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    James chewed for a moment, hesitating before swallowing. “I was just wondering who my soulmate might be,” he admitted, twirling his fork absentmindedly between his fingers. “I mean, I’m sixteen, Remus, and I still haven’t met them.” He huffed, dropping his fork with a clatter.

    Remus, ever the voice of reason, simply shrugged. “It’s not about meeting them, James. You’ll see colour when you fall for them. You might already know them.”

    James frowned. He knew Remus was right, but it didn’t make him feel any better. “But everyone else already sees colour!” he groaned, throwing himself back dramatically against the bench.

    Remus let out a quiet chuckle before nudging him again. “Have you ever considered that maybe they already love you?”

     

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    Where witches and wizards see only in black and white until they fall in love with their soulmate.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Regulus and Sirius are the new kids in school. James is curious and Remus couldn't care less.

    I wasn't planning on sharing this fic yet (or maybe ever) but I'm bored so I'm doing this. This fic is relatively dark - it handles a lot of heavy topics. Just know I'm not writing this lightly and understand the severity of everything that is comes up. Some of it I've been through myself and some of it I would just like to represent. I'm going to put the main warnings for the fic here now, but they will also be mentioned at the beginning of every chapter. If you don't want spoilers, skip past the warnings, but take care of yourselves because these topics are very very heavy.

    WARNINGS: self harm, suicide attempts (past and present), grooming, drug abuse and rehab, child abuse/neglect, unhealthy relationships, manipulation, alcohol misuse, PTSD hinted at. (I might add more here later on.)

    Title meaning: 'Killer Queen' can mean a person who is of high status in society but acts out or acts provocatively.

    CH1 WARNINGS: underage smoking, drug misuse, dark humour, brief mention of parent death (past), mention of someone getting groped (past) - let me know if I forgot anything

    Serena, this is for you

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    Regulus knows James Potter. The kind of music he likes, what he does in his free time, every single detail he can absorb.

    James does not know him.

    Sirius has made sure of that, keeping his mentally unwell brother far away from the object of his obsession. Funnily enough, it's James who comes to Regulus. Well-meaning, curious with no idea what he's getting into.

    The lines between love and obsession are blurry and hard to read.

    “No, we’re friends now, remember? I know it hasn’t been long, but I think I’m learning you, aren’t I?”

     

    Are you?

     

    James had Regulus, but he didn’t know him. Regulus knew James but didn’t have him.

     

    “Maybe you could,” was all Regulus could say in response. That was a truth. James could probably learn Regulus inside and out. Regulus would offer that if it didn’t mean breaking down the fixation—the rotting truth behind their growing relationship.

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    Involuntarily, James’s neck snaps to look at Sirius. “Little brother?” he repeats, “There are more of you?”

    Regulus scoffs while dropping the guitar back into its stand, “Good god, no, there are no more of him, one is plenty.”

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    James Potter is a new pop artist on the music scene and gaining popularity. After an accident that leaves his guitarist, Sirius Black, unable to play with him for NOX, one of the biggest music festivals in Britian, he needs to find a temporary replacement.

    However, this arrangement might be more than James bargained for.

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    Regulus has always known he's destined to drown. He feels it deep in his chest, past his rib cage, nestled somewhere behind his organs. He feels it in his arm when his mother squeezes it a little harder than a mother should. He felt it, the water rising in his throat, when his brother slipped out the window and into the night. He often wonders if it'd be easier to just let himself sink.

    He often wonders if he has a choice.

    Regulus gets sent back to school with a mission from the Dark Lord himself— find the “beast in the chamber” and claim its fangs without killing it. But when a certain curly-haired bespectacled boy asks for a rather large favor, everything suddenly gets a lot more complicated.

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    20 Nov 2024