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I held Bella on my lap securely-- my left arm curled around her waist, thumb rubbing miniature circles into her stomach.
Fortunately for me, her dad was out of town. Even if I couldn't read his mind, it was painfully easy to know he wasn't fond of me. So we could do what we pleased while he was away; yet here we were, in Charlie's kitchen, slowing rocking on the the chair in the corner.
Bella looked up at me with her sweet chocolate-brown eyes and sighed. College, not her favourite topic to be discussed, was exactly what we were talking about.
I broke the silence cautiously, "So..."
She waited patiently for a few seconds while I prepared myself for her reaction, and I enjoyed feeling her warm breath against my neck while she softly exhaled.
"How do you feel about going to that college in Alaska? I did all my research and it's exactly what we're looking for," I finally stated.
Bella rolled her eyes immediately.
"Edward, you know I told you I already have my mind set in Washington." She pursed her lips for a second before speaking again, "Besides, there's nothing wrong with going local, and you know my college fund is a helpless case at the moment."
I chuckled. If she thought that money was the problem, then she was vastly wrong. By now she should know that I would do anything, and paying a measly college fund for her was extremely trivial.
I squeezed her with the arm surrounding her waist, and she squirmed in response on top of my lap. The newly added pressure from her response sent immediate sparks through my body.
Accidentally, I released a strained groan from the back of my throat. I didn't manage to hold it back and i noticed crimson blush flood to her pale cheeks. Looking down at her, I seriously couldn't believe how gorgeous this girl was. My girl.
"You'll be the death of me Bella," I kissed her forehead, tenderly.
"All in a days work," She smirked. And I couldn't help but flash her my most charming, crooked grin.
"Carrying on what I was going to say," I started, "Was that Alaska is very dark and rainy, we can attend night classes if needed anyway and-"
"You said WE can attend night classes?" Her eyes sparkled with something I wasn't sure of.
I cocked my head. "Yes?"
"So you're hinting that you'll turn me into one of you before collage?"
I shook my head at her eagerness, how could such an innocent girl want to get involved so badly with someone like me? it was beyond my knowledge.
I gulped. "Yes."
She wrapped her arms around my neck and crushed me with the force of one million hugs, my posture didn't waver, but it definitely affected me in different ways instead.
If I could blush I would be bright red.
"I think I'm feeling butterflies, Bella,"
She giggled into the crook of my neck.
--and then hesitated.
"But don't even think about paying for my college tuition! I am capable of this myself."
I exhaled deeply, she can be so terribly stubborn at times.
"I thought you said your savings were in shambles? Or in your words, 'a helpless case?'" I don't know why I argued back, Bella seemed certain.
"That doesn't matter. Right now I want to prove I can be independent at times, so your financial aid isn't something I want right now,"
"Do you plan on hauling a mountain of debt at Charlie to try and pay off then?"
She gulped. "No,"
"Just let me take care of it Bella, let me show you how much I love you."
A half smile reached her lips, "But I already know how much you love me,"
"Not yet you don't." I told her confidently, I don't think she could ever realize how much I truly loved her.
She was the sole reason of my existence and purpose. If my heart could beat, every pump of blood would be dedicated to her, like I devote each breath that leaves my lungs solely to this girl.
My Bella is my everything. If she is the earth, then I am the moon orbiting around her. She glances towards me, but I'm already staring at her. Bella is the only girl in the world who could get me on my hands and knees, there was nothing I wouldn't do for my love.
...it's so sheepishly easy to get carried away when thinking about her. I shook off my train of thought and continued:
"Lets make a deal," I proposed, "For now I'll aid you in financial support just to get you on your feet. And then you can slowly pay me back." My voice was thick and velvety, it was exactly the one I would use to get my way with humans. "I'll even make you pay interest if you'd like,"
"Interest?" She challenged, throwing me an funny glance.
I laughed. "Only if you'd like,"
Bella stared at me with her intense gaze before cradling her body further into mine. "It's unfair how you know exactly how to convince me," She muttered.
"I can't believe you're going to treat me like a bank," I snickered. "Just giving you the money would be so much easier,"
Bella looked up. "Well it never really is easy with me then is it?"
