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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    It’s time for Riyo’s first official mission as a Cleaner, and Enjin can’t be there to help. Which would be okay if Riyo knew how to act like a normal person, but she just can’t seem to figure it out. Fighting trash beasts is easy, but people skills have never been her specialty.

    They’re Enjin’s specialty though. So maybe she could just... be Enjin. Maybe that’ll work.

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    06 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Kanade’s head began to throb. The silence of the room now felt like it was pressing against her eardrums, demanding an answer she didn't have.

    Who are you, Yoisaki Kanade?

    "I'm the one who saves her," Kanade whimpered, while holding her aching head.

    But she is saved already.

    "Then... I'll find a way," she insisted, her eyes closing against her will as exhaustion finally began to win her over. "I have to... I have to be the one..."

    Her grip on the desk loosened. Her breathing slowed. As she slipped from the waking world into sleep, the last thing she saw was the blinking cursor on her composing software.

    Now, the battlefield was empty. The war was over. So what is left of the soldier that gave her life purpose to protecting the nation?

     

    (a deeper look into the darker side of Kanade's savior complex)

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    08 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    01 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Kanade, after criminally long hours of working, is forced to face hallucinations that are difficult to tell apart from real life. Her pain is tended to by Mafuyu, a Mafuyu that she believes is a creation of her mind for far too long

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    03 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    “A couple of years ago, a man who owes us thousands disappeared from the map...,” her father said as he handed Mafuyu a beige folder. “We discovered he has a daughter, a young woman who runs a small coffee shop at the other side of town. As you know, one's debt falls upon one's closest relative. You'll be the bagman assigned to deal with this case.”

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    22 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    A lonesome composer with no one to rely on and an entire world to save, and the monster with a pretty face and a perfectly fake smile that keeps sitting next to her at the bus stop--and what unfolds when they finally speak to each other.

    It's an introduction into my very indulgent vampire au.

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    13 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 18

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    vanishing point (n.): the point in a perspective drawing where parallel lines appear to converge.

    Spring has sprung, and with it has come the day of Kanade and Mafuyu's high school graduation.

    For Mafuyu, graduation is an opportunity: a chance to confront her mother one last time, and claim her future for herself, once and for all. On the other hand, Kanade now finds herself stuck more than ever—because for her, graduation and everything that comes after it represents nothing but an inescapable source of anxiety and dread, too terrifying to even consider.

    But time keeps moving, whether Kanade likes it or not—and as graduation day approaches, she finds herself silently being crushed by the weight of the future, unable to escape...

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Mafuyu finds herself in a gas station, somehow. She meets an artist with sunken eyes who smells of smoke.
    That's how it starts.
    The road to healing is paved with the broken girl of music, the lonely runaway and the despair of an artist

    Alternatively, alternate universe where n25 is meeting for the first time after mafuyu starts an impromptu roadtrip (runs away). Much more mental illness than canon.
    The archive warnings have been changed from Choose Not To Use to None Apply(bc none of them apply) but the mature rating is for HEAVY depictions of mental illness so read the tags before you decide to read.

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    15 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 8

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    Well they're housemates but that's not the meme.

    A follow-up to Persisting Curiosities because I wasn't satisfied with the amount of kissing in that one. With a bonus side of "what exactly are we" vibes and "oh no you like me that's not right." History will know them as roo--housemates.

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    11 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 66

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    But for Mafuyu, her crush on Kanade is eating her alive, filling her chest with so much warmth and light and yearning that she can barely breathe. Suddenly, the painful roots wrapping around her lungs, the petals erupting from her throat, make perfect sense.

    And she wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world, this proof that she is capable of wanting so strongly that she can grow feelings into flowers.

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    25 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    A look through Mafuyu's eyes and how her understanding of Kanade changes as they grow closer to one another

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    23 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Mafuyu had always figured Kanade lived alone. That since her mother's passing and her father's hospitalization, she had been the only soul inhabiting the Yoisaki household.

    But Mafuyu was wrong. In the shadows of this empty house, there was another.

    (Day 6: Kanamafu)

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    27 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    As the hands of the clock hit 25:00, the members of Nightcord find that Kanade has disappeared, intending on never coming back again.

    Mafuyu, Ena and Mizuki work hand in hand in order to save their savior, to give back what they've all once received.

    But can they reach their composer before her self-inflicted Finale?

    (Day 7: Free Day)

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    26 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 39

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    Aged Up AU where Mafuyu's mother makes her pursuit acting.and modeling instead of being a Doctor. Kanade is a famous composer.

     

    “The Artist Behind the Musician,” Mafuyu reads, reaching out for her reading glasses on the drawer beside the bed, “Look at all the paintings created for the album covers of the latest national sensation, K.”
    K… doesn't ring a bell.

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    15 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    She told herself it was because of the way that it seemed to brighten Mafuyu up just a touch, making the lyricist’s eyes light up. She told herself that it was because she wanted to make Mafuyu feel at home. She told herself that it wasn’t because it made Kanade feel warm inside too.

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    11 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    Exams are approaching and in an odd twist of fate, the tables have been turned. Kanade has been improving for months but once Mafuyu begins to crumble under the building pressure, everything falls apart. There is a certain kind of peace in the familiarity of self-destruction.

    Whumptober Day 28: "I could always see straight through you" || Constellation

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    28 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 24

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    "Kanade, I bought you something."
    "Huh?"
    "A toy duck."
    "Ah... I think I used to play with one of those during baths when I was little..."
    "Should we look at it together?"
    "We're... already looking at it?"
    "Then, will you take a bath with me?"

    When a collapse sparks a terror in Mafuyu that words can't express, she speaks instead through relentless, physical fluff.
    (tl;dr mafuyu is touch-starved and kanade is the densest dumb dumb to ever exist)

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    19 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    As Mafuyu mends her relationship with her mother and builds a life beyond Nightcord, Kanade is left in the silent, stagnant wake of her own perceived obsolescence.

    Consumed by a guilt that twists her altruism into something monstrously selfish, she confronts the hollow core of her identity: without someone to save, who is she?

    In a moment of profound despair, she seeks the ultimate silence, suicide.

    But instead of an end, she awakens in an endless white void, face-to-face with a patient, faceless entity.

    Death itself.

    And Death gives a verdict: her journey is not yet over.

    (kanade character study; kanade and death chitchat, and both go through kanade's memories together)
    (ch7 is the canonical ending and ch8 is the alternative ending, also contains art!)

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    03 Oct 2025

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    01 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    Instant Boss, the most wanted villain in Shibuya, loves her girlfriend, the well-known hero: White Crow. However, due to being a villain and hero couple, their relationship is less than ideal, to say the least
    After a rally, her fellow Fussy Eaters give her a surprise gift: a Coda, a meteorite that could grant one's true wish. Instant Boss makes her wish, but...

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    27 Sep 2025

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