sounds familiar,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple.
She elbowed him playfully. “Just wait, you’ll need tissues by the end.”
“I sincerely doubt that,” he teased, but settled in attentively as she pressed play.
Fifteen minutes into the film, Edward was already fascinated. Devi mouthed along to the dialogue in places, laughed before jokes landed, and occasionally squeezed his hand in anticipation as each new character was introduced.
He was so absorbed in watching her watch the movie that he nearly missed the approaching footsteps outside. Nearly, but not quite.
“Don’t,” he murmured, just as she turned questioning eyes toward him.
The window behind them slid open with a soft scrape. “What are we watching?” Emmett’s booming voice shattered the intimate atmosphere as effectively as if he’d tossed a boulder through the glass.
Edward groaned, not bothering to hide his irritation. “We’re watching something privately, Emmett.”
His brother ignored the hint, vaulting effortlessly through the window and landing with a grace that belied his massive frame. “Bollywood? Sweet! I’ve been wanting to check this out.”
Before Edward could protest further, Emmett had already planted himself in the adjacent armchair, eyes fixed on the screen where Shah Rukh Khan’s character was casually teasing his mother.
“Dude has impressive hair,” Emmett commented.
Edward opened his mouth to evict him, but Devi’s soft laugh stopped him. “That’s kind of his trademark,” she explained to Emmett. “The hair flip is iconic.”
“Like this?” Emmett demonstrated an exaggerated hair toss that sent Devi into peals of laughter.
Edward’s phone buzzed with an incoming text. He didn’t need to look to know what it would say, the familiar sensation of Alice seeing an opportunity and pouncing was all too recognizable.
“They’re all coming, aren’t they?” he asked resignedly.
Devi hid a smile behind her hand.
True to his prediction, Alice appeared less than ten minutes later, dragging Jasper behind her. “I brought more snacks!” she announced, setting down a tray of sweets Edward hadn’t seen in his initial preparations.
Jasper settled quietly on the floor, his back against the far wall. Edward caught fragments of his thoughts: curious analyses of the cultural dynamics on display, appreciative notes on the precision of the synchronized dance numbers, and a growing fascination with the emotional intensity radiating from both the film and from Devi herself.
“The choreography is exceptional,” Jasper stated quietly during a particularly elaborate dance sequence.
“It took them weeks to film this scene,” Devi told him, clearly delighted by his interest.
The front door opened again, and Rosalie’s distinctive footsteps entered the house. She appeared in the doorway, looking for all the world as if she’d stumbled upon the gathering by accident rather than by Alice’s text notification.
“Is this what all the noise is about?” she asked, her tone carefully calibrated to suggest indifference.
I’m only here because Emmett is, her thoughts insisted, but Edward caught the undercurrent of curiosity as her eyes flicked to the screen where the female lead was delivering an impassioned speech. She sank gracefully into the remaining armchair, her thoughts betraying more interest than she’d ever admit aloud.
By the time they transitioned to the second film, Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, Carlisle and Esme had returned from their outing and joined the impromptu movie marathon. Esme settled on the floor near Devi’s feet, her thoughts a warm hum of contentment at seeing her children gathered together, while Carlisle watched with scholarly interest.
“The family dynamics are fascinating,” he commented during a particularly tense scene between father and son. “The tension between tradition and modernity seems universal across cultures.”
“That’s exactly it,” Devi agreed eagerly. “This whole movie is about balancing family obligation with personal happiness—finding a way to honor tradition while still making room for love and individual choice.”
Edward watched her face animate as she explained the cultural context of various scenes: the significance of specific religious ceremonies, the symbolism in the character’s clothing choices, the meaning behind particular songs. Her voice grew more passionate, her hands gesturing expressively as she shared this piece of herself with his family.
She fits with us better than she knows, Esme’s thoughts reached him, tinged with maternal warmth. Look how she brings everyone together.
