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Emma just wants to feel some semblance of control in her life.
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16 Apr 2026
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She expects him to hum again or maybe say something joking, a little sarcastic, if he reacts at all. Instead, he pauses, and she instantly wonders if she said the wrong thing, because she can feel the way he has tensed on top of her. She’s about to ask, to say something (she’s unsure what) when he surges up, kisses her so hard that she’s left breathless.
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15 Apr 2026
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There’s no way. Shane couldn’t be jerking off right now. Seriously, no way . But another noise, nearly a whine this time, escapes from the bathroom and it leaves no room for doubt. Shane Hollander is jerking off in the shower, right now , 10 feet away from Hayden. He doesn’t even notice that he’s moved until his fingers brush the bathroom door. He feels his cock stirring in his pants and heat floods his face. He cannot be getting hard listening to his best friend, his teammate, his captain jerking off in the shower right now.
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Or: Hayden Pike shows up to the “Obsessed with Shane Hollander” competition and realizes his opponent is Ilya Rozanov aka Hayden Gets CuckedBookmarked by BMLHML
21 Feb 2026
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The Voyagers Voyeur by smutandscotch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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“You guys are gross.” He whined as he slumped onto the counter. “I don’t want to see it.”
“That is not what your wife told me.” Ilya said, his words were playful but with a tone too serious for the early hour. “She told me that you want to watch Shane and I make love while you sit there, like pathetic cuck, and get off on it.”
Shane choked into his coffee, spilling it onto the counter. He glared at his husband who went in search of paper towels to clean up the mess. Hayden was speechless.
“What Ilya means to say-”
“No I mean it when I say pathetic cuck, but is okay.” Cuck was overpronounced with a ruthless smirk that toed the line of cruelty. “We all have our kinks. There is no shame here. She thinks it's super hot and I agree. Shane and I are very sexy. Shane especially when he is being taken apart by my cock. Which you also want to see. I hope seeing it will not make you feel bad about yourself. Average is fine. You understand average with your hockey stats, yes?”
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04 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander expects a new assistant coach, not a European legend with a reputation for discipline and a kinky rumor nobody can confirm.
One late-night Google search turns curiosity into obsession — and by the time Shane meets Ilya Rozanov on the ice, it’s already too late to pretend he isn’t intrigued.
Ilya is a strict coach, and this stirs something in Shane, making him second-guess everything he knew about himself.- Language:
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01 Feb 2026
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be cruel to me (‘cause i’m a fool for you) by sweetlikesalt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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The first blow lands softly, just enough to hear the clap of skin on skin. Shane sees Ilya stifle a laugh and feels a wave of embarrassment rush through him, but he steels himself before he can get lost in his head about it. Not before Ilya gets a shot in, though.
“Am I supposed to be scared, Hollander? I guess you don’t just have a weak backhand — Ow!”
The second blow lands harder than the first, properly sounding like a smack. Shane’s palm tingles slightly with the force of it.
“I’ll show you a weak backhand,” Shane retorts.
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Or: Ilya acts like a brat at dinner with Hayden and his wife. Shane spanks him about it.
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- Part 1 of be cruel to me
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31 Jan 2026
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Counting by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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“You like this,” Ilya murmured, not really asking, just commenting.
Still, Shane nodded into his arms. “Yes,” he whispered nervously, loud enough for Ilya to hear.
“You like when I make you hurt, Hollander? Why? You want to feel me later?” The last question was a growl, Ilya’s fingers gripping his ass hard, making Shane whimper and press into the sheets again, his cock beginning to drip pathetically.
“Yes,” he groaned. “Always.” It was true. The idea of Ilya’s handprint on his ass made him so hard it hurt, but articulating that now was a bit difficult. “Please.”
The sound of Ilya’s shaky breathing told Shane that he was affected by this, that he was probably hard, too. But rather than removing any clothing or coming closer, the other man simply said, “We will do five more, I think. Is good for first time. And if you can be a good boy and take it, I will…reward you.”
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- Part 4 of Hollanov
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12 Jan 2026
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When the Levee Breaks by amandarin_orange21
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jan 2026
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For the first time in years, Shane and Ilya aren't playing in the All Star game, and Shane isn't handling it well. When a snowy getaway to the cottage isn't enough to take his mind off of things, Ilya calls in reinforcements in the form of Hayden Pike.
A follow up to my fic You've Got Fanmail :-)
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- Part 3 of The Fanmail Files
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09 Jan 2026
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When Belly proposes an 'equipment swap' night, Conrad agrees – purely in the spirit of adventurous intimacy. He is promptly stunned to discover that yielding the helm unlocks a secret object of pleasure, transforming his initial "Okay, let's try it" into an immediate, heartfelt request: "We need to schedule this again. Frequently."
