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  1. Rec *

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    After Shane Hollander suffered a career ending injury in 2013, he had no idea what he wanted to do with his life. It wasn’t until 2018, when he connected with a surrogacy agency, that he finally felt like he could do something that would give him meaning and purpose once again.

    Oh, and by the way, his relationship with Ilya Rozanov also ended in 2013. That was because he fucking hated him.

    Oh, and by the way, It just so happens that Ilya, planning ahead for his unexpectedly early retirement, is looking for a surrogate to have his baby.

    A.K.A: the fic where Shane and Ilya never officially got together because they’re idiots, and now Shane has to decide whether or not he’s willing to carry a baby for a man he can’t stand.

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    31 May 2026

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    Regulus Black is sixteen when he defies Voldemort and dies in the cave – except he doesn't actually die. He's inexplicably sent back a year in the past, where he and James Potter have swapped parents.

    Knowing exactly what James is going through, Regulus begins talking to him and learns all about his insecurities and the mask he hides behind, but just as they start falling for each other and everything seems okay, Regulus wakes up back in his old timeline.

    Regulus is still in love with him. James doesn't remember a thing.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    He doesn’t know what it is to not think of wild curls and wilder eyes and a mind so brilliant it’s frightening.

    Regulus Black went and turned his entire life around. Made it better. Made it brighter.

    So can you really blame James for what he’s done?

    Falling in love wasn’t part of the plan, but he’s gone and fallen anyway—and done it with all that he is.

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    Or, these are the B-sides—a collection of small pieces of James and Regulus’ life during and after sweet poison.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    By the third week of school, Regulus’ crush is out of control.

    He’s always been a top student. Not to mention, law is his thing. He excels at it, but he can’t focus in class. Not when his professor looks this good in his suit, fabric hugging all the right places. Not when he runs his fingers through already messy hair and makes it messier. Tanned skin and broad shoulders, a brilliant smile paired with infallible kindness.

    Regulus has never wanted anyone more.

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    Or, Regulus offers to take care of a houseplant and ends up sleeping with his professor. Oops?

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Regulus has it all figured out. He keeps men on a rotating roster so none can get too close, works nights as a dancer to make the most of his chronic insomnia, and pushes everything he doesn’t want to remember about the past ten years into the recesses of his mind. It’s easier to pretend none of it ever happened.

    But when James Potter crashes into Regulus’ life with his fancy sports car, wealth beyond measure, and devil’s smile, it marks a switch in the natural order of things. James is a client; Regulus isn’t allowed to fall in love with him. Except James is the first man in a long time who can see past Regulus’ carefully constructed façade, and who could ever resist the temptation of being known?

    Or, this is a story about identity, addiction, self-expression, and love in all of the varying shapes they can take.

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    25 Feb 2026