cinnamon in my teeth

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• There's Things I Want to Say to You (but I'll just let you live) by shliapnikovvv (NnoitraSzayel)

  Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  17 May 2026

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  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Rose Landry
  • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
  • Victor St. Simon
  • Svetlana Vetrova
  • Break Up
  • Eventual Happy Ending
  • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
  • Episode: s01e05 I'll Believe in Anything (Heated Rivalry)
  • hospital scene rewrite
  • No beta we die like Grigori Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Ilya briefly uses alcohol as a coping mechanism
  • Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
  • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
  • The Cottage reimagined
  • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
  • Ilya Rozanov has a wet dream about Shane Hollander
  • Anal Fingering
  • Anal Sex
  • Top Ilya Rozanov
  • Bottom Shane Hollander
  • Oral Sex
  • POV Ilya Rozanov
  • POV Shane Hollander
  • Pre-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)
  • Autistic Shane Hollander
  • not discussed or a plot point just how the author wrote him
  • Yearning
  • Canon Divergence

  Summary

  Shane recovered at his parents’ house. For once, he didn’t watch any hockey games after the Metros were knocked out of the playoffs. He knew it baffled his mom, but how was he supposed to tell her that the only thing he wanted to do while watching was analyze and pick apart the plays with Ilya fucking Rozanov — the man who had eviscerated his heart?

  Some days Shane felt so empty he didn’t know if he even cared about hockey anymore. That always sent him spiraling into a panic, because how could he not care about hockey?

  All Shane Hollander was supposed to care about was hockey.

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  Or, what if Ilya had ended things in the hospital when he went to visit Shane?

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  • Part 1 of cinnamon in my teeth

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