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Jared never expected one quiet night at home to crack open the part of himself he'd spent years carefully tucking away. Still married to Gen, his best friend, his greatest supporter, he finds the courage to speak the truth he's been avoiding he's gay. What follows is a gentle, emotional unravelling of the life he thought he was meant to live and the beginning of the one he's finally choosing for himself.
When he comes out on social media, the world has opinions, but Gen stands beside him with warmth and understanding, helping him navigate the chaos with grace. And through everything, Jensen becomes the steady presence Jared didn't know he needed. Late-night texts turn into long phone calls, shared laughter into a soft comfort, and friendship into something neither of them dares to name.
As Jared rebuilds his life, healing slowly and learning to breathe in his own skin, he and Jensen step carefully around the feelings simmering between them, warm, patient, and so achingly inevitable.
This is a slow-burn journey of identity, quiet bravery, lifelong friendship... and the love that finally finds them when the light hits just right.
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A fragile crown. A sharper guard. Two burned men who learn that endurance looks a lot like love.
When an unready boy-king inherits a realm on the brink, his appointed marshal, Andy Gallagher is a blunt, stubborn force whose loyalty is bought with suspicion. Forced into one another’s orbit by court intrigue, midnight raids, and a secret neither can afford to lose, they trade barbs until the armor between them cracks. The thaw is messy, violent, and heartbreaking, but it leads to something steady and whole.
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The Weight of Wandless Words | Generalised Anxiety Disorder by Fernbvnd
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
18 Feb 2026
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Draco Malfoy has always lived with a mind that won’t quiet. The constant worrying, the pounding heart, the way his hands tremble when no one’s looking, he’s learned to hide it all behind sharp insults and a flawlessly controlled façade. To everyone else he’s just Malfoy: arrogant, sneering, untouchable. Harry Potter sees none of the cracks… until the Triwizard Tournament begins to pull Hogwarts apart and Draco’s carefully constructed walls start to slip.
Forced into each other’s orbit through a series of tense encounters, Harry begins noticing the small things, the way Draco’s eyes dart, the stiffness in his shoulders, the way he breathes like he’s preparing for impact. One late-night run-in reveals the truth: Draco isn’t cruel, he’s terrified. And he has been for a long time. As the dangers of the Tournament escalate and Hogwarts grows darker, the rivalry between them begins to shift into something fragile and unexpected. Harry finds himself wanting to understand Draco. Draco finds himself wanting, for once, to trust.
But anxiety doesn’t vanish because someone cares. And enemies don’t become lovers without risking everything including the secrets they’ve bled to keep hidden.
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- Part 9 of Mental Illness Series - Drarry
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Guard My Heart, Rockstar | J2 by Fernbvnd
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) RPF, Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Nov 2025
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When Jensen Ackles, notorious frontman of Heaven’s Demons can’t seem to stay out of bar fights, his label hires the one man who might be able to keep him in check: Jared Padalecki, a former military officer turned private bodyguard. What starts as a professional arrangement quickly blurs when Jared discovers the chaos beneath Jensen’s charm and the loneliness behind his defiance.
Between backstage brawls, smoky after-parties, and nights on the road that stretch into something dangerously intimate, a slow-burn tension ignites. Jensen tests every rule Jared sets, and Jared protects him from everything but himself. In a world of flashing lights and bruised knuckles, love becomes the hardest fight of all.
(rockstar!jensen × bodyguard!jared, slow burn, angst, forbidden tenderness)
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Sam Winchester has always lived in Dean’s shadow, at school, at home, everywhere. Dean is the older brother who escaped John’s grip, the one everyone calls hot, the one Sam resents for never paying him the attention he craves. But Sam has learned that anger feels close enough to intimacy, and so he starts picking fights, skipping classes, and carving out excuses to land in Dean’s orbit.
Dean wants to write it off as bratty little-brother behavior, but every push, every glare, every smirk from Sam digs under his skin. Boundaries blur in the heat of detention rooms and stolen moments where no one else is watching. Dean tells himself he’s just trying to keep Sam in line, but soon he can’t tell if he’s protecting him, punishing him, or falling into something he shouldn’t want.
Sam doesn’t understand the difference between obsession and love, and Dean is too tired of John’s abuse and his own loneliness to stop himself from feeding the fire. The closer they get, the uglier it becomes, a dangerous game of control, defiance, and forbidden desire.
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