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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    The radiance of the sun’s rays that had awakened her as her body had been resting messily on the left side of Carol’s bed couldn’t compare to the radiance of watching Carol now – right there before her – writing with avid concentration and such beautiful, unwavering focus.

    That particular light was brighter than morning itself.

    And this precise moment was the perfect opportunity to make Carol understand even a small fraction of the happiness that awaited her in the Joining. Zosia was determined to do everything within her power to make her happy. They would try – truly and thoroughly – to show her what that future could hold.

    (or to simply put: a glimpse of Carol and Zosia’s first night and first morning together after their kiss.)

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    17 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    The concept of suffering a separation while in the midst of the magnitude of the Joining was... disconcerting, to say the least.

    Zosia had been claimed and had been discarded. But even after that, in amidst of sleepless nights soaked by whisky, Zosia was still needed – in safe doses and at safe distant – for Carol Sturka and all her contradictions.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Carol Sturka, a novelist and English professor, struggles with grief and isolation after the death of her wife. Upon her return to work, Carol discovers she is now forced to share her classroom with Zosia Rybak, an ESL instructor. Initially resentful, Carol learns that Zosia admires her writing and specifically requested to work with her. Time heals, and even though Carol's wounds are deep, she learns that there's something still left for her to pursue.

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    16 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Nearly a year after her bloody escape from the blue tinged bathroom, Jigsaw's promise of redemption through induction to his methods comes to fruition. Lynn Denlon engages begrudgingly, grappling with her regained identity coming to adds with her new job. Meanwhile, Amanda Young enters her life, hurt, fragile, and annoying, needling away at Lynn's own conflicting morals with every visit she makes to Lynn's apartment. Lynn becomes too familiar with an injured and bleeding out Amanda, too familiar with the jabs and bites they exchange. That's not the problem though.

    The problem is that Lynn may not want her to leave as much as she says she does.

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    apprentice lynn au.

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    29 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    Lynn dies in the medical room. Or, at least, she thinks she does. There’s a horrible few minutes where she’s begging Jeff to stay, stay with me, and he doesn’t hear her, or he does and ignores her. She’s unheard, either way, just as she has been for more of her short life than she’d care to admit. Jeff kills Jigsaw, and a dozen explosions deafen her for a split second before there is nothing.

     

    Or, there was nothing, and now there is something again.

     

    Lynn and Amanda haunt the meat-packing plant after death. Neither of them know why.

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    28 Sep 2025