Edward watched Devi lean forward to answer one of Rosalie’s questions about an outfit on screen, gesturing with both hands, her whole body turned toward his sister without any of the careful self-monitoring he remembered from their earliest conversations. He thought of the way she used to hold herself at a distance, always revealing just enough of herself to satisfy curiosity without inviting anyone closer. The change had been so gradual he hadn't noticed it happening. Now she sat in the center of his family’s living room as though she had always belonged there.
When they reached the emotional climax of the second film, a scene of family reconciliation set against the backdrop of the Indian national anthem, Edward felt Devi’s breath catch. He turned to find tears glistening in her eyes, one escaping to trace a silvery path down her cheek.
He gently brushed the tear away with his thumb, leaning close to whisper in her ear. “And you call me old-fashioned and sentimental.”
She smiled through her tears, leaning into his touch. “You are. That’s why you’ll watch this with me again.” It wasn’t a question.
“As many times as you want,” he promised, treasuring this glimpse of vulnerability from his usually composed Devi.
Around them, his family continued watching, their thoughts a symphony of reactions. But Edward’s focus remained on Devi, on the way the screen’s light played across her features, on the quiet joy radiating from her as she shared this piece of her heritage.
With Devi warm against his side and his family gathered around them, the boundaries between vampire and human seemed to dissolve into something new and precious.
*
The Forks bowling alley assaulted Edward’s senses the moment they stepped through its grimy glass doors. The sounds of pins crashing, balls thundering down lanes, arcade machines beeping, and teenagers shouting created a symphony of chaos that his vampire hearing dissected into individual components before filtering away the most grating. Worse was the smell: stale nachos, ancient popcorn, the chemical tang of lane oil, and the biological traces of thousands of sweaty feet that had occupied the rental shoes.
Yet none of it mattered when he glanced down at Devi, her face alight with anticipation as she tugged him toward the counter. For her, he would endure far worse.
“I haven’t been bowling in years,” she admitted, bouncing slightly on her toes. “Fair warning—I’m terrible.”
Behind them, Angela and Ben pushed through the doors, their arrival marked by a gust of cool evening air that momentarily cleared the stagnant atmosphere.
“We’re all terrible,” Angela reassured her, pulling out her wallet. “Except maybe Ben, but he plays too much Wii bowling, which should disqualify him.”
“Hey!” Ben protested good-naturedly. “Virtual practice counts.”
The ritual of exchanging street shoes for bowling ones provided Edward with his first challenge of the evening. He eyed the scuffed blue and red monstrosities with barely concealed distaste, his heightened senses overwhelmed by the layered tapestry of human scents embedded in the synthetic material. Dozens upon dozens of distinct odor profiles competing for his unwilling attention. Sweat, skin cells, nail polish, athlete’s foot medication.
“You okay?” Devi whispered, catching his expression as the bored attendant slid the shoes across the counter.
“Perfectly fine,” he replied smoothly, though his mind was already calculating the exact chemical formula he would need to disinfect his feet later. Some aspects of vampiric powers were majorly inconvenient.
As they settled into their lane and entered their names into the scoring computer, Edward mentally reviewed his strategy. He had spent the previous evening watching VHS recordings of professional bowling tournaments he had borrowed from the Forks Public Library, analyzing the physics of the game, and calculating exactly how much strength a human male of his build would reasonably possess. Now he needed to implement his plan: start poorly, improve gradually, and finish with a respectable but not suspicious score.
“Ladies first,” Ben announced, gesturing toward Angela with a flourish.
Edward watched carefully as each of them took their first turns, cataloging their techniques. Angela bowled carefully but with limited power, sending her ball straight down the middle for a solid seven pins. Ben approached with excessive confidence, applying too much spin and leaving a difficult split. Devi stepped up hesitantly, her form a charming mixture of determination and uncertainty as her ball veered dramatically into the gutter.
“Told you,” she laughed, returning to drop beside Edward on the molded plastic seat.
