BurningCathedral



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    here’s the thing: sex with cas is great. fantastic, even. twelve years of pent-up yearning from both parties involved makes for a hell of a broken levee, and fuck everyone in the floodplain because dean is getting it, goddamnit, and he’s getting everything he dares to ask for and then some.

    now, however, he can’t help and side-eye cas a little and wonder if maybe they’ve been missing out on something.

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    The thing is, he knows. He’s known.

     

    Or: If someone tells you they love you and you don’t say it back, how much worse can a little sleeping with them possibly make things, really?

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Dean wants to take things further with Cas. He just can’t get out of his own head.

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    Dean feels empty inside. Cas, um… fixes that.

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    Part 1 of my angel!Cas manifesto.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    It’s partly to silence his own thoughts, and partly to explain his shell-shocked reaction that Dean says, “I didn’t even think that angels could feel stuff like that.”

    Cas’s face goes blank. Neither Dean nor Cas say anything or look at the other for a long moment.

    “To be fair, I don’t think angels are supposed to,” Cas finally says, voice rougher than it had been, and somehow distant. “Even as a human, I’ve never had a soul.” There’s a glassy look in Cas’ eye as he stares past a spot on the wall, and his voice dips quiet. “What should it feel like? To be in love?”

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    Dean didn't think that angels could feel love. He's very wrong about that. But he's also determined to make up for his mistake.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Dean is so determined to be normal about Cas and what Cas said, so determined for things to get back to normal, that he starts counting his victories. First, he can touch Cas just like he did before--easy. He can comfort him after a nightmare--no problem. He doesn't even think about the fact that Cas is in love with him when Dean's moving around the bunker post-shower, as dressed down as he ever got before, just boxers and his robe closed over them. He's not even worried. Not even thinking twice about what Cas might see. Very natural, very cool; he can be cool about this.

    It's just that, along with that, he can't stop thinking about the fact that Cas is in love with him. And when they start watching that fucking schmoopy ass show with Jack, Dean can't stop thinking about that kid, Nick, and where his story's going to go. Why does it matter so much to him anyway?

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    aka Dean watches Heartstopper, and it fixes him.

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    08 Feb 2026