She was right. I chuckled and reached my hands up to hug her face in my grasp. I leaned my neck down and kissed her gently, the feeling of her soft lips against mine sent shivers down my spine.
"That's the fun part about being with you," I whispered straight into her mouth.
It was impossible not to inhale her sweet scent straight down my throat. It also ignited the familiar burning sensation, but by now it was so easy to just ignore it.
Like I said, I'm sure I could ignore anything just to do these types of things with Bella.
I looked down and noticed my love glaring straight into my eyes, transfixed with a mischievous smile. I had no idea what she was imagining right now.
"Tell me what you're thinking," I questioned, since she was immune to my special skill, it was strange for me not to know. I had to ask her this often.
She giggled, and I swallowed. "I'm just wondering about something,"
"And what is that?"
She tentatively placed a small peck on the corner of my jaw, then another, and another, slowly going higher each time till she reached my pale ear.
She hovered for a second. The warmth from her breath made me let out a shaky exhale.
"Is money the only payment you accept?" She finally whispered, and the sound echoed In my ears.
"Well..." I started "it depends,"
She noticed, wondering if I had caught on and flashed me a wink. My whole body went rigid for a second, God she was beautiful.
"What kind of payments will you offer to me?" I continued, smirking.
"I'll have to show instead of tell. Got any money on you right now?"
I fumbled in my pocket quickly, before pulling out a crumpled $50 note. She stopped for a second and stared in bewilderment.
"That's...that's not what I was expecting," She murmured.
"Will it still do?" I questioned cautiously.
"Maybe.. but it will take a while to pay you back," She admitted.
"How about you start now, and show me how this is going to work," I grinned.
"Of course," She answered immediately.
"We'll see," I added bluntly, chuckling.
Bella leaned up and clasped my face in her hands, she placed a small kiss against my lips.
"That's one dollar," She stated, pulling back into my lips and pecking them a few more times. "Five dollars
I couldn't stop myself from smiling widely. I could never guess what was coming when it came to Bella.
"It's sort of taking a while. I guess I could introduce you to another payment method," She blushed wildly.
"Go ahead," I encouraged. Bella nodded, and rearranged her position so she was straddling my lap, and her legs wrapped around my waist.
My heart would have been pounding against my ribcage if it beat. But I could definitely feel Bella's, and it was oh so fast. I hope she won't go into cardiac arrest with a speed like that.
And again, she placed her sweet lips against mine. We were like a key fitting into a lock, completely perfect for eachother.
The feeling was electric as always, as she dragged her hand behind my neck and I pulled her smaller body closer to mine.
My mouth against her, bodies suffocating each other, her silky hair accidentally brushing against my chin. It all felt so good. Almost too good. But stopping right now would be like trying to escape heaven.
Bella pulled back for a second and let out a gasp. "E-Edward..." She whimpered. And for some reason, saying my name in her vulnerable, yet aroused state, sent sparks straight to my groin.
"I've got you darling," I reassured her. If it was too much or I felt too out of control, then I could stop immediately. Could I?
But Bella occasionally throws herself headfirst into situations, and this was one of those times.
She quickly forced her lips back against mine, though this time it felt a little different. Same passion but with more eagerness.
My fingers dug into her waist almost too hard, but her body responded by rolling against mine. God, she felt so perfect against me.
"Bella," I groaned. She truly and honestly was going to be the death of me, one way or another.
Her smooth lips desperately captured mine in ways I wasn't ready for, and she... she nibbled against my lip, probably trying to open me up for more access. I shivered at her boldness.
We'd never got this far before, but there's always a first time for everything.
"Oh," I moaned against her hot mouth.
"Open up," She uttered. And I was sure I could die happy now. I was at her mercy.
I didn't waste time sliding my tongue into her sweet mouth, as our lips weaved together In a heated mess.
Her saliva was like smooth syrup on my tongue, she tasted as delicious as I thought she'd be, it was almost as good as her heavenly blood.
She was so desperate against me, so needy, so warm, and so damn intoxicating. My body felt drunk on her tongue.
Bella pulled back to catch her breath. She smiled at me lustfully, her eyes glistening with things id never seen before. It turned on something in my body that I didn't even know was there.