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02 Dec 2025
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“You’re one to talk,” Belly says, “with how needy you were on the staircase just now, practically begging for me to fuck you.”
“Oh, Belly,” Conrad says, takes off his glasses and leans against her to set them on the coffee table behind her. “You’d know if I was begging."
(Belly and Conrad have been hooking up for three weeks. When a thunderstorm hits Boston, she ends up staying with him for the weekend.
This is totally fine, because she's definitely, absolutely not in love with him.)
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08 Nov 2025
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“You’re married,” he says, not cruelly, just reminding her, “to my brother.”
To Belly, there are infinite ways to justify having an affair with your husband’s brother.
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24 Oct 2025
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He is incapable of pulling away, incapable of not kissing her.
The train is moving. Not just moving, flying, really—Amtrak Northeast Regional this is not—and it is quickly becoming clear that the engineer of this railroad did not design it with romance in mind. Because sometime during minute six or seven or ten of kissing Belly, it begins to feel like an extreme sport. When they round a particularly sharp bend, Conrad has to steady himself on a seat back with one arm so that he can use the other to hold Belly upright and continue to kiss her like the world is ending.
Honestly, he feels like it actually is, in some ways. Or maybe it ended five years ago and this is some post-apocalyptic fantasy. Either way, it all feels so terrifyingly good and new that Conrad is not about to tempt fate by letting her go.
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A series of canon-compliant vignettes about a post-E11 Belly and Conrad. While each chapter can be read on its own, there is a cohesive storyline from one to the next. That storyline is mostly that they love each other a lot (and have sex a lot).
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24 Oct 2025
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For months, ever since he heard the restaurant down the street had been bought, Bradley’s been a ball of anticipation and nerves. But when he'd heard who bought it, he’d just about choked on his own tongue.
Jake Seresin, darling of the Culinary Institute of America, fine dining’s golden boy.
Of course he had to open his place right by Bradley’s.
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08 Oct 2025
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Stranger (I Wanna Rearrange You) by isabelfisher
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022)
27 Sep 2025
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She considers calling Taylor. She considers throwing her phone out the window. She considers tracking down her laptop and doing a deep-dive into the operation of the Hinge algorithm, so she can decide whether this chance-meeting-by-app was a matter of fate, circumstance, or mathematics.
(Three years after almost marrying his brother, Belly stumbles across Conrad Fisher's profile on a dating app. She's being, like, totally normal about it.)
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14 Sep 2025
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a sin and a lie by sharen
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
06 Sep 2025
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“Look at me, please.”
“I can’t,” he replies without missing a beat, low and shameful, and she realizes then that the boy she spent her entire life trying to figure out is unraveling before her like a loose thread. Letting her see him the way she’s always caught glimpses of but never gotten to keep: Weak and small, wanting something entirely out of his control. For the first time in her life, Belly understands him so wholly she feels it down to the tips of her toes.
“Then don’t,” she whispers, “just stay here.”
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Belly calls off the wedding after Conrad's surfing incident and they're forced to stay in the summer house for three weeks with nothing between them but the past they can't forget and the present they're too intertwined in to avoid.
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04 Sep 2025
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salt, honey, glass house by moonsblue
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
11 Dec 2025
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"You shouldn't be out here," Conrad says without looking at her, even though he's only here so she can be too. "So close to the water when it's this dark."
Belly sits down anyway. "Then neither should you."(Belly kisses Conrad that first night, at the bonfire. somehow everything changes and stays the same.)
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03 Sep 2025
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Burning Red by cheddarplums
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
16 Sep 2025
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It’s only four months before her wedding when Belly Conklin accepts that her sexual proclivities might be somewhat of a deal-breaker for her. More importantly, it’s only four months before the wedding when she realizes that the entire thing is Conrad Fisher’s fault.
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02 Sep 2025
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21 Aug 2025
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mohabbat
मोहब्बत محبت
(urdu, hindi)
definition: friendship, love, affection, amourOR: five times jack and samira had casual sex, and one time they didn't
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15 Apr 2025
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Abbot is all restraint, all talk and no bite. Samira knows he's been flirting with her, because she'd discovered weeks ago she's been flirting right back.
And if you think about it -
Eight months is a long time with just her fingers.
"Jack." Samira says and the reaction it elicits immediately sets her heart pounding. Dr. Abbot - Jack - inhales sharply, eyes widening. He takes a step forward, pure instinct driven, before stopping himself. And, oh. There's a power that she suddenly feels, coursing through her veins and setting her blood on fire.
"Walk me home?"
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(pure smut loosely inspired by a tweet where someone said they want abbot to talk mohan through it.)- Language:
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12 Apr 2025