AzirasSadToast
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Smart sounding synopsis: Featuring James Potter (human disaster) and Regulus Arcturus Black (human disaster but less obviously) as they fall in love with one another and what it means to live rather than simply survive.
Actual summary: This sorta started out as, what if jegulus was mondler, and then 50k words later this happened. James and Regulus have been in love for years. Since Regulus ran away at nineteen to find his brother again and instead found an entire life and new friendships. Now, Sirius and Remus are getting married and thus, we have the catalyst to our "plot". Regulus is doing better but is still learning how to live as himself. James is doing pretty good, things are geneally going his way. No one likes Barty (i don't know how that happened). Peter is still a rat. Lily can crochet, Mary is a fashion designer with a face, Dorcas is awesome and Marlene is also awesome but more mischeveously.
Please enjoy the ensuing shenanigans.disclaimers: I'm non-binary, but did have this fic reviewed and approved by a member of The Trans-Masc Commitee. Also, JKR sucks, trans people are awesome.
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The ways i knew Sirius Black. by AzirasSadToast
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders Era - Fandom
30 Mar 2022
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When harry asks if Remus knew sirius black, he isn't quite sure how to answer. He didn't know the man was a traitor and a disgrace. But by god he knew everything else.
Basically read if you stay awake at night thinking about Wolfstar and how emotional the marauders fandom is.
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Remus is lonely as fuck cause everyones is fucking dead. So i wrote a fanfiction where he cries and remenises. I hope you cry!
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find your way back home by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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"Hi, solnyshko.”
The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.
“Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.
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When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.
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03 Jun 2026
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Gay During That Goal, Too by batsbeerandbaddecisions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 May 2026
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Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.
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20 May 2026
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Single girl-dad Ilya Rozanov & Rich Shane Hollander by nefarioushan
Fandom Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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11 May 2026
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Regulus Black doesn’t believe in second chances. He believes in silence, in control, and in pretending he’s perfectly fine. Then his brother’s engagement drags him to a sun-drenched Italian villa filled with old friends, too much wine, and one man he’s spent two years trying very hard not to think about.
James Potter once blurred every line that friendship was supposed to hold. Then he left, and Regulus taught himself how to live without him. Now, two years later, they are sitting across the table, laughing in the same sunlight that used to fall across Regulus’ sheets.
What follows is a series of late-night confessions, soft mornings, and the kind of ache that never really fades.
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08 Jan 2026
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“You know, I think Reg’s just worried he’ll get friend zoned. Imagine if he actually tried to win Potter over only to get rejected… Ouch.” Evan’s voice is garbled as he talks through a particularly large bite of apple.
Regulus freezes— He knows that he’s getting played. It’s obvious. He has a massive ego, and Evan’s aiming straight for it.
He flicks his stare over, tone bland as he drawls.
“I don’t need to try and win him over.”
Evan tilts his head, sharp glint in his eye. “Are you sure? I bet that you can’t get James Potter to fall in love with you before the end of the year.”
Regulus is an idiot. He is shackled to his pride, and stupidly fucking competitive.
He holds out a hand for Evan to shake.
“It’s on.”
This is going to end terribly.
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