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    After Shane Hollander's sudden trade to the Ottawa Centaurs three years into their careers, Ilya Rozanov can't help his curiosity, or his impulse.

    With no one else truly on his level, and desperate to know what happened to his greatest rival, Ilya joins the Centaurs only to find that something is truly wrong with Shane Hollander.

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    Traded mid-season, Shane Hollander is fighting to keep it together. His secret was discovered and nearly made public, but that didn't stop the backlash. The backlash the never ended, a constant reminder of why he kept the secret.

    Then, Ilya Rozanov barges into his life, into his new safe space, and Rozanov had come to remind Shane who the fuck he is and what he deserves.

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    21 May 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    19 May 2026

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    “What do you want, Rozanov?”

    Once upon a time, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov had been something of fated rivals. And then. Rozanov's national team crashed and burned in the 2014 Olympics in his own country. Shortly thereafter, he requested a trade to a Canadian team without much explanation, and by the end of the season, he was playing for Ottawa. Years of buildup and progress thrown away. The rivalry lost its luster after that, with Rozanov hardly a competition.

    Now, Rozanov was looking at Shane as if they shared a private joke. “I have, ah, Marly, what's the word? Proposition? Proposal?”

    “Business offer,” groaned Marlow, drawing his eyebrows together.

    “That,” Rozanov smirked. “Let's sit down, Hollander. Hear me out.”

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    Or: Shane and Ilya never started hooking up. Several years into their career, some things are very different. At an All-Star game, the only out and proud player in the MLH approaches Shane with the suggestion to start a charity together. It's the beginning of something life changing.

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    16 May 2026

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!

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    12 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Derek Hale agreed to become the first bisexual Bachelor expecting polished contestants, carefully controlled romance, and maybe a chance to feel less alone in his marble mausoleum of a mansion. Instead, he gets Stiles Stilinski: a husky supernatural mystery novelist in oversized flannels and dark-rimmed glasses who accidentally discovers werewolves are real, uncovers a hunter conspiracy hiding inside the show, and makes Derek laugh hard enough to forget how lonely he’s been.

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    09 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 40

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    After the Hale Fire, Laura and Derek, along with Cora, steal comatose Peter out of the hospital. Laura gives up the alpha spark to bring Peter back. But a pack, even the mighty Hales, can only survive so long without an alpha. Derek had always known that he was to be trained for a marriage alliance with another pack, and he will do whatever it takes to keep his family safe.

    Stiles knows the McCall pack is on borrowed time. They've kept Beacon Hills safe, but they have no money, no history, no respect from the good side of the supernatural world. He knows they need to go to the Summit meeting...party...thing, and make connections or they are screwed.

    Two groups in desperate need, stuck in a conference hotel in Vegas. Whatever will happen?

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    20 Apr 2026

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “Oh, so you have problem with LGBTQs?” Rozanov leans back against the counter, chest puffed out, nipples tight. Shane has the distinct feeling Rozanov is toying with him, like a cat with a cornered mouse. But Rozanov’s smile is so soft, and for some reason, that makes Shane even more nervous.

    “Fuck! No, I don’t—”

    “If you have boner when I am fucking men—”

    “What the fuck, Rozanov?” Shane can feel his pulse in his head, like someone is beating two ball peen hammers right against his temples. He blinks hard. Fuck, he can barely see straight.

    “—you might be LGBTQs. So I think you should not have problem, yes?"


    Or: Ilya and Shane navigate sharing a house.

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    14 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 125

    Mystery Work

    Part of Hoko’s fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    11 Apr 2026

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    After the Tuna Melt Incident, Shane and Ilya gradually started drifting apart. Texts became more scarce, hook-ups less frequent and feelings pushed aside until, in the moment of absolute panic, Shane ghosted Ilya fully.

    Now, three years later, Shane Hollander and Rose Landry are engaged. Shane's life finally seems to be going in the right direction. No distractions, great girl, lots of hockey.

    And then the new season starts and trades between teams happen.
    And Ilya Rozanov, whom Shane promised himself to forget, is suddenly on the same team.
    And, worst of all, he becomes the Alternate Captain.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane is an omega passing for a beta thanks to suppressants, until he finds himself hospitalized and can no longer pretend.

