Projecting onto Minecraft Youtubers to try and feel better !!
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And it Probably Won't get Easier, Just Easier to Hide (Prepare for an Aching the Rest of Your Life) by axeloto
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
01 Apr 2026
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Every part of Etho seemed too feminine in this moment. His hips were noticeable even with the baggy shirt he wore, his chest was poking out too much for comfort, his hair was way too feminine. Every part of him felt just wrong. With a sigh, Etho would turn away, knowing the more he stared and the more he would hate himself.
He still isn't out to anyone, and still hasn't tried to look masculine, and doesn't even attempt to socially transition with close friends. As much as Etho yearned to do so, he knew it was safer to not. He had no idea how his friends and family would react. No matter what happened, he knew he couldn't come out yet. No matter how safe he was, he didn't feel like he'd be okay if he did. He took a deep breath. He would be okay, even if he was pretending.Or:
Author projects onto Etho their experience pf being a closeted transgender !! yippie !!
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