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    Prompt: Non-magic AU. A cynical, bitter, and exhausted chemistry teacher craves *more*. A jaded young man craves a partner who sees past his wealth. When they meet at a gay club, Harry introduces Snape to the joy of gay sex, bondage, S&M, the freedom of submission, and trust in a complex relationship. Sugar!daddy!Harry and sweet aftercare?

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    "I can't," Sam said, staring at Dean. He swore the relief he had seen on Dean when it turned out she wasn't a vampire wasn't just a hunter thing — Sam was sure that it was more than that.

    "What?"

    "Dean it's not right to abandon her now just because she's human. I can't-" Sam rambled out.

    Dean's eyes widened and his eyebrows rose, apparently surprised by either the swing in the conversation or Sam's words themselves. "And what? You want to keep her?"

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    Dad would push Sam to Dean’s arms every time and Dean would change his diaper without a word of complaint. It felt familiar back then. It reminded him of Mum.

    At that age, Dean wanted to do everything Mum did for Sammy. It hurt him whenever he couldn’t do something. He had forgotten about it. The helplessness he felt when he couldn’t provide for Sam.

    Looking back now, it was such a stupid feeling. Obviously, Dean couldn’t make milk for Sam. He wasn’t a girl. He was also too young to be able to do it anyway. God, Dean couldn’t be more thankful that nobody else knew about it. Sam didn’t remember and Dad never knew. Dean never let Dad see. He could feel Dad’s eyes following Dean around. He knew Dad saw someone else there. It made Dean just the tiniest bit happy to be able to make Dad smile but he couldn’t let Dad see how he failed at the one thing Mum could always do; make milk.

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    Dean never gets over wanting to breastfeed Sam and being unable to do it. It escalates when Sam finds out.

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    One night, Isami begins suckling from Lewis’ breasts in his sleep as he has…peculiar dreams. It turns into a whole Thing from there.

     

    A super cool, entirely self-indulgent breastfeeding fic induced by poor sleep habits. I’m pretty sure that’s my MO at this point.

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