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    In the soft edges of the offseason after the cottage, where midnight airport pick-ups, private rink practices, takeout food, and the warmth of a borrowed T‑shirt live, Shane and Ilya build something tender and secret, something that feels safe.

    But beneath the surface, something in Shane is shifting. A slow unraveling he refuses to name. Fatigue that lingers, bruises that bloom too easily, a body that won’t obey the discipline he’s built his life on no matter how much he tries to control it.

    When everything finally breaks, their world tilts. Love that suddenly has to hold more weight than either of them ever wanted to imagine.

    Or

    Shane's battle with cancer.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    After a dangerous rescue, tensions at the 118 remain high following Buck’s lawsuit, leaving him more isolated than ever.
    While the team struggles with unresolved anger and distance, something begins to feel off—but no one notices the warning signs in time.
    When an unexpected discovery turns everything upside down, guilt, fear, and old emotions rise to the surface.
    As the team is forced to confront the consequences of pushing Buck away, Eddie finds himself facing the terrifying possibility that some mistakes can’t be undone.

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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    They would go to doctor’s appointments instead of practice. They would spend their summers in hospitals instead of at the cottage. They would be starting clinical trials instead of a family. They would never get the future they fought so hard to achieve.

    or: Ilya developes CTE (a fatal brain disease) and Shane has to slowly lose the love of his life.

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Buck goes back into the water without thinking, without caring that his leg is already failing him or that the current is still strong enough to drag him out to sea.

    Buck finds Christopher.

    He brings him back.

    But when he wakes up, all he can remember is the moment Christopher was gone, the broken glasses in his hand, and Eddie’s trust turning into something Buck no longer thinks he deserves.

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    What if Buck saved Christopher from the tsunami, and woke up convinced Eddie would never trust him again?

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for four years. They have known each other for sixteen. Their life in Ottawa has the ordinary texture of a long marriage: the reading glasses on the bathroom counter, the ginger ale on the second shelf, the pasta that takes forty-five minutes, the Tuesday yoga that Ilya watches from the kitchen doorway with his coffee and never comments on.

    Then something happens, and the life they have built becomes the thing they are fighting to keep.

    This is a cancer fic. It is also a love story. Both are true at the same time, for the whole length of it.

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    27 May 2026