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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Don’t do your stupid lonesome shite,” Soap said disapprovingly. When Ghost went to protest, he rolled his eyes. “I want to go with you.”

    When Ghost didn’t immediately respond, he faltered slightly. “If you’ll have me, that is,” he added in a smaller voice.

    “‘Course I’ll have you,” Ghost said, instinctively refuting the idea that he might not want Soap around before realizing what, exactly, he’d just agreed to. He couldn’t bring himself to regret it, though, not with the blinding smile Soap gave him.

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    Injury leave gives them the time to finally figure their shit out in an oddly domestic, mentally unwell way. A fic about loving someone to the point of trying to be better.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Five Times Soap Stopped Someone Taking Ghost’s Mask Off, and One Time Ghost Took It Off Himself

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    A heavy sigh slips past his lips when he’s stripped down to his underwear. It’s still there, he realises. The panic, the guilt, the crippling realisation that he’ll never escape — not merely woven into his clothes, not to be shed too easily. It all sits nestled into the core of his body. A weight on his chest. Carved into the ridges of his brain. It’s not new. Ghost knows. It’s a fundamental truth, a primal instinct. A part of his genetic make-up like the colour of his eyes or the freckles on his skin. It’s not new, it’s always been for as long as he has. Ghost knows, but the realisation chokes him all the same.

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    It's not the first time Ghost is captured and tortured. But it's the first time he can't shake it off.

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    “D’ya know who I am?” Ghost asked, and Soap thought it almost arrogant. When he met his eyes, however, he could only see a genuine curiosity.
    “I dinnae ken,” Soap mused. “Think I’ve seen that mask on a poster before.” He pointed at the skull with a teasing smile, hoping it came across as an attempt at banter rather than a white lie.
    Ghost’s laugh was low, barely perceptible.
    “That’s likely, yeah."
    Ghost twisted the beer bottle back and forth on the table, dragging water around as the glass scraped against the wood, clearly contemplating something.
    “Simon,” he said. Soap nearly choked on his beer.

    or, John "Soap" MacTavish is a bounty hunter looking for the biggest score of his career: the faceless, nameless Ghost. He finds him in Saint Denis, tucked away in a secret saloon that brings forth feelings Soap has been trying to deny his whole life. Faced with the opportunity, he decides to try his hand at seduction to get Ghost alone. It works far better than expected. It also couldn't have gone more wrong.

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    07 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    john mactavish, prince of diplomacy and youngest son of the highland king, has never once left the walls of his castle. when political tensions with the lothian borders force his father to send him south as royal envoy, john is certain he can manage the journey alone. his father is equally certain he cannot, and assigns him an escort — one simon riley, the marquis's most trusted knight, an englishman in scottish service with a skull mask, a lifetime of bad experiences with noblemen, and zero trust for the privileged son of a highland king who has never once had to earn anything.

    they despise each other almost immediately.

    but the road south is long and the forests are dangerous, and somewhere between a bandit ambush, a small inn, and the sight of wounds that should have been treated weeks ago, john starts to see past the mask. and simon starts to see past the carriage.

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    05 Jun 2026