Ayir_rambles
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“Join the paper,” Taehyun said. “It’ll be fun, you write well, and it’s good for your resume!” he said. Well. Kai is certainly not having fun right now, and since Taehyun was the one who basically signed up for him, he’s leaving all the blame on his lap.
or, Kai joins the paper, and tries to figure out just exactly what's going on between his editor-in-chief and the boy constantly hovering around him.
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18 Jul 2023
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The way water runs from the tap to the sink and below, Beomgyu, too, had inevitably fallen into a hole he would go through again and again, but never as whole as the first time. This was him, falling for Kai like every time before, not the same, yet not any better. Always deployed to fall and crash. This was Kai, this was love, slipping away even from his cupped hands.
“I don’t hate you, I could never hate you.”
He breathed slowly and then he whispered, “But do you love me?”Series
- Part 1 of first slowly then all at once
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12 Jul 2023
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no haloes by eros (beautifulnotrealistic)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
23 Jun 2023
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Beomgyu hires an alpha service to get him through the first heat he's had since a devastating break-up two years ago.
The last thing he expects is for his ex-boyfriend to show up at his door.
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09 Jul 2023
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Soobin had always needed to list his thoughts to help him function. It was his security blanket, his last grip on life. So:
1. his life was in shambles
2. ... no, there was no structure to add to that
3. everything was a mess and it was on fire and that made it very, very hard
4. Choi Yeonjun made it even harder
5. Choi Yeonjun, Choi Yeonjun, Choi fucking YeonjunSoobin wanted to trust him, truly. But what is trust, if not a fragile thing?
Soobin and Yeonjun have a history, but he and Beomgyu go way back- Language:
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08 Apr 2023
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reactance theory (n) - a model stating that in response to a perceived threat to or loss of a behavioral freedom, a person will experience psychological reactance—a motivational state characterized by distress, anxiety, resistance, and the desire to restore that freedom. According to this model, when people feel coerced into a certain behavior, they will react against the coercion, often by demonstrating an increased preference for the behavior that is restrained, and may perform the behavior opposite to that desired.
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Choi Yeonjun—psychology major, stoner, not-virgin, and button-pusher—loves to get inside people's heads. Choi Soobin—STEM major, good boy, virgin, and pushover—happens to be one of those people.
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02 Apr 2023