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Ghost has been hard at work tackling his aversion to touch since the 141 came together. He’d been irate the first time Soap and Gaz tried casually throwing an arm around him. He had felt repulsed, nauseous, scared…
Warm. Comforted.
It took him a few weeks to admit to himself and his therapist that physical touch was a love language he has been severely starved of.
Thankfully it’s a language that his squad is annoyingly fluent in. More often than not he loves being close to his team now.
Only Soap has this strange ability to make him crave more, though.
Featuring Ghost with a PTSD induced temperature regulation issue and Soap, who wants nothing more than to be used as a personal heater.Bookmarked by 11secondsfromabaddecision
03 Jun 2026
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Simon goes to sleep feverish in the 141 common room and wakes up back in Roba’s cell—at least, that’s what his brain insists. A bad dream turns into a full PTSD episode, a knife at Soap’s throat, and Simon retching over a toilet, convinced he’s still a prisoner. Price, Gaz, and Soap know better. If it takes a spare bed, cold water, meds, and three stubborn boyfriends wrapped around him to prove he’s safe, they’ll stay with him until the fever and the memories break.
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21 May 2026
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"He knew this wouldn’t work, but he needed it to work this time. More than when he was in Nebraska, more than when he was homeless, because otherwise Trinity and his friends and Jack and Robby would know. They would find him in this cold, dark room and realize how weak he was."
Or the Biological!Bdsm au that's been plaguing me with visions.
(Formerly known as "BlueAngelBby passed their brainworms to me.)
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09 Apr 2026
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"Soap and Gaz can't find out," Ghost snaps.
"We're all hybrids, Simon."
That they are.
Only they got lucky enough to be born that way.
Ghost shakes his head. “I’m not like them- not like you.”
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ghost struggles to keep the fact that he's a snake hybrid hidden. also, he's molting. also, things are going to get so much more complicated.
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28 Feb 2026
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“Do yae think yae can come again?”
“Dunno.”
“It’s okay, we can stop here. We don’t have to continue if yae’re done, lovely.” Johnny whispers, giving Simon an out, letting him decide when they’re done.
Except Simon apparently doesn’t want that.
“Can we try?” Simon’s not pleading, not exactly, but there’s an edge to his tone, and it’s… “I want to be good for you.”
Oh.
He is desperate, and he’s fucking cute about it.
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Simon and Johnny meet for a third session and Simon finally reveals what he was keeping close to his chest!!
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- Part 3 of When we met, I saw you and I saw love
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15 Jan 2026