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    That information, in and of itself, was enough to rock at least the hockey world. There had never been a publicly out player before, and Shane Hollander, straight-laced, always controlled, golden boy, would not be anyone's first guess as the resident queer player.

    But it got so much worse. It was clear Shane had ended things with Derek, if only because of the level of vitriol in the article. It talked about them meeting. About secret dates. About Shane refusing to come out of the closet, causing Derek "extreme emotional damage."

    And then it talked about the sex. Not just that Shane liked to be the bottom, but what exactly he liked. Derek accused Shane of being "almost frigid" until they had introduced kink into their relationship. The kink was a BDSM relationship where Shane was very much the sub. Derek maintained he hadn't really been into it (there were more accusations here of the damage this had done, implying that Shane had somehow forced the man into being a Dom).

    Or: When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    a series of fics to include: the major work “apex predator”, as well as one shots and spin offs!

    these will be fun off shoots that don’t need to be read in order to enjoy apex predator BUT if you’re wishing for more of my AU Ilya/Shane and side characters you can find their stories here ❤️

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?

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    Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold

    Updates 2-3x per week <3

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    17 May 2026

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who never plays by rules he didn’t set himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays.
    And he falls anyway.

    And when it ends, Ilya might finally understand what it meant—
    when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

    (fake dating, secrecy, loving someone who was never going to choose you | happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️ and 🔥🔥🔥)

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    13 May 2026

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    “You’re panicking, sweetheart.”

    He knew and he wished he wouldn’t be because it was just so stupid. It didn’t make sense why he couldn’t do the one thing his husband always did for him. He brushed his unshed tears away with the back of his hands, furiously, because he wanted it to hurt, because he didn’t deserve the tone Ilya had just used to point out the obvious. 

    “I need you to breathe, zaichonok.” 

    “I’m sorry -” He didn’t even know what to say, he didn’t have any excuse besides the fact that he simply did not like it. 

    “I don’t need explanation, malysh. I need you to be good for me, yes?” 

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    Shane tries topping and hates it.

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    15 Apr 2026