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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    But then Shane has to leave, and the situation Ilya finds himself in is much closer to what it will be from now on: him, alone, in an apartment he doesn’t like, waiting for Shane. He could go out with a friend—if he had one in Ottawa.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya in a devastating spiral that feels true to his trauma and his character.

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    Ilya does get on his knees on that filthy bathroom floor and sucks Shane's dick.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “This is one way he can feel. This is how he can cry. Emotions are exhausting but not when Hollander is handling his body, specifically his mouth.”

    YES.

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    “As long as you leave by midnight. That’s when then floor opens up to reveal the sex pit”
    Troy had flashed back to Kyle’s words when he read the note included with the invite. He could not help but laugh out loud. He had been terrified that night when Ilya took him to The Kingfisher for the first time. When he ended up coming out to Ilya on the walk back to the hotel. If you had told Troy back then that the sex pit was about to become a reality, he probably would have ran away screaming.

    Kip organises a surprise party for Scott's birthday, but the real party starts at midnight.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    The whole gang gets in on the action!

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    “I just… I want to know, you know? I’m, like, almost thirty and I don’t know. It’s pathetic.”

    He’s years away from almost thirty, but their sports careers make them feel older than they are. Ilya understands the feeling of being far behind other people.

    And he couldn’t stand the face Shane was making, his I’ve only ever wished I could be like everyone else face. Ilya couldn’t fucking stand it, would do anything to make it ago away.

    Which is why he, against his better judgement, said, “I can take you somewhere.”

    Or; shane turns to his bisexual best friend to help him find a casual hookup and ilya swallows his yearning to make it happen.

    featuring a gloryhole and ilya talking him through it

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    03 Jun 2026

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    31 May 2026

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