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    When hockey legend Shane Hollander is traded from Montreal to Boston in a middle-of-the-night deal, the entire NHL is shocked to their core. The news makes national headlines, and if Dr. Rozanov had time to read the news, then he would’ve seen it. Then maybe he wouldn’t have been so surprised when a concussed Shane Hollander rolls into his Boston ER.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "Hollander?" Ilya answers. 

    Silence.

    Breathing.

    Then:

    "Can you come get me? I’m in Boston." 
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    Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Hollander stopped dead, his eyes widening in surprise as he took in Ilya, hand paused as it hung over a stray box of oats at his feet.

    The shepherd made a low whine, snapping Ilya out of his frozen state, and it seemed to do the same for Hollander as well as it booped their nose into his leg firmly, urging him to take notice.

    “Hol-” Ilya finally choked out as Shane stood up abruptly, eyes glazed over in panic. With a nod at the floor, he turned and strode away, the dog trotting along diligently at his heels.

    “Wait, Hollander!”

    Ilya was stunned. There was no other word for it. He feels like he’d seen a ghost, and in some ways he kind of had, for Shane Hollander was very much a ghost of the past.

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    In 2014 Ilya slipped away to Russia for the summer to care for a man who was steadily forgetting everything. On the other side of the globe Shane Hollander had slipped away from the MLH and the world without a word, never to be heard from again.
    In 2022 Ilya, tired and needing something different, takes up a contract with the Ottawa Centaurs. In the cereal aisle of a Loblaw supermarket, he runs into the last person he ever thought he’d see and something deep in his soul flickers alight.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    31 May 2026

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    ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer, 9:13pm: I choose you. Over hockey. Over everything. It’s always been you. I’m sorry we didn’t have more time together. I’m sorry I was so scared. Whatever happens, please try to be okay. For me. Tell my parents I love them. That I hope I made them proud.
    Я люблю тебя больше всего на свете, Илья. Я выбираю тебя.

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    The Voyageur's plane goes down. Ilya and Shane are left to deal with the repercussions.

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    29 May 2026