    The NHL is not ready for omega Shane Hollander. Not even close.

    Least of all Ilya Rozanov.

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    05 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane Hollander, the sweetest frat boy to ever grace Kappa Sigma, and Ilya Rozanov, voted the Delta Kappa Epsilon's brother you would not let date your sister every year running.

    The UBC Frat AU no one asked for.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Rozanov turns to face him fully and nods at Shane’s own aching cock, urging him, inviting him to join. Shane’s mouth has gone dry and he swallows thickly as he looks behind Rozanov at the entrance to the showers.

    “Is just us here,” Rozanov says in a low voice. “No one’s coming.” His thumb grazes the swollen head of his cock. “Well…I mean, I will, but you can too.”

    In an embarrassingly weak moment, Shane Hollander gives in to his desires in a dingy shower room with Ilya Rozanov. Craving for more, they make plans that the universe seems hell bent on thwarting each and every time.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Lily:
    I want to see you tonight.

    Oh, that was safe. A classic really. Ilya went to type something deeply horny as a followup to get Shane riled up before he got to the hotel room, but he blinked and saw he had already sent a second text.

    Lily:
    I want to hold you close, and find out if you have any new freckles. I need to know, so next time I picture you, I do it right.

    Ilya throws his phone across the room. It hits the wall, where it falls to the floor and lays face-up, screen dark. Oh, this was bad.

     

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    Ilya gets truth spelled. What secrets could possibly slip out?

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “What the fuck?!” Shane whispered to him. This isn’t funny. Fuck off.

    Rozanov picked up Shane’s phone. He handed it to him wordlessly and then steadied his hands on the table. He was breathing a little hard, and he still looked panicked.

    Shane glanced down at his phone. The university alert was his first notification.

    “!Alert Michigan!
    Emergency: Armed, dangerous person on or near campus. Go inside now; avoid windows. alertmichigan.mich.edu”

    And then everything went black.

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    Or: AU where Shane and Ilya are both student hockey players at the University of Michigan. They've been ignoring each other since last season until they have to shelter-in-place together during a school shooting.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    At thirty-five, Shane Hollander finally makes the long-postponed decision: retirement from hockey and signing up at the soulmates office to find himself a lifelong partner. The most beautiful thing about it? He will never, ever have to deal with that asshole Rozanov again.

    Ilya Rozanov, after years of chaotic living and no-strings-attached hookups, also makes the long-postponed decision: retirement from hockey, because he heard Hollander is retiring, and what’s the fun without teasing him, and signing up at the soulmates office to find himself a lifelong partner.

    Both of them are completely unaware of the fact that fate—or some very thorough algorithm—has already matched them as soulmates. And on a side note, Shane Hollander may be oblivious to the fact that Ilya Rozanov doesn’t actually mind this decision nearly as much as Shane thinks he would.

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    16 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 13

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander meet by complete chance. Their chances just get better and better, and they get closer and closer. Ilya doesn't understand what about Shane is different than the many women--and men-- he's been with in the past. Shane hates how effortless everything is for Ilya and how good he looks doing it.

    Shane is forced to navigate the difficulty of being a gay, Asian-Canadian, hockey player in a hostile enviroment like the collegate hockey scene.

    Ilya has grim reminders of home on every corner, a stain of where he will have to return if this doesn't work out. He would live his life knowing he would never be able to be himself, or worse, he'd go back to living without Shane.

    Something Ilya has long forgotten.

    As Shane overcomes racsism and homophobia, he meets someone who would (and does) beat the breaks off of someone for him.

    And it's his roommate.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Stiles has always known he was different, that there was something inside him people were afraid of.

    In a society where the supernatural is hunted and contained, sorcerers are stripped of their names, their freedom, and their humanity. After months of captivity behind concrete walls, Stiles manages to escape and disappears into the woods, where he finds a rebel group willing to take him in. But trust is fragile and Stiles carries a secret, a power he barely understands and cannot share.

    Because if they knew the truth, if they knew what Stiles really was... They wouldn’t hate the cage that once held him.

    They’d build a stronger one.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.

    “What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.

    “Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.

    “No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.

    “Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”

    “Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”

    “…Please?” Shane begged.

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    07 Mar 2026

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