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    Inspired by the song "Start Again" by One Republic
    I was heavily inspired by Back To The Past (And Then Some). There are a few key differences, but the general idea was the basis for this fic.
    Determined to right some wrongs and destroy the path that was chosen, Dean and a newly female Castiel go back to September 1st, 2005.

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    The Darkness no longer a threat, Amara repays Dean with a gesture he couldn't have possibly imagined, being confronted with someone he yearned his whole life to see once again -- but as both Sam and Dean would soon discover, more surprises lie in wait for the Winchester family. Both good and devastating.

    Join the Winchesters as they gear up for a family reunion nobody saw coming -- will the family stay whole?

    Or will the forces of the universe rip them apart once more?

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    Little fics based on promts.

    Day 18: Scrape

    Ps. I generally hate John or Mary bashing, and never, ever write it. They are both complicated, traumatised, grieving, and I feel for them. That's no excuse for what they did wrong, but, if you are looking for bad Mary or John stories, please look elsewhere. Thank you for your understanding.

    'Mary Cambell Winchester was trying to scrape her hands clean in one of the Bunker's bathrooms. She washed, cleaned, scrubbed, scraped. Scraped, scraped, and scraped. Slowly the blood disappeared from under her fingernails, her skin turned clean and white, and then red from the cruel grooming.
    She could not decide why she hated herself more. She abandoned her sons. Her baby boys. Since her return, Mary has spent a lot of time reading John's diary. She missed him enormously; he was her open, constantly bleeding wound.'

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    The demon wasn’t the first to come to collect.

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    (and that feels so rough)

    Five times Mary felt unsettled and confused by Castiel, and the one time she realized they aren't so different after all.

    +bonus nesting!Castiel and Castiel getting the TLC he deserves

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    “I can't help you,” Missouri tells Sam, reaching over to calm his shaking hands. She squeezes them gently, and the kindness seems achingly out of place here in the ruins of what might have been his childhood. “But I know who can. Some friends of your mother's.”

    My mom had friends? Sam almost asks before realizing how stupid it would sound. Of course Mary Winchester had friends. She probably had a best friend and another friend she only saw once a year but kept up with over the phone and another friend she went bowling with on Saturdays and another friend who she only hung out with because it was polite. Mary Winchester had friends and hobbies and interests because Mary Winchester used to be a person, not a martyr to avenge or a stick to beat her children with or a ghost who told him she was sorry.

    “You and Dean should see them,” Missouri says thoughtfully, squeezing Sam’s fingers one more time before letting go. “You’re Mary’s boys. That should count for something, even if you’re John’s, too.”

    (In which Castiel was always a rebel, Mary was never meant to be the perfect wife, and five almost-orphans must pick up the pieces before all Hell breaks loose.)

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    "I didn't know how she sounded."

    The thunk of Dean's boot hitting the floor almost drowns out his, "Huh?"

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    1/1
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    Rowena invites Mary out for drinks

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    What if the Mary that returned to Sam and Dean was as unconditionally loving as they'd always dreamed? It doesn't mean that it will be easy; but it's a start.

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    Dean gets called out to investigate a haunted hotel, when things go wrong dean blames himself but the people around him don't seem to hate him for it. He meets an old friend and maybe some personal development. (headcanon of deans second brush with the bagpipes)

    theres a lot of original characters in this, and one from a previous work on this account (in another life, son). pls enjoy!

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    mary leaves jack alone and things work out.

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    "Cas opened his eyes and turned to look at him, the discoloration near his eye clearly evident. Dean furrowed his brows and shook his head again. “What happened?”

    “Alistair.” He breathed out and sat up on the bed. “He’s been, uh, bothering me. For a little while. Or quite a while.”

    Dean sprung off the floor and sat up against him. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me? I could’ve prevented this shit.” He looked at the forming bruise under his eye and scoffed."

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    In which Castiel goes to Dean's after Alastair beats him up because he doesn't know where else to go.

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    It's just another day in the life for Agent Castiel Novak when he's called to the scene of a horrific bombing, but when he meets Dean Winchester, cold on the slab, he finds that he'll do just about anything in this race against the clock to change a future that may or may not have already come to pass, even if he has to make it up as he goes.

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    Cas calls it his checklist. After a bad breakup, he decided to draw up a list of things he wanted from a guy.

    If it were up to him, that list would’ve just been a list. He would've given up on love after Inias.

    But Dean wouldn't let him.

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    Castiel goes through something nobody wants to go through. But he does. It seems not even he, an angel, can completely glue himself back together on his own. Cas is still adjusting to human functions and luckily Dean is there to help. Unspoken feelings become known, but maybe acting on them isn't the best idea.

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    25/25
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    Life in the bunker is stressful, but it’s worth it for having a family that accepts you and all your weirdness. And while she’s happy for Dean and Sam, Claire’s just not sure how the appearance of Mary Winchester is gonna change things.

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    Mary doesn’t even know what home looks like these days.

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    Set after 12x2. Mary and Dean have a conversation in the kitchen, and it makes Dean think about things in a whole new light. Warning, some abusive language (in specific, anti-gay slurs). Destiel, angst, eventual smut, lots of fluff.

    John Winchester abusing the boys will eventually be dealt with, as well as some other angsty stuff. Rated for a reason, as my smut tends to get a bit raunchy.

    Part 1 takes place after 12x02
    Part 2 takes place after 12x03

    Spoilers for season 1202 and 1203

    Kinda trying to focus less on plot and more on small individual moments between characters. I have no idea what I'm doing with this fic, but it's not really plot heavy. Hope you guys like it

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    27/?
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    In this sequel to The Last Soul Sam Ever Touched, the relationship between Sam Winchester and Amy Sullivan, a woman in a wheelchair with telekinetic and psychic powers strong enough to make her a skilled hunter, is revisited two years after battling Abaddon. Never did it occur to Sam that he'd ever see his mother again, yet there she appeared to rescue him after Toni from the British chapter of the Men of Letters had tortured him. Now he must cope with not only his mother's resurrection but the unexpected mental damage torture did to him. The harder he tries to hide his suffering from his family, the further his soul spirals back in time, remembering another past life shared with Amy that just might give him answers to stop Lucifer in the present. For the Winchester son who only wanted a normal life, it seems like the harder Sam tries with Amy, the more he delves into the supernatural world. All he can hope for is that Amy can handle him long enough to build a life together. Can she cope with Sam's inner demons? Can he cope with having a hunter in the family with a disability? And will Mary find her place in the family again? (Diverges from canon at episode 2 of season 12.)

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    "They’re sitting up in front, the road stretching on before them, an endless possibility."

    Or, where was Dean's hand? An extended scene from the season 12 premiere.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    331
    Bookmarks:
    13
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    3,268

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