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You're saying what I needed to hear (I'm not saying even half of what I mean) by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
16 Jun 2026
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And that demonstrated just about everything that was wrong with him.
The fact that he couldn't even imagine a version of himself that was better than this. The fact that he couldn’t even imagine a world where he wasn’t so hopelessly in love with a guy. The fact that he knew. That he knew that in every single universe, he was still gonna be like this without change. He was still gonna be just so weird. And just so deeply broken, there would never be a way to fix him. No matter the universe. No matter the timeline. He was done for.
He noticed a tall figure walk up to him. He didn’t look at it.
“What are you doing here at this hour?” He heard a familiar, deep voice say. He looked up quickly after recognizing it. He was still on all fours and on the ground as he saw him.
It was Otogiri-sensei. And he was lending him a hand, slightly leaning over to make it easier to reach for the boy.
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Or: While Nakamura's crying on the bridge, Otogiri finds him by accident. They end up talking. -
His tears are like poison. So intoxicating. by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
10 Jun 2026
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He snapped himself out of that line of thought. He knew he was jealous of Otogiri-sensei, and that all of this was just his imagination going wild. He knew that Otogiri-sensei didn’t have any terrible secret to hide, and he knew this gut feeling he had was just him being petty. He sighed, stared around at his surroundings, and located the door of the teachers' lounge. It was slightly opened. Nakamura walked up to it, and peeked inside to check if Otogiri-sensei was there.
He was. His hands were on his face, and he seemed distressed. He seemed to be shaking and he was making some weird noises. Nakamura tried paying more attention to the sounds, to see if he had gotten there at a bad time. It sounded like…
Like sobbing?
Otogiri-sensei was crying?
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Or: Nakamura gets tasked to go to the teachers' lounge to deliver some papers. He finds Otogiri-sensei crying, and gets curious about it. -
One night, on a weekend, a man dreams again. by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
04 Jun 2026
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As his mind wandered on and on about that perfect person, Otogiri started imagining him, and all the ways he would improve his life. He would be caring, but also willing to reprimand him when he acted too spoiled. He would be shy, but quick to open himself up with the people he felt like he could trust. He would be clumsy, but always make up for himself and fix his mistakes. He would be scary looking and seem unfriendly to others, but actually be very sweet and kind when you got to know him. He would…
When Otogiri noticed who he was describing, he sighed. He was thinking about that boy again. He was thinking about his student again. He was fantasising about a relationship with Nakamura again. He had tried stopping, he had tried so many things to stop it, but he was doing it again. It was wrong, and very gross, but he just couldn't stop. Because he was broken. Because he was already so broken, even if he tried to fix himself as well as he could.
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Or: Just a drunk Otogiri laying down on the floor of his trashed apartment, thinking about wants to have but doesn't deserve, and about what he wishes was different about himself. -
You look just like him. by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
01 Jun 2026
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He smiled politely at his new student, while internally trying to recollect his loud, nonsensical thoughts, to desperately try and make them into something coherent. All those painful memories were flooding into his mind again, after a while of finally leaving him alone, and were tearing him apart from the inside out.
He wanted to puke. He wanted to cry. He wanted to scream. He wanted to stand up, grab that boy by the shoulders, and ask him about every single small detail about his life. Just to make sure it wasn’t actually him. Just to make sure that he was just going crazy and that his new student wasn’t him.
This teenager was not him. He would be twenty-five right now. This teenager was not him.
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Or: Otogiri notices that his new student, Nakamura, looks exactly like his first love. The first love who he so desperately wants to forget, but can't. -
I'm glad you love him back (Even if it pains me inside) by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
17 May 2026
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“So, just to see if I understood correctly… While dating Hana, you realized that you like Nakamura, and would rather be dating him instead of her?” His voice sounded breathy. Nervous. His carefully crafted calming personality was starting to crack.
Please say no. Please say you were joking. You were confused. Please. Say. No.
“Y-yes,” Hirose responded. Voice nervous.
Fuck.
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Or: During their conversation in the car, Hirose tells Otogiri the last thing he ever wanted to hear.
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Too Late to Go For It, Nakamura - chan! by Kokomo
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
16 May 2026
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Un vistazo al pasado, a las oportunidades perdidas por culpa de la timidez y a la elegante sombra de la profesora Otogiri Sou que terminó por envolverla por completo.
Bookmarked by Ealdwine
17 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Muy buena historia, me pegó fuerte y tan sólo de pensar en Otogiri mujer me dan escalofríos. En mi cabeza es guapísima.