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    Shane is aware that he is an absolute mess, with hands trembling and shoulders shaking. His breaths are coming in short bursts, quicker than he is able to control them.

    The confession sits like an elephant between them, and yet, Ilya hasn’t moved, tracing soothing circles between Shane’s shoulder blades.

    “Sweetheart.” His husband’s voice is steady, soothing. “You need to breathe for me, okay? This isn’t good for you.”

    OR, after a night out with J.J. and Hayden, Shane wakes up, certain that he has cheated on Ilya. (Spoiler alert: he hasn’t)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    If this is what Hollander is willing to give him, he will take it. It won’t be enough, not by a long shot, but if this is the little part of him he is allowed to have, by God he will take it.

    OR, Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    "If I make it out of this alive mama, I’ll cherish every moment we have, whether it’s in the sun or in dark corners. I will earn his love, on his terms, just please let me make it right. I love you mama, and I miss you so much, but not yet. Please don’t take me yet. Let me hold him one more time."

    Or: The plane crash in the Long Game, but what if Shane didn't immediately know that Ilya was okay.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    When injured former hockey player Shane Hollander agrees to tutor campus hockey golden boy Ilya Rozanov, he expects ego, missed assignments, and mild annoyance.

    He doesn’t expect hand-holding on empty ice.
    He doesn’t expect protective texts and post-game smiles meant only for him.
    He definitely doesn’t expect his abusive ex to resurface — watching, threatening, refusing to let go.

    As fear bleeds into something far more dangerous, Ilya makes one thing clear: Shane is done surviving alone.

    or: Ilya helps Shane leave his past abusive relationship, and bad things happen.

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    07 Jun 2026