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“We don't have a lot of time! he’s here!” spoke states the moment he faced Mapicc..
spoke pull’s mapicc’s hand, grasping it as he starts to turn away. intending to drag Mapicc along.
But was stopped by mapicc that refused to move from his spot.
“mapicc..?”
“Stop,” mapicc said, still looking down, avoiding Spoke’s gaze.
“wha-?, he’s here-”
“Jamato told me that it wasn’t Leo who tried to kill him.”
the moment those words left Mapicc, Spokes can feel that something was wrong, something-
Both face each other, gazing at each other.
spoke with his confused and anxious gaze and the dark, deep gaze of Mapicc that was simply so unfamiliar for him. The moment I spoke, I felt the gaze; all words within spoke vanish in a matter of seconds.
“It was you” Mapicc stated, his gaze that was so deep with emotion, emotion so unrecognizable by spoke. and now spoke what emotion it is..
anger.
“!”
“bro-, HE told me EVERYTHING.” mapicc stated, he is not shouting. His tone was calm, but despite that, every inch of his body could only hope that mapicc was shouting at him, at least if he shouts, he can try to understand how he feels, but now.., spoke cant guess what is in mapicc’s mind.
“That's the most selfish thing you’ve ever done..” mapicc said, looking away from the spoke , hiding his expression but by the way he grits his teeth, clenching his fist as he takes off his armour. spoke realize that something bad- something worse is happening,
“H-HE’S TRYING TO TURN YOU AGAINST ME!, I-idontknowwhatyou’re-” spoke realized he is starting to panic he take a breathe before gathering his words once more
“i don’t know what you”re talking about.., we can go-”
“BRO-”
“We can just go” before mapicc can say anything spoke holds mapicc’s hand, his hand trembling, as he can feel his head going hazy. He doesn’t even know what kind of expression he is making.
spoke tried once more to drag mapicc but mapicc still won’t budge.
“Mapicc.. Jamato gonna come- he can come here any seconds-”
“spoke.. stop it-”
“PLEASE mapicc!, listen!” spoke cuts mapicc off again holding mapic’s shoulder facing him.
“I just want to go back to spawn, I just want to see everyone again.. SO PLEASE…!”
spoke and can feel tears coming out of his eyes but he can't think of anything.
“The exit’s just down here!, please!”
“spoke.. i’m sorry.. but i can’t let you leave-” spoke can see how mapicc starts to use that stupid cursed armor those soldiers used that-
“mapicc! please!”
“I messed up!, i know!I know I am a trouble!I know how I keep making you and dragging you to my mess..”
He didn't know what he was saying, words just spilled out of his mouth, and his vision grew blurry. He felt like he was short of oxygen, but he couldn't breathe.
“I promise.. i do anything just don’t turn away- don’t go without me!”
silence unfolds among the two of them.
“I KNOW, I know how I keep on making those jokes that you’re my sidekick, my assistant, that I am your boss..and all that!, TH- the truth is!, all along for me.. I WAS YOUR SIDEKICK!”
spoke doesn’t even know what it is he is saying, but he can’t stop it from coming out.
“you were the one that always helped.. ME.. like how you were the only one willing to go along with my stupid acts of stealing those duped items… but.. in return you even lost your base.. and it was my fault!The truth is.. I am a coward..”
….
“I did so many things wrong and made you get in trouble, and- I was.. I was so scared you would abandon me.. I am so used to everything going wrong.. to see it all going to shambles that I have these.. impulses to control everything so that.. nothing can go wrong..”
….
“and- and.. you were the one thing that always makes me go back from those stupid impulses.. I know it was stupid, shitty of me to lie.. and.. i-”
a hand came and embraced and spoke.
“Since we were a child there is one thing that never changes.. you are always a crybaby..spoke.” mapicc stated, stopping spoke’s sudden breakdown.
“I hate being lied to.. I hate how you even dare to lie to me and I also hate how you keep getting in trouble.. but.. I suppose I am the stupid one..for being the one that willingly let myself get dragged..”
….
“Come on..” mapicc stated leaving jamato’s armour stranded on the floor, giving his hand to speak.
tears stream from spoken as he holds that hand.
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“so, what's your name?” a child voidling asked the border collie child.
“mapicc..” the child replied, facing the voidling beside him.
“cool!, you’re my friend from now on!, let's show that stupid players who’s the boss!”
“..”
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- As much as you think you're a problem for me, the truth is for me you're the only friend in this wide world that always fails to shine light upon me... ,and you, you're the only one whose gaze shines on me... as much as I hate those problems... in fact I truly cherish those times because they make me realize that i was worth something with that brightest gaze that never fails to assure my worth..
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thanks :D!