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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    He remembers lying on Hollander’s chest sometimes, before he had to leave their arrangements. He remembers feeling his heart beating steadily under his cheek, making him feel sated. And he would pretend. pretend that they were more.

    Now, as he lies on his chest and doesn’t hear that steady thumping, he thinks it’s the worst moment of this whole incident.

    Because it’s Real.

    Shane Hollander being dead is Real.

    Or, Shane dies after his accident instead of recovering, and Ilya grieves

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    DYSTOPIAN OMEGAVERSE!!!
    When humans reached the next level of evolution, the Alphas, prime evolved humans, with enhanced physiology and health faster and stronger than the average man before the evolution, had took over the world by storm, Betas on the other hand followed without second thoughts, while the Omegas also known as the least evolved humans are now being culled by the Alphas for more space for their prime offspring and to prevent Omega children. Until the Alphas got creative, now Omegas are no longer liabilities but a sport, a trophy, a chess piece to the Alphas. Shane just had evolved, in the form of his worst fear incarnate, an Omega.

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    “There were two, and then there were none.”

    It all started about 6 months ago, before everything started going downhill; Before they had to prepare to say goodbye.

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    Shane Hollander gets lung cancer, Ilya's mental health gets bad again and Shane dies. but that's not how their story ends, It's how it begins.

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for four years. They have known each other for sixteen. Their life in Ottawa has the ordinary texture of a long marriage: the reading glasses on the bathroom counter, the ginger ale on the second shelf, the pasta that takes forty-five minutes, the Tuesday yoga that Ilya watches from the kitchen doorway with his coffee and never comments on.

    Then something happens, and the life they have built becomes the thing they are fighting to keep.

    This is a cancer fic. It is also a love story. Both are true at the same time, for the whole length of it.

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    03 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane Hollander is at the top of his game and riding the high of the last year. He's one of the top two hockey players in the league, along with his boyfriend of less than a year, Ilya Rozanov. They're finally together after nearly a decade of skirting around their feelings, but they made it! He's never felt better about his professional or personal achievements.
    Now if he can just get over this stupid cold, he'd be perfect! But he can't when his asthma comes back to rear is head for the first time in years. Shane's dealt with it before, knows he always will in some capacity, but he's never told Ilya about it, or really anyone other than his parents.

    {Prequel to A Life You’ve Never Dreamed Of}

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    29 May 2026