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The ringing headache was Expies reminder that they needed to inject some form of opioids soon- it had started as a way to sooth the horrible pain from breaking their left arm, and although the bone was currently healing, the addiction was only getting worse.
Letting out a loud irritated sigh, expie used their paw to shuffle through their bag to get out another syringe just to silence the worsening urge- they blindly felt around for a minute before getting worried, looking in the bag for their fear to be confirmed:
They had used the last one earlier- they weren't sure how much earlier, it couldn't have been too long because the needle mark in their arm still felt sorely fresh.
Panic set in quickly, making them start to check repeatedly in their bag to make sure there was none hiding- there weren't, just bandages and scarce food items. They hadn't been able to eat very much since the opioids made them sick.
Manually, they calmed their breathing. Slow deep breaths as they tried to figure out what to do, only made more difficult by the increasing headache and trembles their body started giving.
Expie decided they'd continue down and see if they could find a medical crate to lockpick- they didn't find that, instead finding a Pod with a survivor inside. Praying to everything they could remember, they begged for the survivor to have some form of opioid.
Walking into the pod, they were greeted without warmth- likely because of how horrible they look, sunken eyes and patchy fur that was partly hidden by all the bandages that coated their countless wounds. Their own fault for not being careful, all reminders of not to jump off random cliffs you can't see the bottom of.
Forcing down twitches, Expie interrupted the strangers complaints about the blood dripping on the floor.
"You- do you have any. . Uhm... Any drugs at all...?"
They tried not to sound like they were aching, failing and sounding even more pathetic than they would've just asking normally. The stranger squinted, judging the poor thing before signing.
"Yeah. I've actually got a couple, if you can trade for them."
They were blunt, obvious contempt in their voice. Despite that, Expie let out a quick sigh of relief- the white fur must mean they're an angel, because they had just saved them from worse symptoms.
Expie smiled, reaching into their bag only to get hit with dread again- they had nothing really to trade for it. Half used bandages, half eaten dog food, and nothing else. even if they sold the back pack, it wouldn't fully cover it.
Anxiously, they glanced at the Milky. Their smile returned, but this time nervous and clearly pleading.
"... I.... I really need this- like- really NEED this..- I don't have anything but.."
They shrank into themselves as the Milky stared at them, incredibly unimpressed. The Milky were going to kick Expie out, the words "get the fuck out" were cut off when they thought about it a bit longer-
It had been a while since another survivor came asking for something, and even they got lonely.
Instead, the white furred creature cleared the hate from their throat, Forcing a smile back at the Expie as they contemplated if the trade they had in mind was worth it.
"I'm not giving you anything without a return- I'm not a charity.. But, I know what you can offer me. "
Expie's eyes sparkled hopefully at that, their tail wagging behind them. They didn't take note of how the Milky looked them up and down with a hunger reserved for predator animals.
"What- what can.. I give you? Anything- I really need this...!"
The Milky laughed- a soft yet empty sound, it echoed off the pods walls.
"Looking at you, I'm sure you've offered it before- I want a sexual favor from you. In return, I'll give you some opioids."
Any relief or excitement washed off of Expie like they never had it to start with, their tail went still as they stared in shock. They hadn't expected that- it made them feel slightly nauseous to even think about doing.
Yet, the nausea came second to the throbbing headache and itching prickling sensation all over their body. They scratched at their bandaged arm nervously, thinking about it deeply.
".. You don't have any requirement to agree, I just won't give you anything and you'll have to leave my pod."
The Milky tried to encourage them one way, working quickly because Expie didn't know how far until the next pod or chance to get anything- they weren't sure how far they'd get in such a state.
Expie let out a soft whine, wincing at having to give consent despite really not wanting to.
".. Y.. Yeah, yeah I... could do that... Uhm- can I have it first though- I feel awful-"
They reached a paw toward the syringe, getting it slapped away before they could grab it. They whined softly, jerking it back in surprise.
"What, so you can take it and rush away? You're out of your mind. You can have it after."
