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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    READ THE TAGS. DID YOU READ THE TAGS? GO BACK AND READ THE TAGS.

    Dazai is bleeding out in a half-collapsed chapel when Fyodor finds him. He doesn’t offer help. He offers touch.
    Fever makes everything confusing. Pain, arousal, mercy—none of them come clean. Especially not from Fyodor.

    Whumptober 2025 - Day twelve - “It’ll be for nothing”, Sacred place, Withholding medical treatment
    Alts: “I hear you’re alive. How disappointing.”, “Hold my hand.”

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    20 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Fyodor had imagined Dazai breaking a hundred different ways. Writhing. Raving. Laughing until his own teeth bloodied the floor. But he hadn’t imagined this: a quiet, twitching wreck, trembling with every breath, soft whimpers caught in his throat like they didn’t belong to him.

    He should’ve begged. But he didn’t even do that right.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day three - Blood loss (Alt)

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    20 Mar 2026

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    ABANDONED, I’m sorry.

    The monotonous purgatory setup raises no stakes, no reward at the end of the road. Boredom seeps in this very game the Spectre plays god, and with unwarranted freedom given to an entity—a being of code—that craves power through torment, they mock their victims with a patch update:

    “Welcome to the next stage of the game.”

     

    “A dating simulation. With a side of death.”

     

    “One of you has been cast as the protagonist—the heartthrob of this hellhole. The rest of you? Suitors. Rivals. Background extras. Play your parts well.”

     

    “Win the protagonist's affection. Compete for his attention. At the end of this trial, the protagonist will have to choose someone. And only then will he and his chosen partner leave this place.”

     

    “Elliot, darling? Smile for the camera.”

    ( Check out this playlist made by windig! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3jWh83gmQdbxvimBQyptux?si=2c7702cce6034b9e )

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    15 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Coffee really isn't too much of his thing either, he's more of an energy drink guy. But, he always remembers—that charming lass always loitering around the corner on Sixth Street. [Zenless Zone Zero Fanfiction]

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    25 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    He knew Cloud Strife when that boy wore handmade nappies. He witnessed his first word and saw him take his first steps on warm-wood floors.

    Sephiroth knows Cloud Strife.

    But Sephiroth still asks, wanting to hear more of that boy’s awkward cracking voice, “What’s your name, cadet?”

    “It’s Cloud Sh-Strife, sh-sir!”

    (Or Sephiroth is in his late fifties, a few years from retirement, before meeting Cadet Cloud Strife by chance once more.)

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    19 Sep 2024