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At 14, Sam Winchester runs away (temporarily) to summon a crossroads demon. By chance, he ends up summoning the self proclaimed King of Crossroads Crowley and makes a deal with him. Crowley adopts him to make up for his own misdeeds.
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There’s a clown in the kitchen? by Destiel_is_canon_eonsold
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Jul 2025
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Based off Samuel’s fear of fucking clowns which is hilarious.
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Sam only wants his dad’s love.
Is it really his fault if he followed a clown who looked the part? It doesn’t make sense that John would be back from a hunt so early, but a nine year old can hope.
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The Red means I love you. Tasting your blood means I love you. (German) by MysterySmaragd
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 May 2025
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Er biss die Zähne zusammen und versuchte zu vergessen, was er bereits vergessen hatte. Nein, nicht vergessen. Verdrängt. Verdrängt und ausgelöscht. Die Erinnerung verbrannte bis zur Unkenntlichkeit, nur um dann wie ein Phönix aus der Asche wieder aufzuerstehen und ihn in all seiner Pracht zu verspotten.
„Ich gebe mir solche Mühe, dich in den Wahnsinn zu treiben“, säuselte Luzifer in einem widerlich fröhlichen Ton. „Und du tust es ganz allein. Nicht wahr, Sammy?“Nach den Ereignissen von Staffel 7 Folge 14 „Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie“ wird Sam mit der Quelle seiner Angst vor Clowns konfrontiert. Luzifer tut alles, was er kann, um Sam in seinem persönlichen Albtraum gefangen zu halten. Aber es ist nicht Luzifers Erscheinung, die ihn erschreckt, sondern die Realität seiner eigenen Erinnerung. Die Erinnerung an sexuellen Missbrauch, die ihn bis zur Unkenntlichkeit zu verzehren droht.
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- Part 1 of The Red means I love you
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The Red means I love you. Tasting your blood means I love you. by MysterySmaragd
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 May 2025
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His teeth were clenched as he tried to forget what he had already forgotten. No, not forgotten. Repressed. Pushed away and erased. The memory burned beyond recognition only for it to rise again like a phoenix from its ashes to mock him in all its glory.
"I'm trying so hard to drive you crazy," Lucifer purred, his tone disgustingly cheerful. "And you're doing it all by yourself. Don't you, Sammy."After the events of season 7 episode 14 "Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie", Sam is confronted with the source of his fear of clowns. Lucifer does everything he can to keep Sam trapped in his personal nightmare. But it is not Lucifer's appearance that frightens him, but the reality of his own memory. The memory of sexual abuse that threatens to consume him beyond recognition.
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- Part 2 of The Red means I love you
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Sam stared out the Impala window as it rolled down the road toward the town.
His ankle still ached from the werewolf encounter but he’d begged and begged Dean to finally go out, especially now that Halloween was around the corner.
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- Part 2 of Eleven-year-old Sammy
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Weapons of Mass Destruction and Fun by Driver_Picks_The_Music
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Apr 2025
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They froze and looked up at Cas. He was standing there with his head tilted to the side squinting at them. Sam huffed out a laugh and Dean gave a weak smile. They both knew they looked ridiculous, there were feathers flying everywhere Sam was sitting on his brother covered in glitter whilst rubbing even more glitter into Dean's hair, and Dean…. Dean was still missing his pants.
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Halloween can screw itself. At least, that's Sam Winchester's opinion on the matter. It's a completely unnecessary holiday. That's not to mention that it reeks of emotional damage. He's just fine with sitting it out, thanks. Or at least he would be if it wasn't for the tiny human who keeps looking at him like he's the biggest and bravest person she's ever seen (either that or she's gassy). Alright. He can man up, hand out candy, face a guy in a clown costume... wait... a clown costume? It's fine. Everything is fine here. He's not at all hyperventilating.
A short and sweet sequel to 'Where the Spirit Meets the Bones'
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- Part 3 of Across the Universe
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Sam and Dean take on a new case that confronts them with a dangerous Wraith. While Dean worries that Sam's mental "wall", which protects him from his dark memories, could collapse at any moment, Sam struggles with his repressed memories. But it´s not Lucifer who haunts his dreams – it is a deeply buried, decades-long suppressed childhood trauma. The past catches up with Sam in a way he never expected, and both brothers have not just to face the monster but also the demons within Sam.
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Dean Winchester doesn't remember what happened to his twin sister, but /he's/ safe and sound in Ellen Harvelle's Roadhouse. Drew Winchester hates his father for taking him away from his brothers and treating him like the little girl he once was. Drew and Dean begin interacting after John's death, and in true Ouran High School Host Club fashion, everyone gets their own lightbulb moment of realization.
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Why is Sam REALLY afraid of clowns? It's all John Winchester's fault.
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“你现在在boogeyman的巢穴里。”
轮到Sam笑了，“你也没说错。”幸运的是，他和“boogeyman”关系密切。Series
- Part 28 of 【中文授翻】Graveyard Digger, Coffin Case,Sinner
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DeanCas Horrorfest 3 : Revenge of the Artists - Terror As Sharp As Pain by Artemis73 - Illustrations by Artemis73, tallula03
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT (1990)
27 Oct 2024
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- Part 54 of Books and Fanfics Illustrations - 2020-now
- Part 25 of Supernatural Fanarts - 2013-now
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What Else Could He Ask For? by writing_gives_me_serotonin
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Oct 2024
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Sam hated how much clowns terrified him. Their strange, painted grins that often contradicted their actual expressions, their white faces that were cracking and peeling off most of the time, their stupid little red noses-
All of it unsettled something deep inside Sam, and he knew why it unsettled him, but no matter how much he tried to justify his fear, he couldn't help the wave of shame he felt every time a painted jokester passed by him and he jumped almost a foot into the air.
Alternatively: Did someone say deep-seated sexual trauma?
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Sam, still haunted by a childhood trauma, seeks solace in a pub after a humiliating encounter at a fair. Ruth joins him, offering comfort and urging him to open up about his past. Their evening together evolves into a deeper connection, as they spend hours talking, walking, and sharing a rare moment of peace, leaving both of them with unspoken feelings and a newfound closeness.
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Sam’s been afraid of clowns for most of his life, and Dean has wondered and asked why? But he asks the wrong way, the wrong question. And finally with the right one, Dean finds out.
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Sam dreams of Lucifer. What makes it more frightening? Lucifer wasn't cruel, wasn't threatening, no. He was nice.
Sam wakes up, afraid, desperate even, and the one thing that calms him is Gabriel. Gabriel with his assurances and staying up all night watching movies with him, talking with him. He even has flashbacks to his life and how it relates to him hanging out with Gabriel now, and the budding feelings that he wants to deny.
For a little while, at least, Sam can feel safe. For the time being, he is content and can laugh.
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- Part 5 of Sabriel
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Sam Winchester: Trying to stop Angelic and Demonic crap by Fandom_Fanatic007
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Oct 2023
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The sequel to Sam Winchester: The Boy with the Angel Father
Covers the events of Season 2 of SupernaturalSeries
- Part 2 of Nephilim Sam AU
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A five times fic with Sam and his worst fear.
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- Part 20 of SPNColdestHits
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One unclassified creature is just trying to live her life on earth as she sees fit. As fit as someone like her can manage anyway.
At least until things get a bit more complicated...