My lips were straight to her neck, feeling her pulsing veins against my mouth. It was a test of my strength, but my passion for Bella was too strong. I didn't want to bite her, but I could suck very lightly on her soft skin.
My hands dragged down her back as I claimed every single part of her neck, I silently hoped it didn't leave any marks that Alice would have to cover up in our favour later, as I sucked and kissed with more pressure than necessary.
I heard Bella gasp as I recklessly devoured her. The sounds that left her mouth were so delicate and so soft, I didn't want to stop. But I couldn't leave her hanging.
My mouth eagerly caught back up to hers in another hungry kiss. Our teeth accidentally clashed together in the hurry, and when we pulled away for a second I saw her perfect face again.
Her hair was messed up, almost watery eyes, and swollen lips. It was the most beautiful sight I think I had ever witnessed.
"Edward," She whispered again.
The sound went straight to my groin.
I was so, so fucked.
Bella brought me back to our kiss, and I leaned her head back to get more access into her mouth with my tongue, kissing her so deeply.
All these new sensations were overwhelming almost, but experiencing them with the person I loved somehow make it all better.
And suddenly in all the rush, Bella grinded our hips together.
I let out a low, gutteral sound that came from deep within. I had never been touched like this, ever, not in all my 104 years of living.
The newly found pressure was soon gone, as Bella's inexperience didn't know if the sound I accidentally let out was good or not. She looked at me almost anxiously.
I nodded at her, and it was like we had a conversation in our heads. I pressed both hands onto her hips and shamelessly rolled our bodies together.
This time we both moaned into each others mouths, our bodies in sync with eachother.
The space between her thighs lined up with mine effortlessly, like it was meant to be, even through all the unnecessary layers of clothing.
And then I finally pulled away from her.
I don't think I should let this get any further, my control wavered more and more as every second passed. I knew I'd end up hurting her. Even accidentally.
But seeing the look she gave me as I pulled back, I don't think I could stop. Her big puppy-dog eyes, staring right into mine, they looked confused. Why had he pulled away? They were asking.
I couldn't do it.
"The bedroom?" I managed, and lifted her up against me, my hands shamelessly groping her butt. She nodded and wrapped her arms around my neck.
In a flash we were in Bella's bed, sitting on top of her covers. Instantly, our lips connected in the already familiar messy kiss.
One of my hands wrapped around her neck, while the other trailed down the spine of her back slowly. Almost like I was teasing her.
I was on top, her smaller body under me, I had to be careful not to crush her with my weight.
I lined my painfully hard arousal up against the heat in-between her legs. The strain against my trousers was maximal, and I thought the button would bust any time soon.
"More," She murmured breathlessly into my mouth. But I wasn't sure if I was ready to give it to her yet. My control was not perfected, but that didn't mean I didn't want to give it to her.
So desperately I wanted to hold Bella down against the bed and make love till her legs couldn't walk for days, until the only thoughts she could muster up were my name, completely filled to the brim with my come.
"Oh Bella," I sighed, caressing her cheek not-so-gently, and grinding against her trousers, wishing it was her bare body.
And suddenly, Bella snapped. She kissed me harder than before, biting my lip-- hard enough to draw blood from a normal human boy. It should have hurt, but It didn't.
Fighting back, I opened her mouth wider with one hand. Our tongues connected immediately, almost fighting for dominance, but absolutely devouring eachother. Our saliva mixed, and it was so sloppy and messy, yet so pleasurable. It just felt so good.
She thought I wouldn't notice the hand trailing down to unbutton my trousers.
So I pretended I didn't.
I should stop right now, I should, I really should.
I even whimpered as she fumbled over my pulsing crotch with her pale, long fingers.
Stop her now...stop it....You're going to hurt her. The voice in my head snapped!
But my resolve completely crumbled when she pulled down the zipper, and then my trousers and boxers all in one.
The cold air hit my needy penis, and an embarrassing sound escaped my mouth.
It was sort of humiliating how hard I was. It sprung free and slapped against my lower abdomen, veins pulsing wildly, flushed a very light pink colour and bigger than it ever was before.
