Aiyamee



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    Shane has known since they met that Ilya Rozanov was the endgame. The painful path to get there was always going to be their biggest problem.

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    Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp at 12 years old. They grow together, learn languages, learn they are soulmates, but for the sake of their careers choose to resist their bond and only hook up when their paths cross. A story of 9+ years of feeling half- alive and wildly in love, of grief, of endlessly pining, seeking the other, and how their sun-drenched happy ending was always waiting in the wings.

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    23 May 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    It was going to be a blue moon night, and Deaton needed some polite teenagers and a favor.
    Trying to help, Stiles and Derek end up stuck together for what feels like an eternity.
    But things go wildly off-script, and the result of the bickering is a chaotic kiss that neither of them knows how to handle.
    In other words, Stiles and Derek still have to deal with this.

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    He actually takes a moment to think about what Edwin said, what he’s being asked for. Edwin wants him to be happy. Wants to know if he isn’t. And not just in the way they already complain to each other. No, Edwin wants to know the big things. The ones Charles himself doesn’t like to think about ever if he can help it.

    Edwin, who has spent the last 35 years shying away from any emotion more serious than a chuckle, is asking to be let in. Let in even when he admits it doesn’t make sense to him. Edwin, who, in the literal worst place in the universe, stopped and stayed longer just to give Charles the key to his heart.

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    Emotional honesty does not come naturally. A look back and a look forward.

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    The sound made something sing in Edwin’s chest. He felt rather like the score to one of those sweeping, action laden films Charles liked should be playing in their ears. The bright, triumphant parts at the end when the building had exploded or the helicopter was spiraling out of control and the hero stood bathed in flames, victorious as it crashed in the distance.

    Being together doesn’t mean the experiment has ended. The parameters have simply expanded. They explore the concept of neck kisses.

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    11 Aug 2024