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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    He was a criminal, a sinner. He hate himself more than anyone. Ridden with illness and drowning in despair, he pushes people away and built a wall around his heart as he marched towards a certain death, his final gift for his beloved brother.

    She didn't know who she was, or what she was, only that she lacks the one thing that existed in every other living being but her. And then, she met him, a human with beautiful soul and indescribable pain in his eyes.
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    This story revolves around Itachi Uchiha during his cover in Akatsuki. It started when Itachi and Kisame was assigned to a mission in a small village, which brought him to an unexpected encounter with a woman of enigma whose existence denied the absolute rule of shinobi world. It's a long journey of self discovery and budding of feelings.

    Mega-longfic, Very slow burn, major FMC OC with complicated background and personality, Eventual romance (and lemons), occasional comedy.

    This story tackles a lot of issues regarding identity, meaning of existence, depression, self hate and self doubt, as well as other psychological struggle as both of the character search for answer and bond with each other through their struggles.

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    16 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    There are countless ways to remember. They say even a wish is a kind of request, and so you ask your memories to linger—to stay a little longer inside your head—hoping those shadows might become eternal. But, like stars that burn themselves out after granting the prayers of humankind, everything has a limit. Memory, especially. Unfortunately.

    Do not mourn that truth, for there is no joy to be found in remembering too much.

    Grief does not come to break you, nor to drag you into the depths. It arrives to remind you—to remind you of what once mattered, of what was cherished, of the love and moments that shaped the person you are now. Sorrows are not only weights; they are signposts, urging you to remember that even pain is proof of connection, of having lived and cared deeply.

    The world is still far too vast to explore alone, so take the hand of a new northern star and step forward. Ursa Minor will always wait in the night sky, its fragile tail guiding you toward its mother, toward a wider universe, toward a future whose shape you cannot yet see.

    And when you arrive there, you will find not the memories you lost, but the memories still waiting to be made.

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    08 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    You wanted to escape a village drowning in blood and instability. Konoha is clean. Orderly. Powerful.
    The Uchiha clan is everything you have ever wanted.

    Fugaku has the present. Shisui has the future. Mikoto has the title.You plan to take what you want. Even if it means breaking a family that refuses to fall.

    (This work is morally gray with lots of smutty scenes, mostly cheating and home-wrecking. Porn with plot, basically).

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    26 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Kurosawa Yumeri has many things going for her. A good home life, a roof over her head, and a somewhat consistent cash flow. Unfortunately, happiness doesn't last forever.
    After the birth of her baby brother, Yumeri finds out the meaning of sacrifice and healing

    Moms don't always act like moms, and now she has to learn how to feed something other than herself. Fun.

    Btw guys ch 1-3 was written in 2020… I just rose from the ashes recently…

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    26 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    When Fuku begged Dazai to kill her excuse of a husband, he expected nothing more than fleeting amusement.

    Then, the door opened.

    And he saw her.

    For the first time, the heart he thought long dead began to beat again.

    From that moment, he knew—they were meant to be.

    — Or: Dazai meets a neglectful mom and gets obsessed with her kid.

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    24 Feb 2026