I haven't masturbated in a very long time, or I don't do it often at all anyway. It's not like I get urges for it, (Well until Bella came along...) but never once had I seen it pulse this hard, not even on the embarrassing nights that happen so occasionally, where I have to trudge off to the shower and relieve myself.
Bella looked down at me just at the time my penis decided to twitch and I was mortified.
She laughed. Clearly knowing how I was feeling, but apparently she didn't find it embarrassing. I heard her gulp for a second, before dragging a finger down the underside of my pale length.
I gasped and immediately grabbed her hands to stop before I could think what I was doing.
Maybe I didn't like feeling vulnerable, or maybe it was because it was all so new. But after pulling her away, I felt sheepishly guilty.
"Sorry," I murmered. "Can I make it up to you?" I suddenly decided.
"It's okay.." Bella replied understandingly, though her face was quite flushed. There were so many reasons of why that could be, though. "How are you going to make it up?"
I smiled at her forgiveness. "If you'll allow me," she nodded as I moved my hands up to her chest, showing my actions rather than telling. And I neared towards the pretty blue blouse she wore.
It was definitely my favourite, I loved how it exaggerated all her curves and how sexy it made her look. The blue complimented against her skin colour too, and I sort of felt as if she was indecent when she wore it out.
All the stares she received from civilians on the street were understandable, she did look like a human goddess, but I still didn't appreciate it.
My hands shook, I hoped Bella didn't notice, as I peeled open each button of her beautiful blouse, I didn't want to accidentally rip a button off.
Underneath revealed her pretty laced bralette. And suddenly, any resolve I had left to leave Bella alone tonight completely crumbled. I was left breathless.
My arousal pulsed harder, which I didn't even know was possible. Before I knew it my hands were all over her breasts.
I tired to fumble them though the pretty bralette, but it was too much trouble, boisterously I ripped the clasp off at the back. I wasn't patient enough for being careful right now.
Bella gasped with annoyance. "Edward! That was my favourite bra!" She protested.
"Sorry, my darling," I replied sheepishly, and placed a tender kiss against her forehead. "I'll buy you a million more, just say the word,"
She murmured an "Whatever" in response, so I continued with my task. I desperately wanted to pleasure Bella tonight, it was the only thing on my mind right now. (Well apart from myself)
Her bare breasts were finally in my view. She was even more beautiful than I could have imagined. My mouth was on her pretty pink nipple within seconds.
One hand fumbling around, pinching, circling the left, while my mouth worked on the other. My tongue licked, sucked, nibbled on her nipple.
I followed my lead with whatever made the beautiful sounds coming out her mouth louder and more desperate.
Every part of Bella was perfect, and I almost couldn't believe that she was all mine.
Her body was freely for me to explore tonight, and I really couldn't help myself.
"I need you.." Bella suddenly snapped. "I need your dick Edward, I need it in me and I need it right now," She practically demanded.
I would have laughed if I wasn't as desperate as she was.
Within the next second I had flung all of our clothes off onto the floor, discarded for us to find later. We were at our both vulnerable state now, and I was so glad Bella trusted me enough to let her see her like this.
The sweet smell of her arousel filled the air. I took a deep breath in and inhaled the heavenly scent Into my lungs.
"Should I prepare you first?" I asked Bella, unsure if she was open for some foreplay. Maybe that was for another night, I smiled.
The thought that I would get to do this will Bella another day, yet again, made me feel quite ecstatic.
"Not today," Bella slurred, she sounded drunk, but it was probably from how pent up and aroused she felt right now.
"I'll go slow then," I promised.
My bigger hands and longer fingers wrapped around Bella's calves, I opened her legs with ease.
Her perfect glossy, vagina was there, right in front of me, and not even the golden angels from the pearly, white gates of heaven could stop me now.
She was gorgeous. So gorgeous, my Bella. And dripping wet, so wet right now, all because of me.
I lined my overly-eager length up against her sticky entrance and immediately groaned as I felt the tip push in.
She was so tight. And my penis was filling her up so well right now.
"That's it," I ushered, holding Bella's hips in place. "You're doing so good for me, love,"
She seemed to blush hard at that nickname, I'll remember that for later. And her weak voice whined at me.