When his turn came, Edward selected a sixteen-pound ball, the heaviest available. It still felt like a feather in his grip. He approached the lane with deliberate awkwardness, releasing the ball with a precisely calculated wobble that sent it careening into the gutter.
“Looks like we’re tied for last place,” he told Devi with a wink.
By the fourth frame, Edward had orchestrated his “improvement.” His first gutter ball was followed by knocking down three pins, then seven, until he was hitting occasional spares that kept him competitive but not dominant.
Between games, they gathered around the small table behind their lane, where a large pizza sat mostly untouched by Edward but enthusiastically consumed by the others. He maintained his charade by occasionally raising a slice to his lips, turning slightly to hide the sleight of hand that transferred the food to a napkin rather than his mouth.
“I can’t believe you’ve never been bowling before,” Ben commented, grabbing his second slice. “Didn’t they have bowling alleys back in Alaska?”
“Not near our home,” Edward replied smoothly, having prepared this cover story in advance. “We were quite isolated.”
“Explains the pale complexion,” Ben joked, oblivious to Angela’s subtle elbow nudge.
When Devi’s turn came around again, she stood with exaggerated determination, only to send another ball straight into the gutter.
“I’m hopeless,” she declared, turning back with an exasperated smile.
“Let me help,” Edward offered, rising from his seat. He positioned himself behind her, his body aligning perfectly with hers as his arms encircled her to demonstrate the proper form. The heat of her back against his chest, her scent enveloping him in jasmine and sandalwood, momentarily distracted him from the charade he was maintaining.
“Keep your arm straight,” he murmured, his lips close to her ear, “and follow through after you release.”
He felt the slight shiver that ran through her at his proximity, heard the subtle catch in her breathing that human ears would miss. The knowledge that he affected her as powerfully as she affected him never failed to astonish him.
“Like this?” she asked, her voice slightly breathless as she practiced the motion with his guidance.
“Perfect,” he whispered, allowing himself to brush his lips against the shell of her ear before stepping back. “Now try it for real.”
Her resulting throw wasn’t perfect, still veering slightly to the right, but knocked down seven pins, earning a cheer from Angela and Ben.
“That was quite the coaching session,” Angela observed quietly as Devi celebrated her minor victory. The knowing smile that curved Angela’s lips told Edward she had missed nothing of the intimacy of the moment.
“She’s a quick learner,” he replied, unable to keep the fondness from his voice.
Ben, meanwhile, remained gloriously oblivious, focused entirely on his upcoming turn. “Watch and learn, everyone,” he announced, selecting his ball with a flourish that belied the mediocre throw that followed.
After finishing the game (Angela won, to Ben’s theatrical dismay), they migrated to the arcade section where Ben immediately challenged Edward to a basketball shooting game. Edward calculated how many baskets to miss to make his victory appear narrow but earned, all while keeping one part of his awareness fixed on Devi and Angela playing skee-ball nearby.
Later, as they drove home through the quiet streets of Forks, Devi dozed lightly in the passenger seat. Edward drove one-handed, the other gently holding hers across the console, his thumb tracing patterns on her warm skin.
He marveled at the transformation of his existence since her arrival. For decades, human interactions had been a tedious necessity: performances undertaken to maintain their cover, to blend in despite standing apart. Now with Devi beside him, these same interactions held meaning and joy he had never anticipated.
Tonight he had worn filthy borrowed shoes, pretended to eat disgusting pizza, deliberately performed below his abilities, and endured the sensory onslaught of a bowling alley. All things that would have registered as irritations in his former existence. Yet it had been one of the most satisfying evenings of his life, because he had experienced it through the lens of Devi’s enjoyment, through the connection they shared with Angela and Ben, through the simple pleasure of being treated as just Edward rather than the monster he had always believed himself to be.
As her fingers twitched slightly in sleep, curling more tightly around his, Edward realized that every moment of his long existence had been leading him here, to this quiet life of loving and being loved in return.
The monster he had been would never have believed such happiness possible. The man he was becoming could imagine nothing else.