Expie frowned deeper, reluctantly nodding along since they couldn't do anything else in the situation. The helplessness came second to how miserable they became every moment that passed.
At first they weren't really sure what sexual favor entailed- pitifully, they were willing to do anything, but they prefered not to do most.
In their fortunate, they weren't expected to actually have proper sex- The Milky had thought about it and deemed the Expie too dirty and too much of a risk to do much with them.
Instead, they allowed the Milky to guide them to their knees slowly. The Milkys fur was much softer than their own, it was strange to feel something soft as a feather in the hellhole they had been sent to.
Expie's gaze stared upward, frowning deeply as the Milky stared down at them- there was no gentleness or fondness in their look, even the lust that was there seemed very little.
Since they were stating upward, they didn't see the semi hard member that was pressed to their cheek already- since they didn't wear clothing very often, there wasn't anything to remove.
They whined quietly, not enjoying the uncomfortable warmth that came off of the thing pressed to them.
"... Well?"
The Milky spoke impatiently, not wanting to waste time on this creature.
Expie nodded In understanding, fixing their gaze to the thing pressed to them. They opened their muzzle, being mindful of their teeth while taking the half-hard member into their mouth- it tasted strange, but since it wasn't fully erect it fit in his mouth without physical discomfort.
They weren't very experienced with this, but luckily the Milky hadn't feel another persons mouth in long enough that the wet warmth was enough to make up for the awkwardness.
Slowly, Expie began pushing their tongue around it and tried to ignore the strange taste. It got more uncomfortable when the white furred creature got harder and it took more space up in Expie's mouth.
After a while, it was fully erect and the tip pressed against the back of Expie's mouth. They gagged softly, attempting to pull away only to have their head grabbed and forced back.
It hurt for the hardness to be shoved down their throat suddenly, making them let out choked gags and put their paws on the Milky's thighs to shove away- it didn't work, the withdrawal had made them too weak to fully fight back.
Expie didn't even have to move anymore, as the Milky made themselves comfortable thrusting down their throat and helping themselves.
Their throat felt like it was being slit open from the inside, irritation mimicking the feeling of bleeding despite it not being torn. Expie's eyes shut tightly, tears forming at the corners of their eyes.
Expie's body was entirely made of pain; from the painful intrusion, the withdrawal symptoms getting worse, and the wounds from their adventures to get to this point. Their head spun aggressively, threatening to faint any moment, yet the texture in their mouth kept them too conscious to fully black out.
The Milky didn't notice nor care about any of that, instead they realized with the way Expie was in their knees they got a really good view of their paws- little yellow paw pads that looked somewhat similar to gel squishys. They had some cuts from obvious glass, but they had healed up and complimented the paws.
They looked incredibly cute, The milky thought about using their paws to press down and feel the smoothness of them- or to have them rubbed on his cock, although that would give health concerns because God knows where the thing had stepped before.
The fur around them was unkempt, not trimmed or anything. That was gross.
Expie gagged which caught the Milky out of their thoughts, they forgot the little guy was down there. The white furred creature cleared their throat, using the paw that was held onto their head to gently pet them instead.
It was weird, Expie liked being pet even in such a situation. Their tail involuntarily wagged, slowly swaying behind them which caught the Milky's eye- even less of a reason to feel guilt, they guessed.
Trying to not be pitiful, Expie held in sobs of pain. Tears still trickled down their cheeks, wetting the fur and having it slick down.
Drool dripped down their chin from how full their mouth was, hitting the floor to be noticed by neither of them in the moment- later the Milky would grumble cleaning it up, though.
"For wanting something from me, you sure are making me do everything."
The Milky huffed it out, yet it didn't have the annoyed tint the rest of their sentences had- they seemed completely fine just taking what they wanted. It wasn't like Expie could do anything about it, anyway.
Unwillingly, Expie took a mental note on the taste of precum forcefully sliding itself down their throat. Every thrust pushed more down their throat, mixed with their own drool that hadn't had the chance to escape through the corners of their lips yet.
