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    For as long as he could remember, Dazai Osamu had known that there was something wrong with him. Between upholding the image of office jester and the promise to save people, there was no room for failure. Dazai had to be in control of everyone and everything, completely and continuously. He lived the life of a surveillance system, but was that really who he was, or was it who he was made to be?

     

    In which: Dazai doesn't know who he is, but Chuuya does.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    CSR: HIS DARKEST GAME

    "I'm a sadist and you don't have an idea how I want to fucking bend you on that bed, spank you hard, and fuck you senseless, Dazai."

    After losing everything and ending up having a lot of debt to the mafia boss, Nakahara Chuuya, Dazai was given an option to pay it in a different manner. A type of payment that is more sinister and sexier. All he has to do is play with fire and try to not get burned. A game of fire with the man filled with darkest desires. For Dazai, it should be an easy task, right?

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    26 May 2026

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    Chuuya empties himself into his underwear like that, grinding against a twitching, oversensitive Dazai who’s once again gone back to muffling his own noises. It’s the first but not last time Chuuya gets off with Dazai. The good thing about this is that there are many more firsts to have, with others and Dazai.

    The bad thing about this is that there are many more firsts to have as well, especially with Dazai.
     

    Four (semi) cautious first times, and another where they barely pretend they're keeping things responsibly distant.

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    25 May 2026

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    “I need you to hit me as hard as you can.” Dazai says without any preamble, walking right up to them.

    “What?” Atsushi sounds aghast. “Why would I?”

    “Dazai-san—” Akutagawa begins.

    “Bet.” Chuuya says, and punches him square in the face.

    Shockingly, this is actually the better of the two interactions Chuuya has had with Dazai.

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    17 May 2026

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    14 May 2026