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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.

    It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.

    Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.

    So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.

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    05 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    After their fight on Boxing Day, Shane realized that Ilya had given up more to be with him, to choose him. Shane returns to talk things over only to be thrown into a dire situation of survival, where both of them will do anything to protect the other. Will their love be enough to bring them back from the brink?

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    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    There is an accident with severe consequences.
    Shane is restarting everything all over again

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    05 Jun 2026

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    They broke up years ago.
    Ilya moved on in the cruelest way possible: he got married, built a whole new life.

    And when his wife suddenly died, Shane wasn’t supposed to come to Boston for the funeral.
    He definitely wasn’t supposed to stay.

    Now they’re in the same house again,
    sleeping in separate rooms,
    avoiding each other’s eyes,
    trying very hard not to touch.

    But grief has a way of pushing you back into the arms you thought you’d never feel again.

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Shane Hollander thought the hardest part of leaving Montreal would be changing teams. He never expected to lose himself in the process.

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