Widow!Doctor

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• How to remember a beautiful man by YotmanSimcard

  Fandoms: BIGTOP BURGER (Web Series)  

  • Explicit
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  10 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Cesare/Doctor (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Cesare (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Doctor (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Frances (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Conrad (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Tim (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Penny (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Billie (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Post-Canon
  • Angst
  • Sad Ending
  • Marriage
  • Widowed
  • Mild Smut
  • impending sense of doom
  • Cesare does NOT have a whole decade left
  • i cried writing the end of this
  • Allen has mild mother issues
  • Cesare has trauma
  • Conrad is a sweetheart and can do no wrong
  • Frances is a lesbian
  • Wedding Rings
  • Smut has no bearing on the plot
  • top allen
  • switch in dominance

  Summary

  Doctor knew Cesare had been lying, a decade was far too long for the condition he was in. Cesare was lying.

  And there was nothing he could do about it.

   

  Except for getting a pair of rings to remember him whenever he was actually gone.

  Series

  • Part 1 of Widow!Doctor

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  9,705

  Chapters:

  6/6

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  13

  Hits:

  166

• Return of the Black Widow by YotmanSimcard

  Fandoms: BIGTOP BURGER (Web Series)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  19 May 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Cesare/Doctor (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Doctor (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Conrad (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Frances (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Tim (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Penny (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Billie (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Cesare (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • LDG (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Caligari (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Steve (BIGTOP BURGER)
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Allen is bad at coping
  • but at least hes not THAT depressed
  • Frances is doing her best
  • if you squint there is Steve×Tim and Billie×Frances in the background
  • but mostly its just Allen coping badly with his husband being dead
  • im so bad at tagging
  • only mature rated due to hint of boner in chapter 5
  • Caligari sucks
  • LDG is ooc but idk
  • Caligari sucks but again
  • if i finish writing this before the curse gets me oml i will cry tears of joy
  • reannimation
  • Coming back from the dead
  • for a second time
  • yearning from a distance
  • I'm so sorry about the lack of anyone but Cesare and Allen im going to try harder in 6-9 to write more of them
  • Caligari still sucks BIG TIME
  • Steve originally left earth to dmgo back to the troupe and stage but returns to earth
  • and i will not expand on why
  • because I am lazy

  Summary

  Part two of Widow!Doctor, so read How To Remember A Beautiful Man, first.

  Allen tries his best to fight a mental break now that Cesare is dead and gone, find some sense of normality. But that was never what these food trucks were about.

  All signs point to Cesare being alive and Allen has to let himself hope.

  Series

  • Part 2 of Widow!Doctor

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  10,869

  Chapters:

  6/9

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  9

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  80