"I know you can take me Bella," I whispered. "But just tell me if it hurts too much and I'll stop, okay?"
Her pleasure was worth more than mine in this moment. It always was, and at the end of the day I would rather chase her high than mine, If it meant I got to see her features crease in pleasure when she climaxed.
I pushed my hips against hers further, and an erotic squelch filled the room.
My hands held her waist roughly in place. And I made sure to look her straight in the eye at the final thrust when I entered her fully for the first time ever.
She moaned loudly, the sound was like a sweet melody to my ear, It shot sparks straight down my spine.
Her hot heat pulsated around me, I wanted to ruin her so badly right now. But I let her adjust to my size for a few seconds, before I finally pulled outwards.
And thrusted straight back in, she squeezed my cock so tight around me that I almost saw white.
Her body bended perfectly with mine as I slowly sped up. The hot pants leaving my lips, breathless moans, and wet thuds filled the room up with sound.
Bella buried her head into my chest, and I gladly accepted the extra weight on top of me. I could feel her hot breath against my pectoral area, and the warmth emitted from her body felt nice. Her arms wrapped around my neck tightened when I thrusted into her once more, but with more force than before, and the sexiest sound I think I've ever heard left her lips.
"Yes....yes, pleeeaase," She groaned deeply, and gazed up at my face.
To my surprise, small tears sprung into the corner of her ducts. "Bella?" I whispered, carefully.
"'mm..okay," She reassured immediately. Which was good, because if she wasn't, then I'd have to find some resolve inside of me (that didn't exist anymore) to stop. "It just...just feels so good..." She moaned.
"Oh Bella," I groaned, spinning our intertwined bodies around so that I lay flat on my back, and she straddled my hips. This way she was in less danger of me hurting her in my aroused high. But also I got to hold my hands against her hips and watch as my penis hit her g-spot, deep inside of her vagina. Her face contorted in pleasure, and I knew that this sight would fill my mind the whole day during school tomorrow.
It was lucky Emmett wasn't a mind reader. I'd probably kill him anyway if he got to see this intimate moment between me and my love.
My hands jerked Bella up and down on top of me. The intense build up of pleasure in my groin felt like too much to handle, it was nothing like I've ever experienced before and I was so so far gone right now. The back of my head hit the soft, white mattress and my eyes rolled to the back of my head.
"Bella," I murmured under my breath. Her vagina contracted around me as I said her name, maybe it even turned her on further.
"Bella," I groaned again, "Oh Bella, Bella, Bella, Bella,"
"Edward.." She managed in response. I felt her squeeze around me again. " 'm close..."
And so was I. Oh my god.
The tension in my groin built up faster than before, and the hands that wrapped around my beloved's waist gripped harder than necessary. That thought did not cross my mind though, as her words encouraged me to make bring her to the brink of pleasure.
I reached my head forward and licked the tears away from her eyes, before bringing her mouth into a sweet tongue-filled kiss. Her saliva was just as delicious as before, as expected, as I felt her tongue battle against mine for dominance inside her mouth.
The squelching noises got louder and quicker in pace when I adjusted my rhythm to bring both of us to the perfect high.
Suddenly, Bella moaned. Loudly. And contracted so, so, tightly around my aching penis.
I was lost in the sensations she brought me to, and I wasn't sure if I ever wanted to go back.
A large load of built-up semen ejacuated straight from my body and into Bella's and a long cry left my mouth as her vagina squeezed me for the last time tonight.
it was an explosion of pleasure that had been awaiting release for a long time-- but it was worth it.
Both her and my body fell limp together, and I tenderly kissed the top of her head that was resting on my chest. "Are you okay?"
She sighed in content. "Better than, okay Edward," So was I.
I wish I could see the expression on her heart shaped face so badly right now, but I didn't push. The heavy sounds of her pants on top of my filled my sensitive ears... so I thought it best to just let her rest.
"I love you so much, Bella Swan."
"I love you more," She returned in her typical feisty manner.
I chuckled silently, knowing that wasn't possible in any time zone, world, milky-way, or universe. She was my universe.
"Oh yeah," Bella recalled.
"Hm?"
"Did I pay you back yet?"