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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    “I didn’t think—it didn’t mean anything between us.”

    “And with me?” Naim’s piercing eyes urged Ryan to lay his soul bare.

    “You’re different.” Was what he settled on to not reveal his true feelings. Naim was different. He was gentle and touched Ryan as if he would break. At night he played a montage of all the different versions of Naim that he memorized over the time they spent together. Naim, with his pupils blown from the weed, regarding him lazily. Naim’s warm body under his, letting out soft whimpers whenever Ryan pressed him harder against the concrete. Naim, holding his gaze at school and at church, the same way he held their secrets between them. Naim, Naim, Naim. Only ever Naim. Ryan knew what made him happy (late night talks and baggy clothes), what scared him (a lot of things but mostly heights and stagnancy and being forgotten), what turned him on (Ryan mouthing at his neck and when he pushed his tongue past Naim’s lips).

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    Ryan has lived with this curse long enough to be able to tell the entity and the real Naim apart. Or does he?

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    "Yeah?" Naim echoed, aroused by this. "Would you have punched me?"

    Ryan jerked back slightly, "What the fuck, Naim?"

    "Would you?" Naim asked, gripping Ryan's arm. "Just — hit me. Slap me. If you were mad enough?"

    Ryan licked his lips. Swallowed. "Dunno. Would you want me to?"

    "Kinda," Naim confessed, kissing Ryan. He reached down to grope Ryan's hardening cock. "Is that weird?"

    Sometimes, Naim needed fear. Controlled fear. Controlled discipline. It helped reel him out of the spiral of anxiety he got in. Ryan understood this. It was the most out-there comment he'd ever made, though.

     

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    Roughly five months after their escape. They're still wounded. They still love each other.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    ryanaim post canon typa fic but its kinda just one shots Hi

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    the first time ryan and naim speak ryan initiates it, or so naim thinks.

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    26 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    Ryan used to be such a sensitive boy, his violence was taught, his anger was fueled.

    Ryan learned to be mean to protect himself.

    How will one pathetic boy who's scared of every little thing change that?

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    26 Jun 2026