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  1. Public Bookmark 3

    This Cannot Be the End. by

    Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

    24 Jun 2026

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    “Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.”

    What could she do, besides support him and wait for him to help himself?
    What could he do, besides wilt in his own self-hatred?
    [ A post-episode 9 exploration fic of grief and mourning, as well as efforts to get up after hitting rock bottom from both POVs. ]

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 82

    The Abyss of Our Own Mind by

    Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

    26 Jun 2026

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    Months after giving up all hope on them, Pomni enters the pillow fort to find... Jax.

    But not the one she remembers. A new one. One with softer eyes, happier features and a big red bow on one ear.

    Jax has to figure out what the fuck to do. Because they are a girl now. And weirdly okay about it.

    Also: Jax has her egg cracked by God and has to find a way to cope after being abstracted for months.

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    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

    Time will change you by

    Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

    22 Jun 2026

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    An Au where Pomni helped Jax escape from his Abstracted form. Memories from when she first arrived at the circus slowly came back to when she first saw that same monster, but this time she wasn’t afraid. The monster wasn’t a stranger; it was a friend. She’d rather sacrifice herself than see another friend get hurt; that was the last thing she wanted.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

    Through the Warren and Back Again by

    Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

    23 Jun 2026

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    The stubborn jester hadn't moved on or forgotten, and she'd come way too far to give up.

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    26 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

    evil and equal (seeking to kill and create) by

    Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

    23 Jun 2026

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    pomni will do whatever it takes to bring jax back because...

    what if de-abstraction is actually possible?

    and if it is, like all good things, does it come with a price?

    (aka the aftermath of episode 9)

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