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Have you ever been scared in life? Ever felt that life was meaningless, always have a fast beating heart thinking of something, or maybe you’re just scared that you are growing up and things are not what it is used to…. Or is it just… fear living in our brain rent free.
Well I can reassure you, yes and sometimes no. It depends on what your life is going through, and maybe depends on what you see on the internet that scares you.
I had always been scare by the first things I see in those health videos, and also scared on something humans do in life, which is breeding. I’ve also been scared on dying! Ever since my grandfather passed, I was scared of dying. I was thinking “maybe I wouldn’t meet him when I die…” or “will someone be at my funeral at my death?” Yes, I let thoughts like if I were to die get in my head. I know some of you guys think that too and if you think that frequently, then I hope this story brings you comfort because I think some and almost everyone has that sort of feeling.
First of all, being scared is a normal thing in life, but also not a good thing. It could leads signs of health issues and leave our life to be harder than the one we have. So I am sharing some stories of what I remember when I was young, and also sharing the comfort I felt from friends and family. I hope my stories give you the feeling that you want and I hope you share your stories you remember from youth :)
When I was a kid, I was in Thailand, Bangkok, visiting some family. Me and my brother knew only a little bit of Thai, so when we need to communicate, we either say it in one word in Thai or tried to point at what we want. The thing I always remeber is that me and my brother would tell our mom “can grandma and grandpa take us to get ice cream!?!?” She would nod and our grandpa take us to 7-eleven. I can guarantee that you could never go anywhere without seeing that gas station. 7- eleven was me and my brothers food heaven lol.
Those times where my mom took me and my brother to the mall with our aunt and grandparents, along with uncle and our cousin, we would always eat at this place called Swensen’s, everyone had their own flavors and signature toppings, mines was always the whipped cream, not too sweet, not too bland, just right. I would never trade that memory for something else.
There is a thing in my family on going on vacations in Thailand. There is this family thing we do which was go to Pattaya, the beach there was pretty, and if you want more food and fun, I suggest to go sightsee when it’s night because it’s a night city. I remember me, my cousins and my brother would make a sand wall at the beach, and sometimes go to a seafood grill and play around in the sand. There is one time we went to a city near mountains called, Chang mi, the scenery was prettt and I loved the safari ride. There was this one time my brother and I got in trouble for playing in water and our mom got mad, it was because we were about to leave back to the condo and she had to use a blow dryer.
One thing I remember was my aunt getting married, me and my brother stayed with our grandparents with our younger cousin. We drank some hot chocolate (Milo brand) and it was yummy that our younger cousin had two cups while me and my brother had 3-4. When we walked in the room, everyone was clapping their hands, my mom came to us and she said “there you are, you missed the whole thing! Where were you? Come on let’s eat!!” That was the most unforgettable thing I’ve ever remembered.
When I was in church school days and my brother was in kindergarten (yes he is older than me) my mom would read us bedtime stories. My dad was at work most of the time so we were mother’s children and most of the time relied on mama. The story that she reads us was this big book of Disney stories. Me and my brother always picked Peter Pan, thought my mom wanted to read Snow White and the seven dwarfs for me. I despise that movie and show not because of the characters, but being afraid of a random person kissing me to wake up. We ended up reading Peter Pan.
When I was in my church school days, I had a heart for singing, I loved to sing to Disney songs, got bullied and they assumed I love Disney. Little did they know, I love the movies than the one who brought it to life. I loved the Disney movies that I forgot there was an actual person who made Disney world. The song I love most was either ‘let it go’(Frozen), ‘I won’t say I’m in love’ (Hercules), ‘I see the light’ (Tangled), ‘whole new world’ (Aladdin) and ‘Reflection’ (Mulan). I sang some pop songs when I was younger but never had a favorite song rather than my mom replaying “🎵THIS GIRLS ON FIYAA!!🎵” and that’s one Disney song ‘If you can dream’
Let’s talk about recent events. My friends introduced me to Twisted Wonderland, but never the game, just the song ‘piece of my world’ when the Anime was released, I decided to download the game twst because he said that it was on IOS. The funny thing is, the first character I set eyes on and peaked my interest… was no other than Floyd Leech, he is such a goofy character, I always told my friends countless of times that I wanted to adopt the leech twins. I thank the creator of the game for making the characters so goofy :3, when trials of rowmance came out as an event, I was down bad for Georgina Leech, I might as well would want to marry. I even had a list on female and male characters who I find hot 😭😭 so might as well share it for fun!!
First one is Georgina Leech, second one is Silvers mom, princess Leah (now it feels like I am saying a Star Wars character lol) the third one goes to Dyla Spade!!, and the fourth is Maleanor Draconia!! Those were the females and I love them sm that I would put a a ring on my finger if they proposed to me. As I got more in the story I never even think that I would be in love with some male characters and had dreams of them so imma put that list too!
First one is a massive hear me out which is Lilia Vanrouge, he is hot with long hair 😭😭 and I love that he cares for Silver, second is Jamil Viper… his smirk… his signature spell… snake charmer really worked on me… the third one, I don’t really remember who I said it was… might have been Leona or something, my last one is Silver but…. I still would go for Lilia.
To be honest, I am sorry for simping for these characters 😭 but you twisted wonderland fans can’t say anything because I know you would go crazy if you had seen a female and a male character that is…so PRETTY AND HANDSOME
I apologize if you find this story chaos but I have some characters I truly simp for and down bad for too 😊 and also my favorite characters in general . Please share what characters you love and simp as well if you like and some stories you had remember in your childhood!
The list fav characters <3
Alien stage: Mizi
Mha: Jirou Kiyouka and Kaminari Denki, Toga Himiko
Oshinoko: Hoshino Ai, Kurokawa Akane
Omori: Mari
A3!: Sakisaka Muku and Tachibana Izumi
SpyxFamily: Yor Forger and that ginger hair lady with the hat
Mystreet: Lucinda and Zianna Ro’maeve
Never forget, it’s okay to be scared, so this space is about comfort and making your mind at ease ❤️
Love from 0real! ❤️❤️🍩🍩🍪🍪🥛🥛