Their body was more sore every second, withdrawal making their eyes go hazy and their vision darken around the corners. Whines turned into very quiet whimpers that were obvious to stop soon- they weren't dying, if that was lucky or not was really hard to tell, but instead they were fainting
The Milky paid attention to it this time, staring and letting out an irritated huff as he reached over and grabbed a syringe.
Expie saw this, trying to pull their head away so they could accept it, yet the second they tried their head was shoved right back down by the free paw. They let out a weak whine, staring up at the white furred Milky.
Figuring out the best way to do this as quick as possible, the Milky wrapped one leg around Expie so they wouldn't be able to pull away, then they removed the free hand and started getting the syringe set up.
Accidentally, the Milky's paw had stepped on the Expie's back leg right where a bandage hid a nasty open wound- instead of removing their paw, they pushed it down so the pain would keep Expie awake longer while they did this.
"Hold still- if it breaks off in you, I'm not picking it out for you."
They huffed quietly, Expie nodding the best they could to show they understood. Despite the uncontrollable twitches, they did a good job of sitting still as the needle was pricked into their arm.
The sting of the needle was worth it, especially since it only lasted a second and the Milky was surprisingly careful with it.
It only took a second for the headache and pain to fuzz away into a more blissful feeling- it made Expie's body feel lighter and all the pain melt away. Even the active thrusting down their throat that started again as soon as the needle was removed barely made sense in their mind.
The dissociation lulled them into a comfortable state, but since withdrawal was stopped they were no longer passing out. Their vision went white around the edges, forcing them into not focusing on anything.
Expie gagged slightly as the Milky somehow found a way to force themselves deeper down their mouth- instead of squirming too much or whining, Expie just lifted their paws and rested them on the Milky's thighs.
Their paws dug into the white fur as they felt the Milky get closer to cumming- Expie assumed they'd cum and that would be it, but even in their out-of-mind state they realised something was wrong when something thicker was pushing itself in their mouth.
There was no fight left in them, so they simply closed their eyes and let the uncomfortably large knot slip into their mouth.
It was obvious the Milky had not intended to do that- it simply happening out of a lustful urge that took over any reasonable thought. It was an issue, they did not want to awkwardly wait for it to go down, but it was a little too late for that.
Soon, it was snug and couldn't be pulled out, Expie felt a liquid rolling down their throat. They didn't get a good taste of it because of how deep they currently had it, yet they still felt the warmth.
They would've been disgusted if in their right mind, but the opioid had shushed it into being completely empty and quiet. Simply accepting the situation.
The warmth slicking down their throat mixed with the drug flowing through their blood had an incredibly weird bodily response- expie felt themselves twitching between their legs, which quickly built up to cumming as well.
It painted their thighs pitifully, dirtying the bandages and black fur. It was barely a minute, and they were completely untouched in any way besides the violent railing of their mouth.
The Milky only noticed after their high calmed down and they finally finished cumming, any guilt in their mind was now completely erased.
"... Glad you enjoyed yourself. Give me a minute and I'll be able to pull out."
Expie nodded half mindedly- the discomfort and difficulties breathing hardly a concern in his mind. Their paws dropped to their sides instead of holding onto the white fur, sitting there with the swollen knot resting on their tongue.
It took a good 15 minutes before the Milky was finally able to pull out- Expie was very fine in those minutes, obviously high off his ass, but the Milky was sober. They had to stand there uncomfortably simply waiting.
They let a sigh of relief out when they finally were able to pull away, watching as Expie leaned against the pod wall instead and took deep gasps. Drool dripped down their chin, they didn't seem to notice it though since it went unwiped.
The Milky watched as Expie fell asleep right there, their eyes shutting and their breathing evening out overtime.
Opioids and pain killers were put in their bag for when they woke up- not all of them, barely any really. Better than nothing, certainly, but still insulting for the sore throat Expie would have for the next while.