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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    They had rules. Not spoken ones—spoken rules were too easy to weaponize. Their rules lived in habits.

    One of those habits was: Chuuya didn’t assume. Not about touch. Not about sex. Not about affection.

    Dazai was… complicated. He wasn’t someone who wanted in a simple way. Want, for him, was a thing that came with hooks and history and a thousand reasons to flinch. Sometimes he did want. Sometimes he wanted with an intensity that made Chuuya’s hands shake, because it wasn’t casual. It wasn’t a distraction. It was Dazai letting him in.

    And sometimes Dazai didn’t want anything at all, and the difference was subtle—so subtle that in the beginning Chuuya had missed it and hated himself for it afterward.

    or: Chuuya learns Dazai in the ways that matter—when to pull, when to hold, when to let him drift—and Dazai, in return, keeps choosing him. Some nights it’s heat, some nights it’s just staying. Either way, it’s still them.

    “No Romo” Fest 2026 - Aroce/Aroallo, Partnering

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    27 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    the typical “everyone-gets-out-of-the-circus-and-continues-life” fanfic. all your usual content.

    well, there is this one thing.

     

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    transfem!jax fic where she was already transitioned before the circus, and now has to explain that. shenanigans ensue.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Dazai draped his hands over Chuuya’s shoulders, letting out a dramatic whine. “Check Twitter, Chuuya! They're already onto me!"

    Chuuya smirked. "Sounds like a you problem, bastard. Don't rope me into this," he said, Dazai letting out an affronted gasp. Did Chuuya not understand what he'd done?

    "But it's chibi's fault!" He complained, but Chuuya only shrugged. "That's not my problem," he said, nodding at the monitor. "They don't exactly know that."

    "And what if they find out it's you? Most of my chat hates you!" Dazai whined, shaking his head. "They'll have my head!"

    But Chuuya? Dazai's chat was not fond of the more straightforward and aggressive streamer.

    "Your brats are just like you," Chuuya replied. "Annoying and dramatic. You did it to yourself, love."

    Or: Soukoku streamer AU. Completely opposite vibe streamers, and their fans hate each other. The twist? They're married.

    NOW WITH AN (OFFICIAL!) PREQUEL BY HALEY: golden-covered chats

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    01 Apr 2026

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    “You won’t try to kill yourself again. Even if your mind screams at you, you won’t be able to. Your body won’t cooperate. You won’t be able to hurt yourself or purposely let others hurt you. You won’t die as long as you desire death or unless I personally let you."

    Dazai’s breath hitched, and his eyes widened in disbelief. “No, you can’t—”

    Then he felt it—something like a subtle shift somewhere inside him. He couldn’t pinpoint where the sensation started or ended, but it was there. And just as quickly as it happened, it went away, as if it had already sealed itself in him, became a part of him.

    “What did you just do to me?” he asked, the words barely making it past his throat, more accusation than question.

    “Saved you. You’ll probably hate me for it, but that’s what it was.”

     

    or, Vampire!Chuuya finds Dazai on the verge of death, and uses mind compulsion to make him unable to try to end his life ever again. After that, he disappears, leaving Dazai alone for two years of nothing but hatred and resentment toward the vampire who violated his will and trapped him in the pathetic existence people call life. Until, when Chuuya’s the one in need of help, their paths cross again.

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    16 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    “So…” Dazai’s voice cut through his thoughts. “Tell me I didn’t throw two thousand yen in the trash.”

    Chuuya turned his head just enough to glare over his shoulder. “You could’ve, I don’t know, spent a little more and bought a proper binder? Wouldn’t that have made more sense?”

    “Wow. I go out of my way to help you, and this is the gratitude I get?” He dramatically pressed a hand to his chest. “Tragic. Unbelievable.”
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    “They didn’t sell binders for dwarfs,” Dazai added with a smirk.

    Or a short fic about Chuuya dealing with transphobic people, coming out to his parents (not bad) and realizing he likes Dazai and Dazai likes him. 🌈Happy Pride Month.

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    20 Feb 2026