Sitting On Top Of The World

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Series Begun:
2026-02-28
Series Updated:
2026-06-01
Description:

He had all he could ever want, and yet here sat the most powerful Sinner in Hell: slumped over his desk, useless and uninspired, wanting nothing in particular at a stupid hotel he had no hard obligation to be in anymore; here he is, fully healed, still feeling impossibly sore in all his limbs, suffocated by bondages that had stopped restricting his body more than a month ago.
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Alastor, most powerful sinner in Hell, struggles with the memories and unexpected consequences of having been Vox's prisoner — namely, his body's betrayals, and control slithering away from his grip.

Notes:

Despite the relationship tags (Alastor/Vox is only the rape, Vox won't be here, but Alastor thinks about him frequently; Alastor/Lucifer makes an appearance early in the second work), this is actually a Gen series.

Alastor is asexual, and he is both sex-repulsed and sex-favorable in this one. One of the main topics I want to portray is hypersexuality stemming from trauma (along with alcohol/substance abuse and self-harm). I think there really isn't enough of hypersexuality in rape recovery fics and I wish there was so I'm writing it lol. Alastor gets worse at impulse control, fucks, and feels horrible about it. He also does other stuff he regrets.

But it's all fine in the end! He's a piece of shit who doesn't believe in friends but there are actually people who care about him, what a lucky guy. The ending I've planned is a happy one (I think; depending on your expectations it might be a bittersweet one but it's supposed to end at a better place than it started). Hooray!!!!

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Words:
44,805
Works:
2
Complete:
No
Bookmarks:
6

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