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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    YOU - “Why do I have to be the one to remember? I wish I could forget my shitty fucking life. I wish I could forget…”

    HARRY DU BOIS - “...Me?”

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Jean gets an invitation for ménage à trois every Friday. This time, it does not go as he planned it would.

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    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    After a long day of work out in the field with Harry, Jean can't sleep. So he tries to find a solution to that.

    I really just wanted an excuse to write Jean jerking it to thoughts of Harry. Also inspired by a post on Tumblr that reads:

    Writing your fave having sex with their love interest is OUT writing your fave shamefully jerking off and coming pathetically fast at just the idea of fucking their love interest is IN.

    So yeah.

    Also, Happy New Year! I wanted to post this before the year is over and I squeezed it in.

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    31 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    A faint shout comes from within. “Fuck off, Harry!”

    Harry does not fuck off. He leans in with his ear against the door. Silence has fallen beyond the metal – aside from the shuffling of footsteps, closer now.

    EMPATHY: There was a time when, in the privacy of Jean’s mind, he enjoyed your visits. Indulgence was something unfamiliar to him, and you made it easy. Then he found out just how far you go with your hedonistic tendencies. You’re crazy, shitkid. We’re not doing this anymore.

    VOLITION: Harry, what are you doing?

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    A drunk Harry visits Jean after hours.

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    13 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Kim calls Harry when he’s drinking.

    Most of the time, you call him sober, late at night after looking over your case notes out on your balcony, smoking a cigarette and staring down into the dark courtyard. “Kim,” he’ll say, voice deep in your ear. Often, the radio in the background of his apartment, always playing something different, as he rediscovers his tapes. Disco and rock and jazz and, once - which you ask him to turn down - Iilmaran throat-singing. Or, you will call him when you listen to WEATHER FM at night and find the weather will be bad the following day. You tell him, on these calls, that you will pick him up in the morning. Often, when you do, you find he has gone down to the corner kiosk and picked you up a newspaper, or gotten the two of you pastries, and he will be drenched, which defeats the purpose of picking him up. You tell him this, and he just winks at you.

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    03 Apr 2026