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    Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?

    Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.

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    “Uh, actually,” Shane says. He clears his throat, picks at something on his shirt. “Actually, I’m…”

    “Daddyyyyyy! Make Ruby stop pushing me! Daddyyy!”

    “I’m, um…” Shane says.

    Hayden thinks maybe he can’t hear Shane over the girls screaming, because he keeps missing the rest of that sentence. “What?”

    “I’m gay,” Shane spits out. “So.”

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    Shane comes out, first to his best friend, and then, in the first regular game of the 2017-2018 season, to the rest of his team.

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    Shane Hollander doesn't understand why everyone thinks he and Ilya Rozanov hate each other. He's pretty sure that in all the years they've been playing in the league together, they've never even talked before.

    Well, he's kind of sure. He thinks he would remember. He would remember something about Rozanov, if it was really important.

    Right?

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    “Goodnight, lyubimyy. Sleep tight, I won’t let the little bugs bite.” Ilya pinches Shane’s waist as if his fingers were the ‘little bugs,’ but soothes over the teasing nips with soft touches moments later. 

    Shane smiles sleepily at the alpha’s words. He drifts off to sleep knowing Ilya will stay true to his promise. He’ll stay with him while he rests and he’ll take care of him when the next wave of heat inevitably strikes.

    He’s very good at that. The whole ‘taking care of Shane’ thing.

    [Or: Ilya helps Shane through his heat like planned. Not like planned, they end up confessing their feelings.]

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  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    This is a story of extreme expansion and absolute degradation. Featuring heavy fisting, intentional prolapse, and the ultimate loss of control as Ilya claims Shane’s interior as his own personal waste bin.

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    Shane’s brain cycled rapidly through a half-dozen celebrities, porn actors, Grindr profiles, every attractive bartender who’d ever served him a beer, trying to find a comparison for this level of outrageously concentrated beauty in one person, but he was drawing a blank.

    The man—Ilya Rozanov, Facilities Attendant, his badge read—gestured around the supply closet. “I help you find something?”

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    Canon-divergent AU set during the 2017-18 MLH season. Shane Hollander doesn’t have a single Cup to his name when he meets a very hot and very annoying janitor who works at the Metros stadium.

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  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    I’m the king here tonight, Shane thought, so I get to fuck you.

    He gets to fuck Ilya Rozanov here, in Vegas, and nothing can stop him.

    OR: In Vegas, 2014, Shane wins the NHL award. His real prize is Ilya Rozanov.

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    Since the beginning of Freshman year, Shane hasn't been able to shake an embarrassing crush on Ilya.

    When Ilya is assigned to tutor Shane in Russian, all Ilya can think about are his cute freckles and some very annoying fantasies.

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    College au where Ilya and Shane are angstily crushing on each other over tutoring sessions.

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    Ilya's eyes snapped. Something hot behind them. "You think you are better than me?"

    Shane shook his head. It was like comparing apples and oranges, he wasn't sure how to even measure who was better. "No, and you know that's not what I meant. It's true, I'm more likely to get called up before you, and-"

    Ilya propped himself up, nose now inches from Shane's. Shane couldn't help looking at his lips, flushed from running. To his horror, Ilya seemed to notice, and he started grinning.

    "I think I will catch you." Ilya said, casually. "I cannot let you play without me. Would be no fun."

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    Baseball au. Shane Hollander is a tightly wound pitcher who has been dreaming about the major leagues since he was six. Ilya Rozanov is a cocky shortstop who is infuriatingly good at reading him.

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    Ilya's heart stuttered at the last clip. A video of hands toasting beer bottles. The camera rose and panned the hotel bar, swinging to Harris’s boyfriend and…Shane Hollander. Shane Hollander, in the same light blue shirt that Ilya had seen dashing around a street corner a few hours ago. Shane Hollander, a little rumpled, adorably jet-lagged, drinking at a hotel bar that Harris had conveniently tagged. Ilya knew, he just knew what he'd find when he clicked on the location. The back of his neck was buzzing, a bizarre intuition thrumming in him.

    The location opened, and Ilya had to bite back a laugh. Shane Hollander was in Hanoi, only a few minutes away from him.

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    AU Shane produces a travel show hosted by Rose. When the crew touches down in Hanoi, they cross paths with a pair of travel influencers that Shane would prefer to never see again.

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    They have spent nine years almost. Almost together, almost over it, almost ready to say the thing neither of them has said. Then one night changes everything and almost stops being an option.

    or: the toxic Hollanov you have always wanted

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  12. Public Bookmark 7

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    Alex's POV of Chapter 46 of IF:Deal, and the immediate aftermath.

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  13. Public Bookmark 10

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    One night in bed, Shane becomes curious about Ilya’s sexual history. He knows it’s a slippery slope, but he hopes it’ll kill any curiosity remaining. Except, he doesn’t expect for Ilya to mention one of his old teammates. Despite his jealousy, he wants, no needs, the details.

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    In which Shane finds out Ilya and Marleau’s past is
    more complicated than just being teammates.

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  14. Public Bookmark 2

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    Kip curled an eyebrow up, “Scott?”

    “You wouldn’t disobey a direct order from your General now, would you?”

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    Private Kip Grady's ready to report for duty. The duty in question? Serving General Scott Hunter.

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    rpfactorfiction

    Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.


    So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.

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  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    Shane and Ilya are both playing on the Centuars. They have not been outed. The team does not know about them.
    What would happen if Ilya kissed Shane infront of the team?

    (This was inspired by that one episode of friends)

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    ”Gladiator like me, I get to fuck rare beauties when I win. After, as you say, the thrill of my victory in the arena, I get to fuck it out on the prettiest thing they can throw at me, yes? Tonight it’s you, the most precious beauty they’ve sent me yet. Plump little titties that will fit perfectly in my hand and a cock wet as a pussy. But will you feel as sweet on my cock as you look?” Ilya smirked. “We will see.”

    Shane let out a soft puff of a laugh, then pushed on through the bashful fluttering in his belly. “All right. I’m the victorious gladiator’s prize for the night. You’ve got me naked and at your mercy.” He was conscious that his dick was fully hard now, and ignored the urge to reach down and begin touching himself in front of Ilya’s hungry gaze.

    ”I have all night with you, so I will take my time, I think. First thing, take a proper look at my pretty prize.” Ilya stepped back into Shane’s space, gripped his jaw in one harsh hand and squeezed it open. His thumb went into Shane’s mouth, drawing down his lower lip, and Shane licked him.

    In which getting fucked by a gladiator (again) is better than the movie.

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    When new Centaurs rookie Luca Haas walks into the locker room before practice, he’s greeted by his two idols: married couple Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. Two hockey players he’s been thirsting after for years. Too bad they’re married and nothing can happen.

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    Luca’s attraction to them is so obvious that they have no other choice than to welcome him to France.

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