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The winter wind bit through his uniform like glass, but Ilyas barely felt it. He ran, his boots striking the frozen cobblestones, lungs burning with every desperate breath. The grand opera house loomed in the distance, a beacon of warmth in the bitter night. He had to make it before the curtains rose. He had to see Irina before she took the stage, just to press his luck into her palms.
Irina. His sweet, ethereal Irina.
Only twenty-four hours had passed since they last parted, yet the ache in his chest felt like a lifetime of separation. He caught himself dreaming again, his rhythm faltering as he imagined the day he would finally earn a higher rank in the military. Then, he could offer her a proper life. Then, he could marry her.
They were children of the same ashes, forged in the wake of a war that had left them both orphaned. He had been eleven, she just nine, when they were brought to the asylum. Too old to be coveted by adoptive parents, the state had decided their fates for them: he was signed away to the barracks to become steel, and she was sent to the studio to become grace. Every coin they earned had been swallowed by the orphanage—a tax on their survival.
But tonight, the ledger was clear. Tonight was Irina’s eighteenth birthday. She was finally free. She could dance for herself now. They could find a small room, pool their meager earnings, and wait for his promotion. A real home was finally within their grasp.
The sudden, heavy oak of the backstage door slammed into Ilyas’s vision, cutting his thoughts short. He threw his weight against it, pounding furiously.
The door cracked open, revealing a young boy, no older than ten, wearing an oversized stagehand's vest.
"Has the show started? Is Irina still backstage?" Ilyas gasped, leaning heavily against the frame.
The boy blinked, looking at the breathless soldier. "The show is nearly over, sir. Her final routine just ended. Shall I fetch her?"
Ilyas could only nod, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath.
The boy vanished into the labyrinth of the theater. A few agonizing minutes ticked by, and then, as if stepping out of a dream, an angel emerged from the velvet shadows of the wings.
Ilyas’s breath caught for an entirely different reason. His Irina. Her ashy-brown hair was swept up, exposing the delicate, striking lines of her face to the world. Her eyes—a breathtaking kaleidoscope of blue, green, and gold—held the entirety of his universe. A brilliant smile broke across her face, and she opened her arms to him. In her shimmering, flowy costume, she looked less like a dancer and more like a goddess descended from a fresco.
"Ilyas! You're here! You actually made it!"
"I wouldn't miss it for the world," he breathed.
They collided into a tight, desperate embrace, holding on as if the earth might pull them apart. When she finally stepped back, she spun on her toes, letting the glittering fabric of her dress catch the dim backstage light. She smiled expectantly, waiting for his praise.
But words failed him. He didn’t know how to tell her that she looked like a miracle. Instead, he reached out, caught her waist, and pulled her into a passionate kiss. He poured every ounce of his unspoken devotion, his longing, and his exhaustion into her lips. When he finally pulled away, he leaned down and whispered against her skin, "My goddess."
"Irina!"
The young stagehand shattered the moment, popping his head out from the corridor. "The manager is looking for you. He wants to introduce you to the General."
The light in Irina’s eyes dimmed, replaced by a heavy, familiar disappointment. "I have to go," she whispered.
Time had always been their thief. Between his endless drills and her grueling rehearsals, their entire relationship was a mosaic of stolen moments.
"I have to head back to the barracks anyway," Ilyas said, trying to force a reassuring smile.
She offered a bitter, reluctant smile of her own and turned to leave. Ilyas began to step back into the cold night, but the sudden rustle of silk made him stop.
"Ilyas!" she called out, rushing back toward him.
He turned, a genuine smile breaking across his face.
"I love you," she said, her voice fiercely earnest.
Something inside Ilyas melted entirely. It wasn't just love he felt for her; it was worship. He didn't need a reason, or logic, or a guarantee of the future—she was his faith. But with the theater humming around them and the cold wind calling him back, he swallowed the depth of his devotion and offered her the sweetest promise he could:
"I love you too, Irina. Good night."